Chapter 18: Perhaps, under the snow, Xue Nai will also yearn for tenderness

Eating is often the most important time to examine one's social network. Of course, most of the time, we only need to examine the situation of one person's lunch.

This is a very simple truth, the vast majority of people solve breakfast at home, and the number of participants in dinner is not so fixed, so lunch in school is the most effective way to measure a person's social network.

Generally speaking, we divide the people who eat Chinese food into two categories, one is to eat in a group, the other is to eat alone, of course, the people who eat together can be divided into a small group of two or three people and a large group of more than four people, the former such as Haruki Kitahara and Takeya Iizuka, the latter such as Hayato Hayama and a group of his subjects, but from the comparison of these two groups of people, it can be seen that both groups are current groups, the difference is only in the attitude of the core people in the collective towards other people.

But, on the other hand, we can't simply think of a person who eats alone as a social failure - of course, eating alone like Kiya Hachiman or Yukishita Yukino is definitely a social failure, whether they admit it or not.

The difference between me and them is that no matter when they go to eat, they are all alone, and I have chosen to be alone, and I can completely mix in with the so-called "friends" and play the role of a subject of Hayama, but I just don't want to - I just want to finish my meal quickly and do something other meaningful, and I don't want to waste time in a relatively large group with some meaningless idle talk.

So as a result, every time I came back to the class from the cafeteria, I could only listen to the various voices coming from the various groups in the class and could not join - humans are such strange creatures, you will be silent when you first join a group, but if you want to interject into their conversation in the middle of the group, you will find that you have become a foreign object in the group.

Of course, having said all this, there is another very important reason that I didn't say, and that is that I don't have a bento box and I don't want to eat bread at lunch, so I can't join the group of bento and bread groups that eat in the classroom.

So, today, when Yubihama Kazuya also has a bento, he can actually try to join the current group - but only if no one makes an appointment with him.

I haven't opened the box since my sister gave me this morning, not to surprise myself, but to keep the contents of the box from damaging my mood to class in the morning—although this practice of throwing it aside seems to have affected my mood in class.

Although I still don't understand the difference between a person's inattention and when he is concentrating - many people point out that the difference is the wandering of the gaze, but I really don't know what it means to be distracted, but in any case every teacher seems to easily notice my wandering mind.

So, in the morning Chinese, English, and math classes, I was picked up and shot by different teachers, and, a little annoyingly, these teachers did not play cards according to common sense.

It stands to reason that Chinese and English are a kind of reading courses, and the way teachers ask students to answer questions is often to read the text aloud, at this time I think Ichishi can help me, but these two teachers seem to have made an appointment, and they both decided to let me answer the questions before the blackboard. Although I tried hard to learn about the liberal arts, I still couldn't write the right answers without being distracted by the lectures, so I could only be criticized by the teacher and perhaps ridiculed by some of my admirers.

In order to avoid embarrassment, of course, I was prepared to answer the answer correctly, but the math teacher actually asked me to read the question aloud - it seems that there is a hidden condition in the question, and many people can't find this condition, so the teacher said that I need to read carefully to understand. This kind of event, which is estimated to be a probability of 1 in 100%, bumps into me, and I can only sigh that the world is so ridiculous.

So, for today's lunch, I have an important goal, which is to complain about my sister's bento during the meal, and then completely dispel her idea of making a bento for me in the future.

But before that, I think I might be turning into a bread party today.

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I thought I would be late because I took a long time to buy bread at the school store, but I found that when I walked into the ministry classroom with a lunch box and a loaf of bread hidden in my bosom, there was only one person in the classroom.

Under the snow, she was still sitting under the window seat in the middle of the classroom, and on the table in front of her, there was a bento box with a completely different decoration from mine, which was obviously not given to her by her sister but made by herself. It seems that she has no confidence in her sister's cooking skills.

I seriously considered the possibility of rubbing a little food under the snow, but glancing at the snow snow that had clearly raised my eyebrows as I walked into the classroom, and the whole person's vigilance had been raised, I thought that the only possibility I could get her lunch was:

Yukishita couldn't eat his bento because he had made too much of it, and when he saw Yubihama Kazuya's somewhat begging eyes, he threw the rest of the bento box on the ground like a queen, and said heavily, "Eat, reward you, Pig!"

Well, although under the snow is a shake S, but this is also too much shake S, under the snow snow may be wary of me verbally, but she will not do such an insult to my personality, I can still trust her.

Because at most, she will only show a disgusting expression, and say: "What, you bad still want to share a little of my things, don't you have a little shame?

Hawkers,Compared to the previous assumption, it should be much better - uh,I'm definitely not shaking M.,I won't be happy because of her poisonous tongue.,"Much better" here is just a comparison.。

"I thought you wouldn't come, after all, you looked like you were killed by your sister yesterday. Under the snow he glanced at me and spoke slowly.

"After all, it's my sister's request, even if there is a problem, I have to accept it, and when there is a problem, I will discuss it in detail!"

Although this is definitely not my psychological idea, I think it is still necessary for me to maintain the image of Yui Yui's sister in front of the snow, and of course it would be better to create the image of a good brother who cares about my sister at the same time, and I guess it can also add some points to my heart under the snow, so that she doesn't always treat me so viciously.

However, what I said didn't seem to have a good effect, because the answer to me under the snow was only two simple words:

"Sister!

I don't understand why Yukishita has such a big grudge against a younger brother's normal concern and understanding for her sister, and perhaps it can only be explained by the fact that she has a sister who makes her very annoying—though I don't understand how her sister can make her feel annoying, because in my understanding, as long as she is an older sister, she is very concerned about her brother or sister—this is true of Yui-sama, and so is Kogi's predecessor.

However, just as I was about to explain my theory and snow to seek her understanding, an accident happened, and the bread I had hidden in my chest suddenly fell out.

Although there are often all kinds of "four-dimensional" things in comics, such as all kinds of magical items that can be taken out of the so-called four-dimensional pockets, of course, in the comics that sell meat, the so-called "four-dimensional breasts" also exist, but my current situation has nothing to do with the four-dimensional at all.

It's embarrassing for a guy to pull something out of his chest, and it's easy to mistake it for a pervert, and the embarrassed look I have now, to make an inappropriate analogy, is just as embarrassing as a situation where someone who is usually poor breasts and then disguises herself as breast enlargement by the chest pad, and then bends down to apologize.

What's even more embarrassing is that my appearance makes Xue Xia Xuena, who is the best at hitting people with a poisonous tongue, look at it squarely.

"Perverts, liars, disgusting!"

Well, congratulations, this comment on my words has become three words, which should be said to be a great progress, although I already know that the image in my heart under the snow should have been frozen.

If it used to be an image of "self-righteous and disgusting sister control who looked bad but was not actually bad", now it is an image of a "disgusting and perverted liar who looks bad and is not actually bad and pretends to be a sister control".

I think even if it's Biqi Valley, the image in my heart under the snow should be higher than mine, I guess it's the difference between a maggot that wants people to step on it and a maggot that makes people feel disgusting to step on it, right?

I stopped talking, and silently picked up the bread that had fallen on the ground, for I felt that if I continued to speak, I would only be met with greater disgust under the snow.

It's better to wait for the snow to open your mouth, of course, you still open your mouth under the snow, and what is a little surprising is that there is a hint of nervousness and dissatisfaction in the tone.

"So, Yubihama, then, why hasn't your sister come here yet? She asked me to have lunch here today, right?"

There was a rare sense of wavering in Yukino's voice, and although it was in a relatively cold tone, the anticipation in her words could be felt.

I looked at Xue Nai with some surprise, in my impression, she has always been an absolute iceberg-like figure, absolutely right, changing the world, self-centered, such a person, should not crave the attention of others.

However, such a snow under Yukino, she actually showed such an expression, she had something to look forward to Yui Yui Yuki, she had something to look forward to Yui Yuihama who stretched out the hand of friendship that didn't look so obvious.

"Yubihama, please answer my question, do you know where your sister has gone? It's rude to ask someone else to wait here!"

As if because I didn't answer the question, I continued to ask under the snow.

"I didn't know, I went to buy bread after class and came straight over. ”

"Really, didn't she come?"

Xue Xia frowned slightly, and asked with some confusion.

"You can rest assured, although someone like my sister is a little unreliable, but what she promised others will definitely be done, although she is quite procrastinating, it is true-"

But Yubihama also dragged on for too long. ”

It's not the first time I've been interrupted under the snow, but it's the first time I've been interrupted with a noticeable little irritability.

As if he did realize the problem with what he had just said, he hesitated a little under the snow and added, "I'm sorry, I was in a bit of a hurry just now!"

I feel like the circuits of my brain can't keep up with normal thinking.,Today's snow under the snow,At first, it was very normal.,Whether it's a poisonous tongue.,Or cold,It's within a reasonable dimension.,But since I mentioned my sister.,The emotions under the snow Xue Nai's expression,It's like a normal little girl's emotions when waiting for a friend.。

That's right, it's a normal girl, so normal that I can't believe she's a snow under the snow.

I suddenly remembered what Hiratsuka-sensei once said to me: "Snow is a gentle child under the snow!"

I think I have some understanding of Hiratsuka's words, although Yukino under the snow is still the one who demands absolute correctness, although she is still the one who always wants to use her own correctness to transform the world, but there is no doubt that she also longs for the world to give her a little tenderness, and Yui Yui, for her, is undoubtedly the kind of gentleness she craves.

"I think you can go to the classroom and try to find her, someone like Yui will not appear in a place where she is out of the crowd, because she always likes to be in a group, and only in this way can it give her a sense of security. ”

However, it is precisely because of this that she is particularly panicked when she leaves the collective, because her presence in the group is maintained by the time she has been in the group, and she fears that once she leaves the collective, she will be abandoned by the collective.

I think I may roughly understand the reason why my sister didn't show up, she cares too much about her position in her group, and it is difficult for her to get rid of that group on her own without the interference of external forces. And under the snow, I guess it can be that catalyst, right?

"Alright!" Yukishita looked at me deeply, shook his hair behind him, stood up, and said, "Then I'll go to Class F to find Yubihama." ”

"I'm not going!"

The reason why I didn't go was simple, only if I didn't show up, my sister could show her vulnerable side, and she could really face this and fix it.

The one who can help my sister do this is Yukino under the snow, just as my sister will make a little tenderness under the snow, and for some reason, I am convinced of it.

Just like Yukino under the snow before she helped Yui Yui Yukihama make cookies, Yukino under the snow can do it.

When Yukino left the classroom under the snow, I opened the lunch box in my hand for the first time.

To my surprise, I didn't taste it, but the bento looked pretty good, and I couldn't imagine that it was a bento made by my sister.

Perhaps, Yui Yui, who has worked so hard, can do so other things with the help of Yukino under the snow!

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The follow-up plot of this chapter continues to develop according to the original book, that is, the part where the second lady goes to the classroom to find a group. This is the first time you try this kind of writing, after all, there are always limitations to the protagonist from a first-person perspective.

If I want to forcibly add the protagonist or write a conversation between the second lady and the group or something.,It's going to be a copy of the original text.,After all, it's the same person.,I feel like everyone who reads this book should have seen the spring thing.,So everyone should know the result, right?