Chapter 378: Gentleness (I)
As soon as Jia Chao and Su Xiaoya left, Jin Zhongming was left alone in the house, and he didn't need to be nervous anymore at this time. From the moment I woke up in the early hours of this morning and saw Baker's eyes, all that depression and numbness exploded at this moment, and all kinds of emotions surged up almost uncontrollably.
That's right, Kim Jong-ming himself didn't expect that Baker's incident would bring such a blow to himself, and the rational reason for this is probably because this is the first time in his life that he has encountered a real parting and disappearance in such a long time, or since moving to South Korea.
But emotionally speaking, when a person is lonely, sadness will burst.
But it is precisely because of this that when Sika pushed the door open and walked in, Jin Zhongming, who was sitting cross-legged on the sofa, was inexplicably relieved, because in some things, the two of them figured it out.
When Maomao comes, he won't be alone.
"You're too tight, Wood. Sika took off her shoes and sat on the sofa with her legs crossed, and Jin Zhongming was face to face, so Jin Zhongming could clearly see that there was a feeling of distress in her eyes.
"Aren't you uncomfortable?" asked Jin Zhongming, puzzled, his mind no longer having the same confusion and irritability as he had all morning.
"It has nothing to do with the mood. Sika's tone was actually very low, but her mental outlook was actually very good. "It's the attitude. ”
"There's always been a weird feeling. Jin Zhongming suddenly smiled bitterly. "Since the last time you were in the KBS parking lot, it's like you've grown up and matured all of a sudden. ”
"I'm not small. Sika looked up and shook his head. "We're only a year apart...... But if you're mature, I can actually put my mind to other places after that nine consecutive championships......"
Jin Zhongming's face was stunned. Indeed it is.
Now think about it. Girls' Generation's "GEE" really has a sense of destiny. Wondergirls are hitting the street, Kara is hitting the street, and Eun Jing, these 09 generation girl groups are still in the making...... Therefore, it can almost be said that Girls' Generation became famous and then ascended the throne as kings, and they directly established the position of the No. 1 girl group in South Korea. And then there's the weird rhythm of 'you come after me, I'm going to run faster,' or 'it's okay to fight in a group, I've got more people than you anyway.'"
And what about Mao Mao. She has been a so-called trainee since she was twelve or thirteen years old, and the things she pursues may be more than this, but it is undeniable that the most important career is indeed staying at this level at present?
It is an axiom that people mature because they think.
As soon as he thought of this, Jin Zhongming smiled bitterly again.
"What's wrong?" Sika was puzzled. "Am I not right?"
"It's not. Jin Zhongming was a little helpless. "What you say makes a lot of sense, it's just that according to your statement, the reason why I'm so gaffe and nervous. Actually, it's just because I'm not good enough in my career. If I really achieve the same status in my career as you did in the girl group when you were a girl, then I can also become a little more mature emotionally. At the very least, you can put your mind to thinking about it. ”
Sika pouted and shook his head, "Impossible. Your ambitions are endless, so you can't sit down and think about things as seriously as I have in recent times. ”
Jin Zhongming acquiesced, Mao Mao, who has always been very stupid and cute, can always hit the nail on the head in his heart and feelings.
"How is Ermao?" After a conversation, Jin Zhongming felt a lot better, as the other party said, the reason for his nervousness is not only his feelings, but also his attitude, and after his attitude is corrected, his heart will naturally relax a lot.
"It's okay. Sika blew the bangs on her head a little weakly, she felt like an old mother today, first taking care of her sister and then taking care of her brother, but at the same time she herself was very sad and even a little frightened by Baker's sudden departure.
But, so to say she matured.
"What do you mean by okay?" Jin Zhongming laughed dryly, although he didn't want Sika to see that he continued to look like just now, but Baker's matter was still in front of him, making him 'laugh', he could only laugh, let him 'relax', he could only pretend to be relaxed.
"It's just crying. Sika reluctantly explained. "After I went in, I found Ermao lying in the quilt and didn't cry or make trouble, so I went up and hugged her and lay down for a while, and after a while she cried out in my arms, and I was relieved. ”
At this point, Sika paused for himself, "Do you want another Baker?" like you did when you coaxed me...... I actually believed your nonsense at the time?"
"Wait. Jin Zhongming sighed. "I don't have the heart right now, wait a little longer, wait until everyone's mood eases up, in fact, everyone including my aunt is uncomfortable, just put this topic aside for the time being. ”
Sika nodded, and then she suddenly got up and knelt on the sofa in front of Jin Zhongming, and raised her hand to brush the hair on the other party's forehead: "It's best if you can ease up, Ermao, I called Chu Long to come over, but Chu Long hasn't finished class yet, so it should be relatively late, but my mother should be fine over there." Well, but I'll call Eun Jing here too......"
Jin Zhongming raised his head in surprise.
"Don't move. Sika calmly straightened the messy piece of hair on Jin Zhongming's forehead, wind, snow and frost, his hair has really suffered a lot in the past two days. "Our album is still in production, and I really don't have time to be here with you, so I called her out of the box and told her about you. If I were you, I'd go take a shower now, look at you like this, how will I see her when she comes?"
Jin Zhongming was speechless, and could only smile bitterly.
"I'm leaving. Sika mischievously patted the other man on the cheek, then let go of his hand and jumped off the couch.
"Don't overthink it. Jin Zhongming felt that his whole stiff face had been softened by Sika.
"Peace of mind. Sika laughed as she changed her shoes in the hallway. "I'm not a kid anymore, this time today. I'm the most mature and open-minded. Again, that's the same sentence. Go take a shower. Don't let people see you like this. ”
After that, Sika pushed open the door and went out directly, while Jin Zhongming went to take a shower from the good side.
At about three o'clock in the afternoon, with a doorbell, Enjing, who was anxious, really appeared in front of the door as promised.
"Didn't you turn it on?" Eun Jing waited for the door to close and hugged Jin Zhongming, whose hair was still wet.
"Don't dare to turn it on. Jin Zhongming explained helplessly. "I can't hide the cremation of going to the pet hospital, and now the Internet media should be boiling, right? ”
Eun Jing nodded, it is true, Baker is a star dog. is still the star dog in the national program "Two Days and One Night", so after she received a call from Sika, she casually searched and found all kinds of messy rumors.
"Is it uncomfortable?" Eun Jing didn't go inside, she stood at the entrance and asked with concern. "I know Baker......"
The little brother was stuck, and to be honest, she didn't know anything about Baker other than the information that everyone knew.
"I'm sorry. Eun Jing was a little frustrated. "I don't know anything about Baker. ”
"It's normal not to understand. Jin Zhongming cupped the other party's face. "I'm glad you came, can I blame you for this?"
"But......" Eunjing was still a little uneasy. "But I'm your girlfriend, and I don't even know how to say comforting words when you're like this......"
"You're just too strong. Jin Zhongming hugged the girl in front of him in his arms. "We want to do our best in everything, but in fact, people's energy and minds are limited, and we must know how to make trade-offs......"
Eun Jing pouted dissatisfied, but it was not really dissatisfied. For the year that the two have been dating, the most common way to date. The most relaxing way for them to get along with each other is actually to hug each other and seek comfort as they do now. At this time, whether it is falling into each other's arms and sleeping directly, whispering, or simply complaining to each other, the effect is the same, because both parties can feel warmth and security from each other at the moment.
And this thing is actually the so-called warm storage.
In this way, the couple naturally stood behind the door and kept warm for a long time, until some nonsensical and trivial topics were brought up.
"Why is your hair wet?" knocked the other party's head with his chin, and Jin Zhongming suddenly felt something.
"It's still snowing outside. Eun Jing raised her head and explained as if she were coquettish. "I came here in the snow, so Zhong Ming, if you feel uncomfortable, you must tell me, okay?"
"Is it still down?" Jin Zhongming looked at the direction of the balcony in surprise.
Eun Jing let go of her hand and hugged one of the other party's arms instead, and the two came to the balcony together, she knew that Jin Zhongming liked to sit here, and she also knew that this place meant different things to the two of them.
Sure enough, there are still snowflakes outside the balcony, and even the whole world is white, if it weren't for today's Baker incident, Jin Zhongming would definitely make a cup of tea in a comfortable mood, and then take a copy of the Chinese version of "Tianlong Babu" that has been turned over I don't know how many times and sit here to read it all day.
But it doesn't matter, because although Jin Zhongming is not in such a happy mood to enjoy that happiness and pride at this moment, there is still a beautiful girl with short hair and no eyeliner next to him, this is his girlfriend Han Enjing. The tenderness and warmth of the little brother can still make Jin Zhongming calm down wholeheartedly, and temporarily let him forget the memories of Baker, as well as the hardships of "Two Days and One Night", and the waves that will come tomorrow and later.
Jin Zhongming sat on the ground, leaning against the sliding door on the balcony, his legs stretched out, while Brother Enjing naturally sat on his boyfriend's lap, and then leaned on each other's arms like a puppy.
stared at the snowflakes outside the window in a daze, and I don't know how long it took before the little brother was the first to speak to break the silence: "Zhong Ming, I've been thinking about how good it would be if we could sit like this for the rest of our lives...... No need to eat, no need to sleep, no sad things, no need to think about what needs to be done tomorrow...... It's like this for ...... whole life."
Jin Zhongming's heart trembled slightly.
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Thank you for your encouragement and criticism, and even Ji Da criticized me for my excessive loss, well, I will write it down seriously, rest assured. It is still those promises, one will finish the book, the second will work hard to complete the lines according to the outline, and the third will try to do two more changes a day, and continue to work hard to maintain the discipline. (To be continued.) )