Bai Shu couldn't remember the tune he played, and he couldn't remember what kind of feeling he felt in his heart at that time, but he remembered that the bright sunshine passed through the willow branches that day, leaving patches of shadow, and the handsome young man stood under the willows on the shore, blowing the tune for her seriously. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

That scene became eternal in her heart.

"Ah Heng, you don't understand ......," Bai Shu shook her head and said.

Cui Jiayin was amused, but there was a trace of sadness lingering in his heart.

In her previous life, she missed and lost how much she lost because of the word "love", even she couldn't count it herself.

Love is such a thing, it is harmful to others and herself, just like her in the past, because of that ethereal love, she killed her relatives, and finally killed herself.

The bright red blood stained on the last letter sent by the Lu family witnessed the fall of the Cui family, which had been glorious for a hundred years, and also witnessed the dissipation of her ridiculous and ridiculous love.

That's a bloody lesson!

She pressed the sadness in her heart and said to Bai Shu: "Sister, don't be stupid again." ”

"The beautiful women in the excerpts are talented and concubines, do you think they are all true? The things in the book are just used to deceive the world, where can it be true? If such girls are born in a family like ours, what will happen to them, don't you still know? Which elder of the family can tolerate such a girl who ruins the reputation of the family?" Cui Jiayin said mercilessly.

Although the words were hurtful, Bai Shu sadly found that she had no way to refute it.

Although the upbringing of the young lady of the family is strict, she still has one or two backbones. What they think is sad and sad and sad for their children, in the eyes of their elders, they become morally corrupt and morally corrupt. Naturally, there is no room for such girls in the family, and the best solution is to throw them into the family temple and leave them to fend for themselves.

Those are all teenage girls, in the cardamom years, still at the age of innocence, but they lost their innocent qualifications early, and they can only live in the family temple.

The lights are like beans, the cold rain knocks on the window, the red face is boiled into white hair, and the bright woman was wrinkled by the wind and frost early, and became a drooping old woman.

How tragic!

"Can you bear to let your aunt worry about you at such an age?" Cui Jiayin's words sounded in Bai Shu's ears.

Bai Shu shook her head and said, "I'm just unwilling, but I also know...... But I also know that it is impossible. Don't say that we have only met once, and we don't know who he is, but even if we do, what can we do? My father and mother are old, and I don't want them to be sad. ”

Seeing that although Bai Shu turned the corner, there was still a sad look on her face, Cui Jiayin was inexplicably a little distressed.

She held Bai Shu's hand and whispered comfortingly, "Sister, I know." When the love first opens, there will be many thoughts in the heart, but ...... Not everyone has such a fate. ”

Maybe when you get old in the future, when you recall this youthful past, you will smile and say that you are young and frivolous.

Bai Shu didn't speak, but Cui Jiayin felt one or two cold droplets of water fall on the back of her hand. She pursed her lips and held Bai Shu's hand even harder, wanting to give her strength.

After a while, Bai Shu turned her head, wiped the tears on her face, and said quite embarrassedly: "I wanted to say goodbye to you, but I only cared about talking about myself." ”

"What did my sister say? We don't have to be so polite. Cui Jiayin replied.

Bai Shu chuckled and said, "That's the same." ”

Bai Shu's crying eyes were slightly red and swollen, but they became clearer. This smile seemed to melt the ice and snow, which made Cui Jiayin suddenly settle down.

Although she tried her best to dissuade Bai Shu from being carried away by the momentary heartbeat, she also knew that girls of this age were the easiest to drill the horns, and she also knew that if the little girl was blinded by the so-called love, she would do everything she could to elope with someone.

She's just afraid in case.

But Bai Shu has always been sensible, and seeing her now, she should have listened to her.

The two stopped and walked in Baifu, watched Jing'er talk, and never mentioned that Cui Jiayin was about to leave Qinghe.

This illusion of calm was not broken until Madame White sent her maid to look for them.

There will be a time to gather and disperse, and finally it will be time to separate.

Bai Shu's eyes were red, and she said reluctantly: "More than ten years seem to be a flick of my fingers, and I clearly remember the first time I saw you, but now I say that I am going to separate." She reached into the sleeve of her coat, took out a delicate hairpin from the sleeve, and said, "I have nothing to give you, and I was probably not there when you were in time. ”

Then he couldn't help but stuff the hairpin into Cui Jiayin's hand.

Cui Jiayin put the hairpin in her hair, and then hugged Bai Shu, with tears in her eyes but still smiling, she said softly: "Sister Bai Shu, I can't bear you." ”

Bai Shu patted Cui Jiayin's back and said in a muffled voice: "I can't bear you either." Then he took Cui Jiayin's hand and went to Madame Bai and the Lu family.

"Shu'er, Ah Heng, come here. When Madame Bai saw the two of them coming, she hurriedly beckoned. When they walked to them, they raised their hands to comb the broken hair in front of Bai Shu's forehead and asked, "Have you finished what you need to say?"

Bai Shu replied sullenly, and Lu Shi saw that there were still tears on Bai Shu's face, so he smiled and said, "If Shu'er gets the opportunity, she will go to Beijing to play, and Aunt will ask Ah Heng to take you around, how about it?"

Bai Shu knew that what Lu Shi said was just polite words, she was a girl who had already reached the end of her life, Mo said that she had gone to Beijing, even Qinghe was not something she could do if she wanted to. She didn't want the two elders to be sad too, so she cheered up and said with a smile: "That aunt must not forget." ”

"I won't forget, I won't forget. Lu said, and then said goodbye to Mrs. Bai: "Then we will say goodbye." ”

Mrs. Bai also smiled and sent the most simple words: "Have a safe journey." ”

"I've taken your good word. Lu said, then took Cui Jiayin's hand and said gently: "Ah Heng, let's go." ”

Bai Shu stood next to Mrs. Bai and watched the Lu mother and daughter go away, but when the Lu family was about to get into the carriage, Bai Shu suddenly ran over, leaving Mrs. Bai's call behind.

She hugged Cui Jiayin, put her pointed chin on Cui Jiayin's shoulder, and said solemnly: "Ah Heng, you have to be good." ”

After finishing speaking, he didn't wait for Cui Jiayin to speak, and turned around and left.

Cui Jiayin stood for a while, but still lifted the curtain and helped the handmaid to board the carriage.

After all, she felt what it means to "gather and disperse in a hurry, and this hatred is endless".

It's not the first time she has faced separation, but when she left Qinghe and the Cui family before, she had never had such a deep understanding.

Maybe it's because of the things that I've experienced, people have become sentimental, Cui Jiayin thought to herself.

Reunion and parting are always born together, life is impermanent, all they can do is to meet and have fun. (To be continued.) )