Chapter 10: The Wind
Adolescent teenagers don't really need too many reasons to miss women, maybe it's just a glimpse of the other party, maybe it's just a light smile from the other party, maybe it's just a few gentle lines from her, of course, it may also be an unintentional reminder from other people, or even a joke.
Some people probably think that such feelings are not real enough and are just impulsive, but the starting point of all feelings is actually like this.
I don't take this kind of casual and inexplicable feeling lightly, but I really didn't think that one day this possibility would exist in me.
I rejected this possibility because I had a fear that if my emotions could be so easily influenced by one of Yui's suspicions, it probably meant that there was an abusive nature in my subconscious, and that was the last thing I could accept.
Fortunately, this hesitation can be restrained by simple self-suggestion - I have already rejected many people, and it is not a big deal to say no again explicitly under the snow, and the problem can be suppressed by this kind of behavior.
It didn't take long for Yui to leave, and I had already made up my mind.
Of course, I knew that if my reaction was also in Yono's plan, what she did would definitely not be simple.
It made it hard for me not to connect the next day's encounter with her manipulation — after all, it was too much of a coincidence.
It all started with one of the most informative sources in the class, and her always sensitive gossip nerves, combined with her current status as the student council president, allowed her to get information that a first-year student like me, who had few other social activities, would never have gotten it.
"Now, Kazuya, have you heard some strange rumors lately?" Although the relationship with me has basically recovered to the level of a familiar stranger, but after that, I didn't communicate much with Isshiki, and it was the first time that I took the initiative to talk to her about the activities held by the student council before I took the initiative to talk to her outside of normal neighbor interaction, and this time she took the initiative to talk to me for the first time since then.
"This way of stirring up a topic is pretty bad, and I think it's lowering your level, Isshiki-san. ”
"I didn't talk about it to talk to you on purpose, I just heard some rumors and thought it should be more important to you, so I want to remind you that your attitude doesn't need to be so stiff. ”
"Ah, sorry, something happened yesterday, so now I'm a little allergic. I replied awkwardly. After being disturbed by Yui-sama's words last night, my mind was indeed in a state of being a little too nervous, which made me feel a lot of hostility towards Isshiki taking the initiative to talk to me.
"To be honest, I'm not interested in the reason for your reaction, but you really don't seem to know the rumor I've heard," Isshiki raised an eyebrow and shook his head a little helplessly, "All I can say is that if you know a third-year senior, then you can learn about the gossip among the most popular students in the third-year right now." ”
"Third-grader?"
"That's right, it's in the third grade, and it should be what you think, and I don't know what it is, so I won't bother telling you about it—lest you worry that I'm looking for something on purpose. ”
"Uh-" I felt like Ichisei was poked hard, but it was true that my attitude of rejecting people from thousands of miles away hurt her a little, and I touched my nose and looked at the one that turned my head away and changed to a smiling face to chat with the others, and there was a strange sense of embarrassment.
However, this feeling was quickly brushed away by me, and the news mentioned by Isshiki made me a little nervous inexplicably.
And what further strengthened this tension was an email from another person who had not been in touch for a long time: "After school, come to the second music room." ”
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Compared to when I came to the second music room, there was a lot more stuff in this room, there was a guitar next to the piano, and there wasn't a lot of dust on the guitar, which at least meant that it was used a lot not so long ago. But the most striking thing is the two small tables and three chairs, on which are scattered a few textbooks and even notes full of words. At least, judging from the current situation, this shouldn't be a classroom that belongs to Fuyuma and Sasa.
Of course, there are only Fuyuma and Sasa in this classroom now.,It seems to notice that after I walked into the classroom, I looked at the books and notes on the table for a long time.,She obviously felt a little uncomfortable.,Before talking to me, she swept all the messy things on the table into her school bag.,Then,Probably because I feel that the school bag is placed here.,I hesitated for a long time with the strap of the school bag.,Finally, put it on the back of the piano.。
If these somewhat boring behaviors were put on me in the past, it would probably be an indispensable complaint, but today, I don't have this mood, just as the expression of Fuyuma and Sasa opposite me is not very good-looking-although I have the impression that her expression has not been very good-looking.
"So, have you heard that rumor?"
"I only know that there is such a rumor, but I don't know what this rumor is, what it is—but I can guess a little bit by the way you look and what I know. ”
"Now the third grade is starting to spread rumors that the guy and Yukina Kogi are a couple. Fuyuma and Samuel replied expressionlessly.
Although I was somewhat mentally prepared, when Fuyuma and Sasa really confirmed the news, my heart was still grabbed by science. It was as if there were thousands of ants crawling on my chest, depressed, uneasy, angry, worried, all kinds of emotions filled my heart, and the whole person felt as if it was about to explode.
And one of the things that frustrated me the most was that Kogi didn't seem to have the slightest idea of trying to explain to me - although it was normal, very normal, I rejected her, hurt her, and deliberately tried to ignore her, and I didn't even have a relationship with her now, so she didn't have to explain anything to me. However, this still annoys me a lot—although I am not qualified at all, but this emotion cannot be suppressed.
Only then did I realize that I was such a despicable person—it was as if the reason why I was able to reject Kogi Senpai-senpai was not because I had made enough determination for myself, but because I had an inexplicable self-confidence, as if it was impossible for senior to be with anyone else except me. I rejected her with this terrible idea that "even if it doesn't belong to me, my predecessors won't belong to anyone else", which is why I'm surprisingly uncool now.
"You made a lot of trouble about rejecting Xiao Mu Shu before, and I was worried at first that you might not care so much about this matter, but you look even more embarrassed than I thought!" "In that case, why did you do that kind of thing to Xiao Mu Cao in the first place—after accepting the kindness, all the problems now don't exist, don't they?"
"Before you have mercy on me, you should think about yourself first, right? I can see that you and Kitahara seniors have had a lot of contacts and exchanges after the cultural festival, but now there is no progress, and you have become the way you are now, in fact, you are quite a defeated dog, aren't you?"
Fuyuma and Sasa's faces turned pale.
"I didn't think I could be with that guy in the first place, it was just Yubihama's own wishful thinking. Finally, she replied with a cold face.
"You can only be stubborn here, if you really don't care, you won't call me here" I waved my hand, "stop this senseless act of hurting each other! Can you tell me what happened?"
"Who knows?" Fuyuma and Sasa frowned, and finally, as if they had accepted my armistice, she spread her hands helplessly, "I don't know when it started, some boring guys started to play the old things about the cultural festival, and then naturally mentioned the performance of the Light Music Club." ”
"The buried performance, is that it?"
"That's right, of course, there are buried singers and buried guitarists, a natural pair!"
"What about the keyboard player?"
"Keyboard players are not well-known!" "Fuyuma and Sasa showed a mocking smile, "This kind of thing, of course, has to be connected with a certain amount of popularity to be interesting!"
I also remembered that because the song sound-of-destiny was temporarily canceled, and the part that best reflected Fuyuma Kazusa's musical skills and best showed her abilities seemed to have been deleted, so it was normal that she didn't make an impression on anyone in the end.
"In the end, it's Yubihama your pot, and the incident of your rejection of Xiao Mu Yu is too vigorous. Yukina Kogi is comforted by her friends in the club after falling out of love, so she can regain her strength and be happy with her partner who encourages her, this story is a perfect ending that everyone likes to see!"
"So you mean I'm a villain, don't you?"
"If you stay in the third-grade hallways for a while and then get recognized, you're going to be targeted by other people. ”
"Hmm, then at this time, Kitahara's seniors will probably come out to say a few words for me, and in the end, my image has not changed, and he will probably be able to gain a good reputation?"
"That's pretty much it. "Winter horse and yarn spread their hands.
Truth be told, it's really, really bad!