Chapter 470: Beauty Under the Moon (7)

"Let go of hatred? Taifu, you are simply too naΓ―ve. After so many years of shame and so many years of pain, how can it be solved by letting go?"

Cheng Qing's tone was full of unwillingness, or perhaps he was unwilling to do all this.

The hatred and grievances of the previous generation have affected him. Because he was a child born to a brother and sister, his childhood was spent in dark corners. He is a child who cannot appear in the sun.

He can't even be counted as an illegitimate child.

There was never light in his world.

Because of who he is, his father will always forget him, or rather, forgetting him is the greatest grace to him.

After all, his mother was always thinking about his death, and every time he saw the woman with that sharp sword, trying to leave a knife in his neck, who would understand his despair?

His mother is the founding princess. Who would have thought that such a woman would have an affair with her brother and give birth to a son of sin like him and Shadow.

Their sins, God handed them over to him and Ying to bear.

Compared to the film, he is still lucky. At least the people of this palace know his existence, even if it is unfair to him, even if they will bully him, however, he at least truly feels his existence.

But what about Shadow?

The existence of shadows is denied by the world.

This evil royal family does not allow the appearance of twins, and twins are a symbol of sin and an ominous symbol.

For the dignity of the royal family, for the sake of their so-called false impression that the country and the people are in peace, the two brothers were not able to see each other until they became adults. Who can bear such hatred?

Growing up, he carried too much. Taifu knew all this, but he always pretended not to know, ignored it on the sidelines, and let things ferment.

For the sake of her, he didn't care about it, sacrificing his two brothers, but in exchange for the protection of the queen mother for the rest of her life.

Now, he even has to help the Queen Mother pull him down from the throne that he finally sat on, and now he has nothing left besides this throne?

"Cheng Qing, I watched you grow up, I know it's not your nature, you are a kind child......."

"No, I've never been a good person. He is born good, and that is because all his sins have already been borne by others. I don't have anyone else like that, I only have myself! All the so-called goodness and so-called ugliness need to be borne by myself, and after so many years, you can see the blood on my hands........

"Cheng Qing, don't numb yourself. It's really not hard to admit that you're a kind person........"

"Maybe you don't think it's difficult. But that's you. It's not me. ”

Cheng Qing said and stood up.

He was already thin, and in recent days he had made him look like a soulless walking corpse. The dim light of the prison shone through the man, making his face flickering and unpredictable.

"You, just stay here, I won't kill you, I can't kill you for whatever reason. ”

"Why are you keeping my life? Kill me, forget your old hatred, and govern the country well......."

"Don't be stupid...... You better leave this kind of thing to the ..... who has the order to do it........"

"What did you say?"

Cheng Qing said the second half of the sentence very lightly, as if he was saying it to himself.

"I don't live long. It's almost time for me to die........"

He raised his hand and placed it in the only light in the prison, and that hand actually emitted black gas.

"Originally, I couldn't even survive until now...... Fortunately, the old lady left a prescription from me, and it is already my blessing to keep my life until now. ”

"The Emperor's ........"

"Hahahaha, yes, I'm afraid Taifu doesn't know about the fetal poison on my body, right? This fetal poison is very domineering, only one of the twins will get it, Ying is very lucky, he didn't get it, so, I, I've been suffering this fetal poison for him until now...... But the short-lived woman who harmed me is still alive and well. What's even more terrifying is that even today, she still wants to prevent me from becoming the emperor....."

Cheng Qing's face was a little hideous, and he looked very terrifying.

Taifu opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but found that he didn't know what to say anymore.

There are some things that only those who have experienced them can know. He has not experienced it, so no matter what he says, he is standing on the moral high ground and saying cool things.

"In the past, the person I admired the most was you. You will not look down on me because of my identity, you will treat me fairly, and even use me as an example for the royal brothers to follow. I've never had anything like this before. I can only be ignored by everyone, despised by them......"

Cheng Qing turned his back to Taifu, and every word he said stuck to his heart.

This kid, he has so much to carry. Since he was born, he could not have the fate of a normal child, and he had to endure far more than any other child.

So he did everything he could to help him, to be as fair to him as possible.

Even when his most precious daughter said she was going to marry him, all he thought of was this aspiring young man who would be a good fit for their family.

There is not a hint of prejudice.

However, this poor child is blocking the path of the queen mother's son, and it is a huge stumbling block on his way to becoming emperor.

You can stop anyone, but it is the Queen Mother who he prevents.

The only person in this world that he can't refuse.

Because, it was he who was sorry for that woman first.

Everything is his first start.

"Your Majesty, kill me. I can't live anymore, I live in this world, I'm sorry for anyone. So please, kill me......."

"I won't kill you. Kill you, it's too cheap for you. ”

Cheng Qing turned around, and a pair of eyes exuded a terrifying light at this moment, "It's much better to torture to death than to stab you to death." ”

"Your Majesty, you are so attentive to me, I really don't know what to do. If you were alive again, would you really kill Li'er? Are you really, so nostalgic for the old love? Li'er, for you, what has she suffered and how much she has suffered. This child has always been held in the palm of my hand, and he doesn't understand the world at all, and he won't give anyone face...... But since she entered the palace, she has changed as if she was a person, she has learned red tape etiquette, she has talked about human feelings, and even the intrigues she despises the most, she has endured it...... In order to marry you, I almost lost her life....such a fool, are you willing to let her die?"

"Fool...... Yes, she's a fool......."