Chapter 42: The Desire to Protect and Loneliness

"However, the power of texture can still create people, it feels really powerful" Lu Fan sighed, this ability is really getting more and more convenient. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

"No! that's impossible!" Meng began to explain.

"Although the number of people who have mastered the power of texture has gradually increased since then, your father has never told anyone about my existence, so no one will realize that there is such a possibility, except for the members of that organization, and even if they knew, it would be impossible" Xiao Meng insisted that the power of texture could not create people, but this was a contradiction with her own existence.

Puzzled, Lu Fan continued to listen patiently to Xiaomeng's explanation.

"Because they also came into contact with some Fire Mist Warriors, and then filled the texture with their existential power, but it turned out that nothing was born, and the reason is still unknown, in order to figure out the principle, they... And even.."

Xiao Meng bit her lip, as if there was something difficult to say.

"They even used my existential power to experiment, but they didn't succeed."

Since it was decided that he wanted to tell the whole story, there was nothing to hide.

Actually treating Xiaomeng as an experiment? It's too much! Lu Fan's heart burst out with a nameless fire, it's too much for a girl like this! What the hell is my father doing!!

"Does my father agree too?" This point is very important to Lu Fan, will there be another side of his gentle father hidden behind him? This is the other side of his relatives that he has never been in contact with.

"No, no, he won't agree, my uncle is very good to me, and he is the best person in the organization for me" It seems that Xiaomeng is still very worried about the relationship between Lu Fan and his father, and quickly helped the uncle dispel his suspicions.

"Xiao Meng" Lu Fan grabbed Xiao Meng's shoulder, "You tell me honestly, what kind of status are you in the organization" He stared at Xiao Meng seriously, originally thought that Xiao Meng might be a very high status existence, but how could it be used as an experiment?

"I... How to say it, everyone is actually very good to me, I can go anywhere in the organization, and someone will buy me whatever I want to eat, but they don't agree with me going out" Although he said that everyone was very good, Lu Fan could see at a glance that Xiaomeng's heart was still a little mustard, she really didn't know how to hide her heart at all.

There must be something wrong with that organization! Lu Fan concluded.

Moreover, it is cruel not to be allowed to go out.

Lu Fan had also been confined to his home before, and he knew the painful feeling of spending every day in the same environment, circulating the same things day after day, because if he didn't go out, there were so few things he could do.

Less, I would rather think about nothing, do nothing, and be in a daze in one place.

The whole world will slowly turn dull and grayish, and watching other people laugh and play together, you will involuntarily start to repuls.

I know that I shouldn't have any dark thoughts, and I know that others have done nothing wrong, but I still come up with all kinds of strange reasons in my heart, and I even start to think that these people are really stupid.

What's so funny about this kind of thing? I can't laugh at it.

Why do this pointless thing together? There's no need for that.

Whenever I am misunderstood, I will only explain silently in my heart, no, it is not so much an explanation, but a roar of anger.

No! It's not like that! Why don't you understand! It's not like this! But why should I explain it? Maybe the other party won't take it seriously at all, won't believe it, it's his own stupidity to think wrong, because it's not my fault in the first place, but I can't blame others, and in the end I can only close my mouth and wait for the other party to vent his emotions on himself, holding his breath as if he was lifting a boulder with his heart.

But.. After a long time, sooner or later you will get used to it, accustomed to the days when no one cares about everything, the days when you do everything alone, the days when you find a way to make yourself laugh, everything will be fine.

Is it okay?

Lu Fan will indeed not feel lonely anymore, not before Xiaomeng comes, living alone in his own world, there will be no uncomfortable feelings, and he will no longer feel uncomfortable watching other people's play, and even his mood seems a little indifferent.

But when things are put on Xiao Meng, Lu Fan feels that it is too much! This kind of gray world, no, maybe Xiao Meng is facing a more terrifying world, because she has been in the organization since she was a child, and maybe no one has known anyone except the people in the organization.

Can you bear this kind of life? Lu Fan looked at Xiao Meng, she tilted her head and looked at herself, there was obviously no sadness in her eyes.

Perhaps, just because she was lucky since she was a child, she... I don't understand anything.

Even Lu Fan didn't notice that his desire to protect Xiaomeng had become more and more inflated, and when he kept imagining how pitiful this person was, that kind of imagining that he was in pain was because of his desire to protect that person.

Xiao Meng blinked her big eyes and looked at Lu Fan, she could feel the care from Lu Fan, like this... Everything in the past seems to have become irrelevant at this moment.

But... And one more important thing...

The reason I'm here, I'm going to teach you the reason for the power of texture.

"Hah.." Meng took a deep breath

"Lu Fan" raised her head again, this time, instead of her eyes staring at Lu Fan, she needed to confirm.

"What's the matter?" The surrounding air obviously condensed, and Lu Fan felt it, as if the two had a heart-to-heart connection.

"Originally, when I was in the organization, I was on the task of doing a killer" Xiao Meng completely put away her expression, if she wanted to hide, she could still do it.

"I've been taught a lot of fighting skills since I was a kid, and the people always say I'm a copy of the one with Burning Eyes, and that way, teach me to 'yes, if I make myself miserable, I'm going to do better than that guy!'

"After I gradually became stronger, they asked me to carry out the decapitation mission, because I stayed in the organization to be honest, I was a very useless person, I couldn't do anything except eat and walk around, so I had to help them do things" This is also what those people taught themselves, and they were still very annoying at first, but if they left the organization, they were also afraid of it, outside, they didn't know anything, they wanted to go out, and they were afraid to go out, and finally they wanted to go out through work.

"Every time they give me a task, I go back to carry it out, and the target of the mission is my enemies, so I won't have any discomfort in killing them"

Lu Fan had been listening patiently, and he had a hunch that something big would happen.

"This time," Xiao Meng said, her gaze became sharper and sharper, stabbing Lu Fan a little suffocated.

"I came to you, too, to carry out the mission, and besides, it was your father who made a decision together, and everyone agreed on the decision" Xiaomeng continued to use a flat tone, as if none of this was a big deal.

Xiaomeng, what does this mean? It's a killer, on a mission, and came to me.

"Ahh Ha, Ha, what are you talking about? I don't understand" I don't want to believe it, how can it be?

"The goal of my mission is you, Lu Fan," Xiao Meng said softly, even though she was talking about the facts that scared Lu Fan.

And Lu Fan just stared at Xiao Meng in a daze, no, it was better to say that he couldn't take his eyes off.

Xiao Meng is coming.. Kill me? My father, I hope that too? A tall figure appeared in front of Lu Fan's eyes, it was his father who was smiling and calling himself to eat egg fried rice.