Chapter 22: Longing and Love

The sky was gloomy and downcast, there were few pedestrians on the road, and on such a cold day, people were all sitting at home blowing the heat, unwilling to move. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Xiao Meng sat on the steps on the side of the road with her hands and knees, her small figure shrunk into a ball, looking very decadent, and the dull hair on the top of her head also drooped.

There were already several strangely dressed young people on the side looking at her, and their eyes were very obscene. Such a cute beautiful girl sits on the side of the road in thin clothes, and everyone will look at it twice, especially since she seems to have some tears on her face.

On the opposite side of the road sat a man in a big trench coat, his head buried deep in his hood, and he couldn't see men and women, because the weather was cold, so no one felt strange about his dress, but it was still very weird, and a strange atmosphere similar to an enchantment was generated between him and Xiaomeng, and the enchantment in artistic conception.

Xiao Meng also felt the existence of the person opposite, and held the mentality that as long as the person opposite didn't bother me, I wouldn't care about him, so Xiao Meng let him sit there.

The wind is up, Xiao Meng shrunk her neck, her exposed hands were frozen red, it was distressing to look at, Xiao Meng took a breath of cold air, her head cleared up a lot, and her previous thoughts were completely messy, no clue, no conclusion, blank.

"Lu Fan.." muttered the name softly, the corners of Xiao Meng's red mouth curled up slightly, her dull hair swayed for a while, and warmth flowed in her chest.

"Ah, no! no!" Xiao Meng suddenly stretched out her hands and waved her fantasy in the air, but it was unknown what kind of delusion she was scratching.

The trench coat on the other side watched this scene and his body vibrated for a moment, and he opened his mouth to think about something.

At this time, a young man with bad intentions approached Xiaomeng, and opened his mouth in a frivolous tone: "Hey, little sister, can't you find your parents, can you come with me?"

Xiao Meng's gaze shifted over, and while it took about a second to sort out the situation and make a decision to beat someone, a strange man's voice came from behind.

"You'd better not do anything" The voice is very quiet, not angry and arrogant, and people can't resist.

It's the person who was still across the road before, so fast, Xiao Meng looked at this person in a daze, his face was blocked by the shadow cast by the hood, he couldn't see it really, but Xiao Meng had an inexplicable closeness to him.

The young man looked at this man who exuded a dangerous aura all over his body, and couldn't help but retreat, originally he just wanted to make a fuss, not to make a big fuss, and then left here with his partner beside him.

Xiao Meng looked at this strange guy in a big trench coat, and kept sifting through the figures in her mind, but there was never a suitable one.

"Ahem, can I sit next to me?" I couldn't see the expression, but I could feel him smiling.

Xiao Meng took her gaze back, put on an expression that no one should enter, and resumed her previous sitting posture by herself, ignoring him.

The man was embarrassed for a while, and after laughing dryly, he sat down about half a meter away from Xiao Meng, and then stretched as if he was very tired, Xiao Meng glanced to the side.

However, even she didn't understand why she didn't beat this weird guy away.

After sitting down, it's time to start his own purpose, the man looked at Xiaomeng, and could only see a back, his face completely knocked on his knees and looked at the flower bed next to him.

The man cleared his throat, trying to attract Xiao Meng's attention, but there was no response, so he moved slightly to Xiao Meng, and the "cough cough" voice increased a few points, this time Xiao Meng finally reacted, she turned around and spoke coldly.

"If you don't come out just now, I'll be fine" succinctly interrupted, not wanting to say more, Xiaomeng expressed this meaning.

But the man seemed to be sure that Xiaomeng would not run away from him, and continued to speak, "I want to ask you something"

Xiao Meng looked at him, a little curious, why did he have a sense of intimacy with him? This doubt made Xiao Meng subconsciously agree to the man's question.

When the man saw that Xiaomeng agreed, he was also happy, licked his dry lips, and began to speak.

"Once upon a time there was a little boy...."

"Your way of telling stories is too old-fashioned, isn't it? why don't you just tell me that this little boy is you," Xiao Meng interrupted the man's speech, this old routine made her want to laugh, but she still didn't show it in front of strangers.

The man stroked the brim of his hat, chuckled, and nodded his head, "Well, well, you can just take this little boy for me, but for the sake of convenience, I'll still call him a little boy"

Xiaomeng nodded, then slammed her chin on her knee and waited for the next step.

This little boy has always liked a girl since he was a child, and it is a girl that he thinks he will never be able to touch, even so he still likes it, likes it so much that he fills every part of the room with the appearance of a girl, and gradually becomes a strange person who is not understood by others, but he is still happy to do it, others do not understand, so it is better not to communicate with them, he thinks like this, in the end, no one can share his mood with him, chat together, he has become a lonely person, but he still feels that he is very happy to do these things because he loves that girl, without a trace of sadness and sadness, and in this way, the boy gradually grew up”

I don't know what came to mind when I heard this, Xiao Meng suddenly interjected, "Even if you are alone, as long as you are happy, it is nothing."

The man looked at Xiao Meng's dim gaze and took a deep breath, but he couldn't see his joy and sorrow.

"Maybe" With the exhalation, the man's breath suddenly became deeper, and Xiaomeng was also interested in this story, and asked the following, "Later, did this little boy give up?"

Unexpectedly, the man stood up and didn't want to continue to say, "Later, forget it, don't mention it"

"What is this! I'm going to finish telling the story! I really want to know what's next" Xiao Meng stood up urgently, because the little boy in this story was very similar to Lu Fan, and she wanted to know if the little boy would just hold on to his liking and refuse everything around him, and even forgot that there was a stranger in front of him.

The man tugged at the brim of his hat and chuckled again, "Hehe, if you have someone you like very much and you leave, and you find someone who is exactly the same, but not the same person as before, will you replace her?"

Xiao Meng's expression froze all of a sudden, "No"

If it was a person who was exactly the same as Lu Fan, even if it had the same personality, I would never accept it! So, is Lu Fan the same? Xiaomeng, who understood this, felt like her heart had stopped, and tears were almost pouring out, but I, what should I do?

The man saw all the changes in Xiaomeng, and raised a finger, "You answered me a question, then I'll tell you one thing too"

Xiao Meng, who was almost emotionally collapsed, nodded lightly.

"Sometimes, even I can't figure out whether I like it or not, maybe someone thinks that he likes a girl who he has never met, for a long, long time, and abandons everything for it, this should be true love, right? But in fact, it is just a longing, a longing for beautiful things, and it is far from love, but it may take a little time and effort to make him admit this, after all, it is something that he has liked for a long time, and it is impossible to give up all of a sudden, right?"

Wiping the corners of her eyes, Xiaomeng responded with a slight cry "um"

"The most important thing is to subtly let him understand what he is pursuing, whether it is that person, or what happened to that person, or a certain trait that makes him worship, let him understand what kind of mood it is, so that he always thinks that he likes that girl, so that he will slowly accept himself who no longer likes girls, and accept the things around him."

Xiao Meng looked at the man blankly, intuitively he seemed to be smiling happily, she had been listening to it all the time, but by chance she thought, maybe Lu Fan was in this situation? Can he stop thinking about Xia Na? really... Is it?

The man's smile grew thicker and thicker, and it was revealed in his voice, "Let me tell you one last thing, if a boy listens to a girl very much, and tries very hard to complete what she wants to do, then the boy must like that girl."

Xiao Meng showed a suspicious expression, now Lu Fan seems to listen to his own words, no! A few days ago, he obviously asked me to wear Xia Na's clothes, Xiao Meng thought angrily.

"Alright, I'm leaving," the man waved his hand and walked across the road, walking much more easily than before.

However, Xiao Meng didn't respond to him, his mind was full of Lu Fan's recent attitude towards him, and then as if to verify, he trotted all the way to the room.

The man walked across the road and turned around, watching Xiao Meng slowly move away, and then reached out and took out a blue pendant hanging around his neck "Sure enough, for me, only this you are the real you" The man made up his mind, turned around and looked at the gloomy sky, in front of him a pitch-black abyss slowly opened, he did not hesitate, stepped in, and disappeared in place together.

Xiao Meng sneaked back to the door of the room, and then opened a crack, Lu Fan was building flames inside over and over again, seeing this scene, Xiao Meng suddenly became cheerful, and then walked in pretending to be fine.

"Well, that's good!" pretended to make a similar expression, but in fact, he was already smiling in his heart.

Lu Fan watched Xiao Meng come in, and also stopped the movements in his hand and hurriedly begged for mercy for himself, "Xiao Meng, I'm almost tired, can you rest for a while?" This matter is really a great test of mental strength and physical strength, Lu Fan, an otaku, may be able to keep up with his mental strength, but his physical strength is obviously not able to keep up.

Xiaomeng thought for a moment, "Hmm... But you'll have to buy me strawberry cake, potato chips, apple juice, and some fried chicken thighs."

Lu Fan kept them in his heart one by one, and thought about the places where he could buy these things, "What? Then don't I have to run a long, long way?"

Xiao Meng immediately pulled up her waist and looked at Lu Fan with a look of scrutiny, "You don't want to?"

Instead of practicing texture here, it's better to go out and help Xiaomeng buy something, and by the way, you can also take a walk, thinking about this, Lu Fan confirmed what he wanted to buy and went out.

"It's strawberry cake, potato chips, apple juice and fried chicken thighs, right?"

"Well, yes, let's go" Xiao Meng urged Lu Fan to go out quickly with a hint of joy, because if this continues, she can't guarantee that she can maintain her current state.

finally watched the stunned Lu Fan walk out of the door, and after closing it, Xiaomeng could no longer suppress her feelings.

She threw herself on the bed, rolling around tightly on the quilt, and from time to time there were bursts of uncontrollable laughter.

After a long time, the girl who was lying on the bed to vent stopped, covered her red cheeks with the quilt, and fell asleep quietly.