It was rare that there were only the two of them at that meal, but in the end, they broke up.

After that, Cheng Xingtao looked for him a lot less often, and even treated him a little coldly.

He had already made up his mind to use money to buy those leaders, but knowing that Cheng Xingtao didn't like this approach, he hesitated for a few days, during which Qiao Yue decisively resigned from the student union, and the same as the head of the practice department.

Because of Qiao Yue's departure, he successfully became the deputy minister of the discipline management department, and because of the departure of the head of the practice department, another member of the discipline management department who was also treated unfairly became the head of the practice department.

Cheng Xingtao did not leave the student union, and later he heard Cheng Xingtao say that if she left, the new freshmen in the practice department would be too pitiful.

That day, listening to Cheng Xingtao talk a lot about the practice department, he knew for the first time that the members of the practice department were not like their discipline management department, full of power struggles;

In the past, when he always pushed Cheng Xingtao away, he and Cheng Xingtao never had a deep communication, and the conversation between the two only stopped at superficial daily greetings and trivial narratives.

And when he was unwilling to accept Cheng Xingtao and fell in love with Qiao Yue and wanted to win more attention from Cheng Xingtao, he found that with a little in-depth communication, he would find many gaps between him and Cheng Xingtao that could not be crossed.

The more he didn't want to lose Cheng Xingtao, the farther he found out from Cheng Xingtao.

After several cold endings of topics, he could clearly feel that Cheng Xingtao's attitude towards him had changed, and when he didn't meet, Cheng Xingtao's attitude towards him was extremely cold, even comparable to his initial attitude towards Cheng Xingtao's cold refusal.

However, as soon as they met, he found that Cheng Xingtao was still looking at him with those fiery eyes, and he could only see his existence in his eyes.

For a long time in between, Cheng Xingtao had no contact with him.

Even the roommate couldn't help but ask: "Did you and Cheng Xingtao quarrel? Why haven't you seen him sticking to you recently." ”

At that time, he suddenly realized that if he didn't meet Cheng Xingtao, Cheng Xingtao might even disappear directly from his life.

That day, it was the farewell party of the senior students, and he received a call from Cheng Xingtao.

On the phone, Cheng Xingtao said in surprise: "You actually have a show tonight! You haven't told me about it." ”

That's because you haven't contacted me in a long time, he wanted to say.

But Cheng Xingtao seemed to be used to talking to himself, and then said: "It's a pity that I have an exam tonight, although it is an optional exam, but it has to be counted as the final total score, so I can't skip the exam." ”

She had been talking to herself, but he didn't want to hear it, he just wanted to know if she would come.

I'm going to meet you, and nothing else matters.

Only when we meet can I be sure that you still like me.

"If you can come, come on, me and Qiao Yue's show. He even moved out of Qiao Yue, just hoping that Cheng Xingtao could come to the scene and meet him.

"Good!"

Obviously, he said so many reasons before, but as soon as he mentioned Qiao Yue, she readily agreed without even thinking about it.

After hanging up the phone, he sat on the bed, thinking dejectedly that Cheng Xingtao would also leave him.

He has already lost Xiang Zhenzhen, how can he lose Cheng Xingtao again?

Thinking of Xiang Zhenzhen, his heart hurt again, during the time of the breakup, he couldn't help but want to contact her, to tell her that he really loved her.

However, thinking of Xiang Zhenzhen's intimacy with other boys that night, he gave up again.

He held his mobile phone, bored browsing the QQ space, and saw a real dynamic in the space.

She seemed to be drinking outside with a group of people and sent a long talk.

Roughly speaking, she still can't believe that she really broke up with him.

Between the lines, you can feel her reluctance, sadness, and hesitation about this feeling.

At that moment, he had an impulse to call Xiang Zhenzhen and tell her that he regretted it, that he didn't want to break up with her, and that he still loved her.

But when he saw Qiao Yue walking into the dormitory, he dispelled this idea again.

Before going on the show, he deliberately told Qiao Yue that if Qiao Yue didn't confess, then he would agree to date Cheng Xingtao.

Qiao Yue was very angry, but in the end, he didn't do anything.

Because of Qiao Yue's feelings, he was more desperate than him.

On the previous programs one by one, he saw Qiao Yuemian sitting in the corner like dead ashes, motionless, staring at the red curtain in a daze.

There was some happiness in his heart, but more pain in his heart.

He has fallen to the point that he has to be happy in this way.

The phone rang, and he didn't expect Xiang Zhenzhen to call him at this time. He avoided the crowd and answered the phone.

Xiang Zhenzhen cried on the phone, and cried with him about the two of them in the past few years.

Every minute and every second that two people used to love each other, now it is like cutting their own flesh, every time they say a word, it hurts, and finally the whole heart becomes bruised and incomplete.

Xiang Zhen on the phone couldn't cry, he himself choked up, feelings are so hurtful, it hurts to the bone marrow.

"Really, I love you, there is never the slightest element of lying. He didn't want to say redemption, he just wanted to say that there was no doubt that he loved Xiang Zhenzhen.

"Yangyang, let's not break up, okay?" Xiang Zhenzhen said crying on the phone.

At the beginning, it was he who proposed the breakup, and now it is a reunion of Xiang Zhenzhen, if he wants to break up in the relationship, then he wins, but what he needs is not such an achievement.

He was reluctant to open his mouth to keep it, and he was not afraid that taking the lead in opening up and saving would reduce his dignity.

He didn't redeem it because of Cheng Xingtao's existence.

Before he could answer, someone urged him, saying that his show was about to start.

"I have something to do, so I'll hang up first. ”

When he hung up the phone, he seemed to hear Xiang Zhenzhen say, "Don't you even give me a chance to redeem it?"

Standing on the stage, looking at the crowds under the stage, he saw Cheng Xingtao rushing over at a rocket-like speed, standing under the stage, waving happily at him, so willful and free, like no one else.

It's just a skinny one in the shouting crowd, but it's so shiny.

At that moment, he saw the gap between him and Cheng Xingtao.

It was obviously him who was standing on the stage, but Cheng Xingtao in the audience was even more eye-catching than him.

He hoped for Qiao Yue's confession over and over again in his heart, as long as Qiao Yue confessed, no matter whether he succeeded or failed, he could perfunctory what he said before the show.

But once Qiao Yue retreated and did not confess, then he had to accept Cheng Xingtao, so as not to expose his inner anxiety and fear.

Until the end of the show, Qiao Yue did not act. 53196