In the blink of an eye, the Mid-Autumn Festival is approaching, and Li Huai, who is far away in the southern region of Zhaoguo, can't wait to set off for the capital before the Mid-Autumn Festival. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

He wanted to take the opportunity of entering Beijing to celebrate the Mid-Autumn Festival for the emperor and the queen mother to meet the queen mother.

Of course, the Queen Mother also sent him a letter last month, asking him to come for the Mid-Autumn Festival.

Now, more than half a year has passed since the last time they had a secret meeting on Qingbo Island, and in this half year, he thought about her and was about to go crazy, so he didn't have much rest on the way to Beijing this time, and hurried all the way, just to see her early.

On the way to the capital, Li Huai couldn't help but recall the process of falling in love with her for more than ten years, and unconsciously shed tears.

How incredible, from the time I fell in love with her at first sight when I was a teenager to the fact that I really had the most intimate relationship with her, it was like a person who wanted the moon in the sky really picked the moon one day, surprised, excited and uneasy, worried that this too beautiful and dazzling moon would one day return to her night sky again, leaving him to look up alone.

People are like this, the more deeply they love someone, the more likely they are to suffer from gains and losses, but he is also content, he has received and experienced, and those experiences have made him have no regrets in this life.

They could not be together, and he knew that one or two secret meetings a year were a gift from God, and he felt that the only thing he had to do was to enjoy the process, and not to think about anything else.

Let this relationship become such a simple/flesh/body/relationship, he can't be too greedy.

The capital finally arrived, Li Huai was as excited and nervous as every time he entered Beijing, he first went to see the emperor Li Pei, greeted him and reported the situation in the southern region for most of the year, and after the report, he went back to his residence.

Tomorrow is the Mid-Autumn Festival, and when he walked to his residence, all he saw along the road were busy figures.

He didn't have much feeling for this festival, nor did he have much desire for it to come, but because this festival could be used as a reason for him to come to Beijing to see her, he was still somewhat grateful.

finally stayed up until the evening, and he immediately went to see the Queen Mother.

The Queen Mother had already known that he was coming, so she had changed her clothes a quarter of an hour ago, and was now sitting upright in the chair in front of the bed waiting for him.

As soon as he stepped into the room, he searched for her, and when he saw it, a smile suddenly appeared on his face.

She knew he was in, but didn't look at him.

The maid in the room withdrew in amusement.

He walked up to her and knelt down to greet her.

She sat up straight and looked at him.

Seeing his dusty appearance, she knew that he should have come in a hurry, and she said softly: "It's the road." ”

He looked up at her, and in an instant their eyes met. His gaze was fiery and direct, but hers was as calm as water.

The enthusiasm she had on Kiyoba Island last year seemed to be gone.

She was so in love with him at that time, she wished she could be with him all the time, but now her eyes are so detached, as if she is a different person, what is going on?

Li Huai was a little puzzled, looked up at her and asked, "Have you been doing well for most of the past six months?"

He wondered what had happened to her.

"I'm doing well," she said with a smile, slowly getting up, walking to another window, standing with her back to him for a long time, and then she said, "Li Huai, let's stop here." ”

Li Huai looked at her back in amazement.

He couldn't make out her expression because she had her back to him, but he could see her shoulders trembling slightly.

Li Huai only felt that he was having trouble breathing, and his eyes were blurry.

"I want to know why. Li Huai said with difficulty, his shoulders drooping weakly, as if all hope and courage had been drained of something in an instant.

Before this, he didn't think that one day it would be such an ending, but he never expected that it would be at this time, when the two of them loved each other passionately.

"It's very bad for both of us and our families if we go on like this. The Queen Mother said slowly, tears falling uncontrollably.

Li Huai approached her a little closer and said, "I know, but ...... I can't do ........"

What a cruel thing it was for him to leave her at this time.

"We have to do this," she said, turning slowly to look at him, "I'm already a grandmother, and I don't want to be so unbearable in the eyes of future generations." ”

"If you love someone, you want to be with them, it's human nature/ability, I don't think it's unbearable. ”

The Queen Mother smiled and said, "Don't ignore the people and environment around you, we are still alive in the period." ”

"For your sake, I don't mind. Li Huai said seriously, reaching out to shake her hand.

She withdrew her hand from his, turned to sit down in a chair, and said, "I'm not so detached as to be desperate. ”

She paused and said, "One day you'll find that you can't either." ”

So, she really didn't want to, she took the initiative to quit.

She has always had the initiative in this game, she was the one who gave him the opportunity to get close to her, and she was the one who wanted to end all this, and now, he was left alone in a daze, helpless, and lost.

Do you hate her? He didn't know that he was in unspeakable pain right now.

But, as if to preserve the last bit of self-esteem, he didn't dwell on it, but said with difficulty: "Then, as the last gift, let me hug you." ”

As he spoke, he reached out and hugged her hard, his lips slamming into hers.

All her previous efforts collapsed in an instant, but another voice in her head said, "Stop it, do you really want to destroy you all?"

She shoved him away, turned around and rushed out of the room.

Caught off guard, Li Huai was pushed to the ground, and the strong sadness made him unable to stand up immediately, so he fell to the ground, pressed his face to the ground, and fell into a painful silence.

Since she said that, she just didn't plan to give him another chance. He came with enthusiasm, but now he was coldly extinguished by her actions.

Li Huai was silent for a long time, and he waited for a long time, but he didn't wait for the queen mother.

Clearly, she was deliberately avoiding him.

He got up with difficulty and left the Ciqing Palace with a deep and shallow foot.

For the next three days, he went to the morning like a walking corpse, participated in political discussions, and only dared to shed tears when he returned to his lodgings.

In the past few days, he wished he could have received a word from her, but he didn't. She didn't show up again except for a brief appearance in public on the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival.

He wanted to go to Ciqing Palace to find her desperately several times, but in the end he held back.

A person who has already decided to let go, what's the use of you going to her again?

Three days later, Li Huai left the capital.

When he left, only a few ministers sent by the emperor saw him off.

He looked back several times, hoping to see her appear.

But she didn't show up.

He let out a long sigh and rode away quickly.

When I learned the news that he had left, the tears that had not fallen for many days finally fell, holding on to the window edge to prevent herself from falling, goodbye, Li Huai, I am sorry for you!

Sadness, loss, and deep guilt made her cry for a while, and after that, she wiped away her tears and went to see the queen Liu Yaoying and the little prince Li Xi.

In front of others, she regained her former dignity, majesty and cheerfulness, as if nothing had happened to Li Huai at all.

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