Why did she suddenly want to cry so much, why did she suddenly let go of all her defenses? She couldn't say for a while, but only one thing was clear to her—she didn't regret the decision she had made, despite all the struggles.

Sima Yu was also taken aback by her own move, so she was at a loss, and the hand on her waist paused a little stiffly, and her face was full of embarrassment.

Admit it, although he hates her so much on the surface and loves to sarcastically mock her so much, he already has her place in his heart. He smiled bitterly, with a feeling of resignation, and at the same time, as a person who had become a human spirit in the officialdom, his last shred of reason made him slowly remove his hand from her waist.

He wouldn't apologize, he had never been polite in front of her, and he didn't care if she cared.

However, when he removed his hand, his heart was filled with reluctance again, and in this way, the two forces tore in his heart, making his face faintly reveal struggle and pain.

The smell on her body was very good, it was the first time he had smelled it so closely, and he didn't feel a little intoxicated.

Actually, it wasn't just him, she didn't consciously lean into him.

Even if it's just leaning on his arms, it's good.

Sima Yu sighed lightly and gently hugged her.

They are all people who have already understood people, and with each other's entangled love and hatred, it is actually easy to catch fire, but both of them have scruples, so they dare not act rashly.

But they are not good at playing ambiguous.

Ambiguity is the patent of young people, they are all old, and they have long been uninterested in this kind of illusory thing, but people's instincts/abilities are still there, and it is something that they are difficult to overcome as ordinary people.

After all, Sima Yu is a man who has gone through a lot of things, and he thinks that isn't that the same thing? can't rack her brains to weigh the pros and cons of it, not to mention that she clearly doesn't resist.

Thinking about the years she has been alone in the empty house, he should have taken pity on her.

Thinking of this, he instantly lost his scruples, reached out and gently cupped her face, and looked at her intently.

No doubt that she was much more beautiful than his wife, and much younger, he hesitated and kissed her red lips.

Concubine Meng's body suddenly trembled violently, her eyes were instantly filled with tears, and her heart was beating wildly, I don't know if it was because of excitement or fear, but she still stood on tiptoe gently as if she had her own opinion.......

It was a box in a small teahouse on the outskirts, and as long as they locked the door, no one could tell what was going on inside.

The westerly sun shone in from the window, shining on the undulating figure on the bench in the box, adding a bit of warm spring......

Sima Yu sat up, breathed a long sigh of relief, and then slowly tidied up his clothes.

Concubine Meng also sat up, hugged him from behind, rested her pointed chin on his shoulder, and breathed an equally long sigh of relief.

Most of her body was clinging to his back, making his nerves sensitive again, and in order not to let himself fall into that fatal delusion again, he constantly controlled his thoughts, and at the same time said in a dumb voice: "I have to go, you should also quickly pack up and leave." ”

"Hmm. She answered lazily, but didn't let go of him.

"Just ....... I'm so happy, I haven't felt this way in a long time. She whispered.

Women are like this, once they have this kind of relationship with a man, they will be willing to pour out their hearts and lungs to him, even if they know that it is impossible for the two to be together.

Sima Yu's back stiffened slightly, and he smiled: "But you don't have to be too serious, otherwise it won't be good for you and me." ”

Her heart sank slightly, and then she smiled and whispered, "I just wanted to tell you that I have benefited." ”

Sima Yu looked back at her, and saw her eyebrows and eyes stretched, her face blushing, and a satisfied look, and she couldn't help but feel a wave in her heart.

"If you think so, that's my pleasure. After all, he said, he couldn't bear to make her uncomfortable.

"When is the next meeting?" she asked, putting her arms around his neck and looking sideways at him.

The breath from her body drilled into his nose, making him feel like he was about to get drunk.

He hurriedly shook his head, trying to shake off the thought that had arisen unconsciously, and deliberately twisted his head and said, "I'll tell you then." ”

This is a bit of a brainstorm.

It stands to reason that it's better not to have a next time, but he still said it unconsciously, and after saying that, he was a little remorseful, but after thinking about it, he still didn't take it back or cover it up.

Some things, good is good, like is like, and he doesn't want to resist against his will.

"When was that?" she asked, with an expression on her face like that of an innocent girl who didn't know anything about the world.

The corners of Sima Yu's mouth twitched lightly and said, "It depends on the situation." ”

Concubine Meng was silent.

Sima Yu hurriedly looked back at her and saw that she had lowered her head, looking like she was about to cry.

He felt a little pity for her inexplicably, so he put his hands on her shoulders, looked at her with serious eyes and said: "You and I are not children anymore, what is good for us and what is not good, I don't need to say that you yourself should understand, that kind of thing....... You have to be restrained. ”

Concubine Meng turned her face away and said quietly: "This incident was caused by you." ”

"You have to be responsible" She won't say it, after all, you love me.

Sima Yu hugged her lightly again and said, "I know, I caused it, it's my fault, but this kind of thing must not be allowed to go, otherwise it will ruin you and me." ”

Concubine Meng turned her head at this time, looked at him affectionately, and nodded silently.

Sima Yu tidied up her messy dress, helped her tie the ties, and said, "You leave first, I'll leave later." ”

"Hmm. Concubine Meng stood up, wiped away her tears with a handkerchief, and glanced at him affectionately before turning to leave.

After estimating that she had left about a mile away, Sima Yucai, who had changed her face, walked out of the teahouse with her head held high and beckoned to a carriage.

As the carriage drove him in the direction of Sima Mansion, he closed his eyes and recalled what had happened before, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise slightly.

It was truly an excellent experience.

Neither he nor she were good men and women, so he didn't feel guilty or embarrassed about it, but he also secretly warned himself that this thing must not be condoned.

Contrary to Sima Yu's calmness, Concubine Meng was very fluctuating along the way, she felt helpless for her loss of control, and ashamed of what she said to him before, and now she always unconsciously hoped that he would think more about her in his heart, and always repeatedly weighed whether his behavior was because of love or use.

Thinking of his calmness and restraint afterwards, as well as the words he said, she felt a little uncomfortable.

She had begun to secretly pray that he would love her more, even though she knew it was unlikely.