In this dark and cold night, only each other's gasps could be heard. Though he was hard as iron, though she was in agony. But she is also willing to turn into a puddle of water for him, let him vent as hard as he can, and give what he wants.

Acceptance, tolerance.

Suddenly, one of his hands pinched her chin and asked in a dumb voice, "Why bear it?"

The silence was exchanged for him pushing harder, and she was speechless, her eyes as misty as water.

"Why don't you call, Sangsang?" a wicked look flashed in his eyes in the darkness.

Why don't you call it? because you don't dare, you want to be inclusive.

A few more movements, accompanied by his increasingly heavy gasps, the tide of love that soon stopped. He pressed against her, and after a while, got up and dressed.

Today is the shortest one.

Tian Sangsang barely supported his tired body and sat up, wrapped in the quilt on his body. Seeing him getting dressed, the moonlight outside the window was like water reflected on the bed, and his back line was hard and lonely.

Her body was a little cold, and she wanted to touch his back: "Jinghuai, what's wrong with you?"

Dressed, he stood in front of the bed and looked at her.

I couldn't see his full expression, but the faint look in his eyes was terrifying: "Are you afraid of me?"

She was stunned and shook her head slowly.

"But you've been avoiding me lately, consciously or unconsciously. The quilt sank into a corner, and his shoulder was pressed: "Why do you look at me with that kind of look, Tian Sangsang?"

He stared at her tightly, his dark eyes suppressed the richness of the night, and he said hoarsely: "When I needed you the most, you hurt me with your eyes. Tell me, what have I done to make you fearful, and make you avoid me like a femme fatale?!"

Listening to his word by word accusations, she couldn't even say why. She was indeed avoiding him these days, looking at him with a look of pity and fear, and she didn't know what was wrong with her, cautious, walking on thin ice.

"No, you misunderstood me. Tian Sangsang was silent for a while, with a cry in his voice: "I'm just worried about you, I don't dare to disturb you, I hope you feel better." If the way you did it made you feel better, then come a few more times, and you don't have to worry about me. ”

She choked up and continued: "I know I can't help you anything, my willfulness still sent you to such a far place, I'm sorry for you, I feel very guilty and guilty. I always seem to be doing the wrong thing, always getting you in trouble. I don't have Hua Jun's identity as a famous family, and I don't have that kind of strong means. I don't have anything, I have an empty shell ......"

"So. He laughed coldly, as if he wanted to crush her shoulder: "You think I'm with you just for your body?"

She hurriedly shook her head: "That's not what I meant. ”

Jiang Jinghuai pulled the corners of his mouth self-deprecatingly: "Then I understand that you mean that the reason why you chose to come here to join the army is only because you feel guilty, just because you want to atone for your sins?"

She wanted to say no, but half of the reason was because of that. But she wanted to say yes, but she was not reconciled, not all because of guilt. She could only cry silently.

"You say, Tian Sangsang!" he shook her off in an almost violent roar. "Who the wants your guilt!"

It was really scary for him to start a fire, and even though he didn't turn on the lights, he could still see the coldness. She was so frightened that she bit her lip in fear, and could only murmur helplessly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

Jiang Jinghuai went back to the main house to sleep, and Tian Sangsang sat in the west room in a daze. She sat and thought for a long time, why did she come to join the army? She was willing to go to this thousands of mountains and rivers and come all the way to this cold northern Xinjiang, and this was definitely not just because of guilt.

On the second day, before dawn, Tian Sangsang got up early to cook. Recently, everyone has been busy with the New Year, and everywhere is festive, but it snowed heavily last night, and the weather is getting colder and colder, and you can imagine the world outside covered in snow.

Hearing the squirming movement in the house, she looked back and saw that Jiang Jinghuai was coming out of the house.

She stood up and looked at him quietly, trying to explain.

He looked at her with cold eyes, "What are you doing sitting stupidly, isn't it cold?"

She shook her head slightly.

One eats, the other watches, and there is no more to say.

Towards noon, the snow was almost gone, and the yard was very lively, and everyone was throwing snowballs.

Tian Sangsang walked to the courtyard and stretched, and couldn't help but smile on his face.

He pulled his arms left and right, and wanted to join in as well.

Oh no, someone smashed my foot!

Who?

Tian Sangsang narrowed his eyes and looked not far away. The culprit, Meng Shuyan, was bending his eyes at her. The villain is wearing a big red cotton jacket and a black hat, and his small face is white, with the ultimate color contrast.

"Mom, I hit you. He stood like a little ball carved in pink.

Meng Shuyan. Tian Sangsang hooked his lips, slowly squatted down, grabbed the snow and made a snowball, "You dare to smash your mother, you have a fat guts." ”

Pretending to be threatening, he walked towards him: "Don't run yet, catch your mother and beat your little ass." ”

Meng Shuyan's big eyes showed a hint of horror, looking at the dark aura emanating from her body, she opened her little short legs and wanted to slip away. Mom has never beaten him~

"Don't run, where to run. Tian Sangsang ran over, and he was her opponent, and she was caught in a few clicks. "Ah, Mom. He twisted from side to side in her hand, about to twist into a fat worm.

"Smash you, smash you, smash you. He raised the snowball in his hand and said with a smile, but it didn't fall for a long time. Suddenly, Meng Shuyan raised his eyes to look at her, threw himself into her arms and laughed, and said softly, "Mom, you didn't hit me." ”

"Little villain. Tian Sangsang rubbed his little head funny, where is he willing to smash it.

Suddenly, he received a light blow to the back and was hit by a snowball.

I'm playing with my son, oh, what bastard would dare to disturb her!

Tian Sangsang stopped doing it, stood up, put one hand on his waist, and looked at the person fiercely with beautiful eyes.

The man stood not far away, his hands folded idly over his chest, and he looked at her with a smile on his face.

Yes...... She froze.

Inexplicably, I thought of a lyric "...... Looking into a pair of deep eyes, like the breeze of fine snow in Huashan. The rain is slightly cool, and the wind blows through the dark fragrance. For a while, my heart throbbed, like your gentle sword, and it was like a frightening storm everywhere. ”

Her eyes were hot, her eyes widened, and she yelled at him, "Jiang Jinghuai, I've put up with you for a long time!" As she spoke, she squatted down and made a snowball and threw it at him. He easily dodged it, smiling lazily at her.

Tian Sangsang refused to admit defeat, and continued to throw snowballs, with a broken thought in his mouth: "I told you that I have been unhappy with you for a long time! Don't let me hold you, otherwise I will be on top and make you disarm and surrender!"

Negative anger, threw one after another, but unfortunately none of them hit the target.