Chapter 347: The Past (6)

Night, slightly cool.

Taifu soaked in the bathtub and felt that it was cold everywhere.

There was no one to eat a table of vegetarian dishes.

Although he also knew that his wife would be disgusted when she saw this dish, and she would not want to eat it.

He didn't have the appetite to move his chopsticks, so he simply began to soak in the bath.

The affairs of the court upset him.

Things at home also upset him.

In the future, the child's affairs will also upset him.

Annoying!

There is nothing that can make him wanton, he is like living in a huge cage, it is delusional to want to get out, and even if he goes out, he may lose his life at any time.

"Perhaps, going to that hellish place is another way out........"

He shrank into the water and looked at the side of the tub, the thing on his clothes that glistened in the light.

"I bought you, but no one wanted you....... It's a shame......"

Early the next morning, Taifu was about to set off.

Although it is the imperial history of the imperial court, it is half of the Qincha, but it is far from the leader of the Qincha.

There were no people to see them off, no luxurious caravans, not even two guards.

The emperor said yes, everything is simple.

But he always faintly felt that this trip had a conspiracy flavor.

He couldn't control so much, and the holy decree was accepted, and he was offended by those who should be offended and those who should not be offended.

This time, even if there is a mountain of swords and a sea of fire in front of him, he can't turn back.

Now he is only worried about his young daughter and this somewhat ignorant lady.

"Be careful. ”

Mrs. Taifu yawned, holding Li'er, who was already fully awake, in her hands.

"It's natural...... I'm not there.... Take good care of yourself and Lil......"

There is no inseparability in the play, no crying.

He and his wife were calm.

"Naturally, it will take good care of ...... Yes, my good Lil. ”

Madame doesn't just have a doting look on her face when she mentions Li'er.

Li'er naturally didn't know what her father was going to do.

She just wanted her father to hug him and pull his mustache.

"Daddy.... Father.... Hug~"

She stretched out her hands and threw herself into Taifu's arms.

Taifu, who had planned to leave, stayed behind again.

He took his daughter and was a little sad.

"Lil.... Good Lil..... It's so heavy, dad is going this time, next time I see you, I guess you'll be sensible..... I can speak more coherently......"

He rubbed his daughter again, as if he wanted to remember the weight in his heart.

"Come, madam, you take Li'er back to sleep, it's too early, the fog is still heavy, Li'er don't get caught in the cold." ”

"Got it, you have to be careful yourself. ”

"Hey!"

The lady returned Li'er in her arms to her wife.

Lil seemed to know that he was going on a long journey, and she refused to go back.

Clutching at his placket.

"Li'er, Daddy has something big to do, and I'll come back to play with you when I'm done. ”

The lady coaxed softly, and her hand increased her strength, and broke her little hand.

Obviously it was just a small hand that was broken from his front placket, but Taifu felt that his heart ached.

He was ruthless and turned over on his horse.

"Woo woo woo..... I want Daddy..... Woowoowoo..... Daddy hug, Li'er wants daddy to hug ....."

Behind him was Li'er's loud cry.

His heart ached even more.

It hurts thoroughly.

Several times he couldn't help but want to turn his head.

But he was afraid that as soon as he turned his head, he would never leave again.

"Daddy......"

The soft cry grew farther and farther away, less and less clear.

He knew he was far away.

It's getting farther and farther away from the place that makes him nostalgic.........

The distance of the border was something he hadn't imagined before.

He has been walking on the official road for ten days.

But he still didn't see a head.

The guards who followed him said that they would have to walk for another three days to arrive.

He had some confidence in his heart, and he relaxed a little.

Along the way, he suffered a lot.

I couldn't find a place to live, I met bandits, I met refugees migrating.

These are all things he has never encountered in the capital.

He thought that his experience was rich, but he didn't expect that his so-called rich experience was just because he was a frog at the bottom of the well, only looking at the square sky above his head.

When he really came out, he saw the vastness.

Only then did he understand that the so-called suffering of all beings in the capital was only one-tenth of what happened here.

The more remote he went, the more he realized this.

It's far from the capital.

Without the care of the Son of Heaven, this place seems to be a purgatory on earth.

Those officials who have been mentioning the so-called road and the world is the same, he is now eager to slap the two of them in the mouth and let them see under what circumstances such words can be said.

Seeing the scene here, they can only say one sentence, "Amitabha, Pudu sentient beings, Pudu sentient beings......."

Refugees everywhere, bandits everywhere.

People can't manage so much in order to fill their stomachs.

The dry rations he had brought with him had been distributed a few days earlier.

There are many refugees and little dry food.

He now wishes he had three heads and six arms, and the most money in the world to save these refugees.

He hates it now.

Hate yourself for living in the capital.

If you hate yourself as an official in the capital, you don't realize the suffering of the people outside the capital at all.

Maybe this time, let their emperor come and go.

His battlefield galloped, his southern conquest and northern war.

In exchange, the refugees have nowhere to go and no food to eat.

Such a big windy country cannot accommodate so many refugees.

They closed the gates of the capital, so that everyone thought that the country of wind was prosperous and seemed to be prosperous.

They live in their dreams.

I thought it was just a small drought.

I thought it was just a small group of poor peasants who had nothing to eat.

I thought it was just a natural disaster that would soon pass, but how could it become a man-made disaster.

It's ridiculous.

Taifu sat on a horse.

Originally, dozens of guards were dismissed by him one by one.

You can go back to the capital, or you can stay where you want to stay.

He wanted to save some rations.

There seem to be more and more people he wants to save.

But his ability is getting smaller and smaller.

He doesn't expect to be able to save everyone, he just hopes that on the way to the border, he can meet a few and save a few.

Several refugees were grateful to Dade after receiving his help.

Several refugees fled after receiving his help.

A few were not even willing to accept his help.

He understands it all.

After experiencing such life and death, the trust between people has become as thin as cicada wings.

It's hard for them to trust people anymore.

They would rather starve to death than believe that there is no poison in the dry food in their hands.

This road seems to be a rakshasa road.

He saw life and death, experienced life and death, and looked down on life and death.

It turned out that the things he was chasing seemed to be a joke compared to everything here.

He lived happily.

He was very happy.

Compared to these refugees, he lived as if he were in heaven.

The three-day trip wasn't a long one.

After he exhausted his last dry ration, he reached his destination.

He thought it would be a humble place.

Surprisingly, it's not so shabby.

There was a small thatched hut for him to do official business.

There were tables and chairs, beds, and even a few pots of flowers.

The people who were waiting for him there said that this was a house that a special person in the palace had sent to make for him.

In order to make his stay more comfortable.

He thought that he was the prime minister who had betrayed him at that time.

Although he was a little disgusted with his behavior, this kind of compensation also made him feel more comfortable.

"Thank you for me. ”

"When the time comes, you can thank you personally, and that one will come over in a few days. ”