If it's hurt, it's fine.

Jiang Jingshan's heart ached, and his thoughts flew to that day. A huge explosion rang out, and the billowing smoke brought a wave of hot heat, shaking him up and down, and the skin on his body was burned terribly.

Explosions and explosions were about to tear the eardrums.

He shook his head slightly, and came back to his senses from the stormy waves, his eyes red:

"No, brother and sister, Jing Huai sacrificed him. ”

Sacrifice, these two words mean this glory and the greatest glory for soldiers. But as a relative, sacrificing the word "sacrifice" is not only glory for Jiang Jingshan, but also death.

Life, when tenacious, can be very tenacious, and when it passes, it is only for a moment.

If it weren't for that, he really didn't want to believe it.

"What did you say..."

Tian Sangsang stumbled and was about to fall to the side.

With a bang, her head was going to explode.

Sacrifice, she has rarely thought about this since she became pregnant. She feels that life is a magical thing, she is giving birth to a small life, so in her eyes, she is full of expectations for life.

She seemed to have forgotten that people were sacrificial.

Antonym of birth, death.

She forgot that her husband's job was dangerous.

She forgot that her husband could die at any time.

All she knew was that he wouldn't leave her.

This pride is on the high.

Even if he is really bad sometimes, even if she is heartbroken by him, she never thought that he would die, what she thought was that he would not leave him, he couldn't leave her.

Since when did she forget?

"Sangsang!" the eldest aunt hurriedly supported her crumbling body and whispered in her ear: "Don't fall, you have to hold on." As a daughter-in-law, Sang Sang is undoubtedly aggrieved. The eldest aunt knows that her mother's family is far away, and the relationship with her husband's family is not very good, so all she can rely on is Jinghuai. The son is too young, and there is another one in the belly, a pregnant woman who is pregnant with Rokka, and her husband is sacrificed, which is the most cruel blow to her.

But people like theirs, enjoying privileges and honor, are not obtained casually.

Behind the glory, there is blood and sweat.

As women of this kind of family, they are always ready.

Tian Sangsang grabbed the eldest aunt's hand and barely allowed himself to stand up.

"Second brother, what did you just say, who did you say sacrificed?" Two lines of tears slipped down his cheeks.

"Sacrifice... Sacrifice, how is this possible?"

"I don't believe it, no one can be him. ”

She muttered nervously.

How dare he, how could he? She didn't believe it, she definitely didn't believe it.

The eldest aunt and Jiang Jingshan helped her into the living room, staring at her stomach tightly, lest something happen to her. It was sacrificed a few days ago, and Jiang Jingshan only arrived home this morning.

After arriving home, he informed his family and the fourth uncle's family as soon as possible.

When the fourth aunt heard the news in the morning, she fainted with grief. The fourth uncle took her to the hospital, and their house was a mess,

They thought that Tian Sangsang had a big belly and would give birth in three months, so they discussed whether to tell her or not. Later, I decided to tell, so I came in the afternoon.

Tian Sangsang shrank on the sofa, his body trembling. obviously has a big belly, but in the eyes of the eldest aunt and Jiang Jingshan at this moment, it is a fragile lump, so pale that it will shatter when touched.

"I don't believe it. She kept shaking her head and repeating these four words to Jiang Jingshan.

Crying so much that his shoulders twitched.

This teaches people how to bear to hit her again.

"I'm sorry. Jiang Jingshan: That's all he can say. He is still alive, but the fourth brother is dead. He even wondered, why didn't he die? He also thought, can't both of them live well?

The living room was eerily quiet.

Tired of crying, the child in his belly moved, Tian Sangsang wiped his tears and put his hand on his stomach. Baby, are you sad too? Unfortunately, you haven't been born yet, and you may not see your father.

She just wants to have a home, so that she doesn't have to be as fragmented as in her previous life, and she doesn't have to work as hard as in her previous life. But she now more or less understands that life is made up of sufferings one by one, you never know what suffering awaits you in the future, all you can do is to face it strongly.

No one is not bitter, and not suffering means that her destined doom has not yet come.

"Second brother, are you sure?"

Jiang Jingshan nodded.

"I want to know what happened. ”

Jiang Jingshan hesitated.

"Otherwise, when my children ask me in the future, I don't know how their father died. ”

Jiang Jingshan took a hard breath, the process involved confidentiality, and the details could not be said.

"This time, our group went to the border to participate in the drug chase operation, and traced the other party's lair, where tens of thousands of drugs were hidden. Jing Huai went in with a bomb and blew it up, and he died with them. ”

“……”

"How is that possible?"

"It can't be!"

Tian Sangsang's eyes widened, and she was suddenly excited when she had just calmed down.

She gritted her teeth, hugged her stomach and cried: "He actually died with others, did he think about us, did he think about words, he just threw us down? He said he would come back before I gave birth." He said it. How dare he behave in such a suicidal manner, how can he speak without counting? ”

Yes, how could it be possible? Jiang Jingshan also wanted to say that it was impossible, but in the splash of firelight, he did see him do so, so resolutely and resolutely did not hesitate to use his body as bait, and he also wanted to blow up that place.

The reason why he did that, he knew, and he had reason to believe.

Because Jiaqi was killed in that place before, he couldn't get over that hurdle in his heart.

"He didn't even have a body... We didn't even find his body..."In the process, the bomb exploded, the dust flew and nothing was left.

Heaven and earth are lonely, and loess is a companion.

Tian Sangsang grabbed the key sharply, raised his blurry teary eyes, and eagerly and sadly:

"You said you didn't find his body, could he still be alive?"

Jiang Jingshan said: "We searched everywhere, that place was in the mountains and forests, we almost turned over the mountains, and we didn't find him." "It's not that I didn't have that thought, they searched all over the mountains to find people. Despite knowing that the bomb could not blow people that far, they searched for it. However, the facts do not allow them to speculate.

Or maybe you're missing something. Tian Sangsang thought to himself and wiped away his tears.

She didn't want to believe that Jiang Jinghuai was so dead. With his death, her life suddenly came to an end. All her joys, sorrows, and sorrows are related to this man, love and hate, it's no longer clear. At this moment of complete loss, will she have any more joys, sorrows and sorrows in the future?

What is the point of these joys, sorrows, and sorrows if they have nothing to do with him?