Chapter 3: The Tried and Tested Method
Everyone who comes to the classroom of the ministry will be impressed by the calmness and inviolability of this club classroom, and if there is an explanation for this phenomenon, the snow under the snow sitting in the most prominent position of the classroom is undoubtedly the biggest reason, and looking at the girl with the natural literary girlish temperament holding a book, people can't help but lower their voices, unwilling to disturb this peace.
So, when I re-entered this familiar and unfamiliar classroom after many days, I couldn't help but lower my voice like a new visitor.
However, the similarity is only the appearance, both this community and the people in the community have changed dramatically.
What was the reason why Mr. Hiratsuka-sensei encouraged me to join this club in the first place? I remember that there seemed to be a serious argument about the way to solve problems, and I joined this club in order to prove myself right and fight against others who believed in my rightness. However, in the end, all of us have fallen apart in terms of correctness - maybe this is the result that Hiratsuka-sensei wanted to achieve in the beginning, but even she didn't expect that the price to be paid to achieve this result would be so great, right?
When I walked into the classroom, I didn't hear anything coming from under the snow, whether it was the attack and the poisonous tongue from a long time ago, or the kindness with a hint of restraint from a short time ago, she did nothing but seem to be unable to hold the library book in her hand for a moment.
This reminds me of my sister's words before: "Now Xiaoxue will still appear well in the club classroom, but, it gives people the feeling that she doesn't know what she should do, and she doesn't know what she can do, she is just desperately reading books, but, as I know, she actually doesn't see anything." ”
Naturally, the inevitable result of the disillusionment of one's own ideals.
"Now, Xiaoxue, I've worked hard to bring Xiaohe back!" said my sister, who was hiding behind me, with her habitual smile.
However, there was no reaction under the snow.
She just continued to stare at the book in her hand, pinching the pages with her fingers so hard that her already white fingers became even paler.
"That's a bad thing, I thought you should at least rush up and ask me 'why', didn't you? I've been waiting for you for a long time!" I tentatively threw out a provocative remark.
However, Yukino, who had always been arrogant, still did not react, and even her expression did not change in any way, and she did not forcibly hold back her anger in a hurry, only a chaotic look.
After some resistance to my presence and my name at first, she reverted back to what her sister had said before.
For a person who has become numb, the agitation method is useless.
My sister reluctantly spread her hands at me, presumably she had made countless attempts during my absence, and the final outcome was obvious.
"Mr. Hiratsuka-sensei also came to the club before," pulled me aside, and my sister whispered, "I asked Kowa about you, and warned Koyuki that if she couldn't find other members, the club might not be able to be maintained, and Koyuki answered well at the time, but after that, she didn't actually do anything." I'm worried now that Xiaoxue has given up. ”
"If she gave up, she wouldn't be here anymore. ”
"So, in Xiaoxue's heart, do you still hope that someone will save her?"
"Yes, it's not right. ”
"What does that mean?"
"From the very beginning, the only one who could save Xue Nai under the snow was under the snow himself. I replied solemnly.
Her own entanglements, her own shackles, can only be freed from after she is completely enlightened, and others can help on the way to get rid of it, but if even her determination needs to be provided by others, it means that nothing has changed for her.
"I know so," my sister nodded, and at the same time, she looked at the snow unwillingly, "but it's too painful, isn't it?"
"When I was in pain before, I gave her a determination out of pride and rashness, and in the end it was the current consequences. If there was another person who gave her a new faith now, wouldn't that lead to an even worse end?"
"That's right, but-"
"—but?" I looked at my sister with some trepidation, and her rhetorical question gave me a foreboding, "Is there something going to go wrong?"
"No, it's nothing," my sister shook her head, "Xiaohe doesn't have to doubt his judgment so much, you're right." ”
"But you still have questions, sir, right?"
"No, I just think that in fact, there is nothing wrong with such an ending, maybe, some people will like that kind of life and choices that have been determined, right?"
"Probably so, right?
However, what Kowa said was right. I think, at least for Xiaoxue, what she wants is not this kind of life, she is actually trying her best to avoid such a life, but in the end, she unknowingly fell into such a state. ”
So, life is always caught up in this paradox. ”
"Well, so, Xiaohe," my sister put her hands on her chest and looked at me with sparkling eyes, "this time, I must let Xiaoxue find her most deserved state!"
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Although I was almost ignored under the snow, I noticed a few fleeting glances in the process of communicating with my sister.
As I said before, Yukino was hit hard by the snow, but she didn't give up, she took her insistence on staying in the ministry classroom as a signal for help, and subconsciously, she must have looked forward to someone who could come here to help her if possible.
I admire her for being able to persevere despite such setbacks and betrayals, but such persistence is not enough. It was not enough to insist on appearing in the ministry classroom and passively waiting for others to save her, only when she forced herself to stand up on her own under the snow was the time for her salvation.
And I believe that under the snow knows this, and that she should not have been thoughtless in the long time that has passed since my betrayal. She'll think about why I'm doing this, she'll think about what she's doing wrong, and when she's thinking about that, she'll realize what's wrong with her.
That's what I wanted to achieve from the beginning. The biggest surprise of this plan was that I ignored the feelings for me under the snow, and the mixture of feelings and reason made her lose the direction of her thinking for a while, and I was at a loss, but as long as the snow under the snow was the one I understood, she would still be able to react in the end. She prioritizes issues rather than lumping them together.
Of course, what I'm going to do is not to erase the feelings under the snow, I just want her to put such things aside for a while - if it was my sister, she might not be able to do this, but under the snow, it should be okay.
Of course, I myself am not the right person for this task. I can't do anything that would force the snow to move with enough weight.
And the other person can.
There is only one person, no matter how much he hates her under the snow, and how much he wants to ignore her, but he cannot ignore her demands, nor can he turn a blind eye to the battle she has voluntarily provoked.
Under the snow, the snow is the object that wants to surpass - the snow under the snow.
"It's almost time, isn't it?" I said, glancing at my watch.
"Ahh
Normally, people who enter this classroom will be involuntarily affected by the frosty atmosphere under the snow, and will temper their own sounds, but the sun under the snow is one of the only exceptions that will not be affected.
At the moment of appearance, it was as if the sun appeared in winter, and the cold snow began to melt.
However, on the other hand, the time when the snow melts is also the coldest time.
The bright face of the snow under the snow is in stark contrast to the gloomy face of the snow under the snow.
However, it also makes the latter have more pronounced mood swings.
"Just as Brother Yubihama wished, Koyukino, I'm coming to you!"
He glared at me fiercely under the snow, but the cold look made me feel more comfortable.
Of course, it's not because I'm shaking, but because I finally have that kind of mood against me under the snow. Confrontation is always one of the simplest and most basic human feelings, and if the general agitation method does not work, then use the most excessive agitation method to get you hooked. I'm sure Xue Xia must have understood what I meant, but she had no choice.
That's right, as long as there's a little bit of that pride that's ingrained in her heart, she'll react to it.
However, this alone is not enough.
"Is the so-called suggestion about student council activities just a group of people holding a meeting together? This is different from what you said at the beginning, Kazuya!" the disgruntled voice of the new student council president rang out.
"I guess you came here because you thought I wouldn't lie to you, didn't you, Isshiki?"
"But—" Ichizumi gritted his teeth, and finally didn't speak.
The expression under the snow became even more embarrassed.
The person I want to surpass the most.,The person who didn't pay attention to it but unexpectedly defeated himself.,Except for me.,At this stage,This is the person who can make the snow angry the most.。
"Kazuya Yuhihama, do you think it's fun to keep playing with me?" Finally, the voice of the gaffe came.
"What if my answer is 'Indeed?'" I turned back to look at the snow, "Do you remember what you said to me when I first met you?"
"We said a lot at the time. ”
"Well, the main one is that sentence, the one about 'you will correct my false thoughts'. ”
Gnashing his teeth under the snow.
"If you think I'm playing with you right now, then do you dare to correct the current false or arrogant thoughts of Kazuya Yubihama?"
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It's said that the 12 volumes of spring things on sale today are not the final volumes.,Then I think my book can probably end earlier than the original work of the ferry (by the way, when the 11 volumes of spring things were released, I hadn't even started to write about the sick Jiao.,This crossing.,Hey.)。
Of course, the other proposal is also very attractive, and it feels great to learn from the glorious example of Hito, leave the last volume unwritten, and then open some new pit that is not doing business properly (laughs)