"In that home, I'm as dispensable as air......"

After saying this, he kissed Su Xiaowan on the forehead again, and continued: "But, since I have you, life has changed, Xiaowan." Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"

"You care about my food, clothing, housing and transportation, you care about everything about me, you think a lot for me and do a lot of ......"

"Xiaowan, in this world, I can't find a person who is as good as you are to me. ”

"I am a People's Liberation Army, a soldier, and a defender who wants to shed his blood for the country and the people. ”

"But, Xiaowan, after having you, you let me know that I am not just a warrior, I am also a human being, flesh and blood, affection and righteousness, love, and warmth......"

"Xiaowan, since I have you, my life is so beautiful, so, Xiaowan, even if the two of us have no children in this life, I am satisfied, and it is enough for me to have you. ”

When Su Xiaowan heard this, tears fell, and Han Dongchen's words moved Su Xiaowan and made her feel warm in her heart.

A woman who can't have children, no matter what era she is in, no matter how good you are, it is a defect after all, and she will be disliked.

However, in order to appease her heart, Han Dongchen had already said this three times, and Su Xiaowan could feel the sincerity in his heart.

Su Xiaowan could feel it, and she felt even more sorry for Han Dongchen, don't look at his tall and big person, he looks ruthless, in fact, his heart is the kindest and softest.

Su Xiaowan couldn't help but feel very sorry for Han Dongchen, and she didn't know how much he suffered when he was young?

There is any child who doesn't want to be noticed and loved, Su Xiaowan can't imagine what the villain version of Han Dongchen has done in order to win his mother's attention.

And how hurtful that person's attitude of ignoring him was.

Su Xiaowan didn't want to think about it, but she couldn't stop, how hateful it was to ignore his own child, not caring, not resentful, ignoring him, and letting him fend for himself.

Su Xiaowan could even think of the villain's version of Han Dongchen's helplessness, hopeless tears and a desperate expression.

Su Xiaowan is really very fortunate that Han Dongchen has not grown crooked in such a growing environment.

Although it looks a little colder on the outside, a person's normal outlook on life and values have not been distorted.

Su Xiaowan saw that Han Dongchen's only madness was used on her, and he would only toss her on the bed.

Having said that, although Su Xiaowan's background is not good, she is still happier than Han Dongchen, at least, she has a father and mother who love her.

And in this world, there is a mother's family who loves her, an elder who loves her, and a brother and sister who are harmonious and friendly.

And Han Dongchen's home, Su Xiaowan has seen it a long time ago, cold and selfish, where to see love, Su Xiaowan sometimes wonders if Han Dongchen is biological.

Does her mother-in-law love Han Dongchen for their family? How can she ignore her son's feelings and make trouble just for her own pleasure?

Also, when he left, he ransacked his home, it was difficult for Su Xiaowan to understand what she thought, there was such a mother in the world.

Also, Su Xiaowan has been in Kyoto for so long, and she has never received a letter of care from her family, and she has never heard Han Dongchen mention that there is a letter at home.

Except when I sent money, I knew that there was such a place, and there was no interaction or emotional exchange at all.

Su Xiaowan thought about this, and then hugged Han Dongchen tightly and said: "Dongchen, I have received your wishes, don't worry, I won't think about it much, although I like children, I also want to have a child myself." ”

"However, if God doesn't give it to me, I won't force it, just like you said, it's enough for me to have you, Dongchen, because of you, I feel very at ease. ”

Han Dongchen hugged Su Xiaowan tightly and didn't say anything.

What can I say? What can I say? Talking too much is just adding to the sadness.

When he saw Su Xiaowan kissing Xiaoxuan and Niuniu at the airport, it was still echoing in front of his eyes, it was Su Xiaowan's joy from the bottom of her heart, she liked children so much, but they didn't, and she was not sad.

Also, seeing her interaction with the two little ones at her uncle's house, Han Dongchen's heart was astringent.

He can have no children, and it is already a blessing to have Su Xiaowan with him, but he can't see Su Xiaowan secretly hurt himself, and he can't see Su Xiaowan leave regrets.

Who said that destiny cannot be done? He must let Su Xiaowan have a child, he must have it.

It's useless to think too much, and if you don't do it, you still can't have children.

Therefore, Han Dongchen kissed Su Xiaowan, and then, and then had another night of spring supper.

Recently, Su Xiaowan really died helplessly, and Han Dongchen didn't know what was crazy, as long as the two of them were together, they would make a villain in bed.

However, with such frequency and intensity, Su Xiaowan's menstrual affair still came as scheduled.

Moreover, this time there were more than usual, and the pain was lessened.

Su Xiaowan couldn't help but feel a little lost in her heart, but there was no way to do it, eh, keep working hard.

In a blink of an eye, it's the annual New Year's Day again, the school has finished the exam, and everyone is going home for the holidays.

Su Xiaowan doesn't have to go back to her hometown this year, her uncle's family has already moved to Kyoto, which saves a lot of trouble.

And Han Dongchen didn't go out on a mission this year, normally speaking, in this case, Su Xiaowan would follow Han Dongchen back to her mother-in-law's house.

However, Su Xiaowan was reluctant to go back, but for the sake of Han Dongchen's face, he had to mention the matter of returning to his hometown.

On the way not to my uncle's house for New Year's Day, Su Xiaowan said: "Dongchen, look, this winter vacation is also over, you don't have to go on a mission, when we finish New Year's Day, we have to go back to our hometown, you say, what gifts should I buy to go back?"

Han Dongchen glanced at Su Xiaowan, although Su Xiaowan was very enthusiastic, but Han Dongchen didn't see a trace of heat in Su Xiaowan's eyes.

He knew that Su Xiaowan didn't want to go back, and he didn't want to go back, he also made it clear before, he spent his own money to provide it, and the excess was forgotten.

However, he wanted to tease Su Xiaowan and said, "You don't have to buy anything." ”

When Su Xiaowan heard this, the smile on her face couldn't be maintained, and she sighed in her heart: Eh, I have to go back to my hometown, just now, Su Xiaowan just tested Han Dongchen's meaning.

As a result, eh, whether to buy things or not is secondary, the problem is to go back to your hometown, so far, so cold, and it's not welcome to go back.