Chapter 364: The Past (23)

The light of the lantern was soft, and the standing man was even more faintly soft.

She frowned slightly, looking a little unhappy.

They had a fight just now, and they still haven't reconciled.

I didn't even say a word at dinner.

This also led to the embarrassment of Fuxiao and Xiaoxiao, who were eating on the side.

No one dared to touch their chopsticks.

Look at the stinky face here, look at the stinky face over there.

A bowl of good dishes, just don't come, don't go, so that everyone can't eat it.

Taifu even threw his chopsticks and left as soon as he finished eating.

And then it was so long.

"What are you doing.... Why come out. ”

Taifu walked forward slowly, his head bowed.

"Why can't I come out, I ate too much, and I want to come out to eliminate my appetite after I eat too much........."

Seeing Taifu coming over, Pearl turned around and walked back directly.

But the pace is not fast at all.

She walked a few steps and turned her head once, and was relieved to see that Taifu was still following.

"Oh, excuse....... Just be honest and say that you miss me, okay...... It doesn't have to be that complicated. ”

"What are you talking about! Why should I worry about you!"

"You're standing here with a lantern at night so big, not worried about what I am. ”

Taifu's voice sounded a little flat.

The two have been together for a long time, and it seems that they are back to the old days.

At that time, they were like this, they liked to mix and quarrel together.

It's just that at that time, they were all so innocent and naΓ―ve.

I thought that I would definitely be with the person in front of me.

"You don't be honest yourself, why do you ask me to be honest........"

Pearl's face turned a little red.

She didn't know what she was blushing for, she just felt the man behind her, that tone, that kind of words.

It's so dΓ©jΓ  vu.

Those thoughts that are pressed down by their own fate, and the likes that are hidden by themselves.

But it's about to break out of the cocoon.

Her liking for him, even if she kept her mouth tightly closed, would still run out of her eyes.

"Honest with what. I'm honest. ”

"Then why do you say that I can't be a queen. ”

She didn't turn around, but asked the question that made her most curious.

She has always wanted to be a queen.

Every day after entering the palace, she was thinking about it.

To be able to sit in the position of queen, the meaning is completely different.

"Because you really can't do it. ”

"Give me a reason!"

She turned suddenly, her eyes red.

The flushing on his face had subsided somewhat.

But her eyes began to "sweat".

Taifu was once again frightened by her appearance.

She has always been strong.

As always.

Even when she was scolded away by his mother,

Even when he left her with a small amount of silver taels and went to Beijing to take the exam,

Even when her only loved one left her.

This woman didn't cry.

She was all smiling and faced everything.

"You can't be a queen.

"Do you know what it means to be a queen?

"It is impossible for the emperor to have a woman who can always be the queen.

"Because it's a curse.

"Every time he is a queen, he dies.

"He wanted to make his sister queen, but do you know what happened later?

"His sister is gone!

"Now, look at this queen again, look at Su Dai. Her family is so rich, and she is such a virtuous queen, but she still dies unexpectedly.........."

Taifu looked at Pearl's increasingly gray face, and couldn't bear to say more.

How could he not know her thoughts?

She was poor and afraid.

She didn't want to go back to that place.

She doesn't want to be bullied anymore.

Now, she just wants to get the highest rights so that she will not be easily bullied anymore.

"I know that you now have the flesh and blood of the Emperor. But you don't want to use this as a bargaining chip for you to be a queen, it's impossible. The Emperor already has nine children, do you think he will crown you as the queen just because you gave him a tenth child?"

This passage, although uncomfortable to listen to, is true.

Pearls naturally understand.

She hadn't intended to take advantage of the child.

Although she has always wanted to be a queen, she has no idea of using her own flesh and blood as a stepping stone for the time being.

After all, this child is also a piece of her meat.

"I know, I know this. But I'm not reconciled! I can't be reconciled!"

Pearl touched her heart, and the whole person was in a trance.

"I don't love this man! I don't love him, but I want to bear him a child! He doesn't want to give me anything! He guards against me for everything! Just because, just because I resemble his sister, he brought me into the palace like this, but he never loved me. He has always loved his damn sister! He dares to do such unkind things!"

Tears welled up in her eyes.

"Obviously, obviously I have always loved you. But things are not people, and everything has become so strange. I thought, I thought it would all pass, but I met you again. Isn't this fate? Fate is destined for the two of us. ”

Those tears finally slipped down drop by drop.

The lantern slipped from her hand, and she crouched down, hugging her knees and sobbing softly.

Like a wounded little beast.

Make people sympathetic.

"Pearl....... We..... We can't do it anymore..... But I'm too, I'd love to help you........"

"Do you know how much energy I wasted to be here to find you?"

She suddenly looked up, and her entire face was stained with tears.

"I ...... I don't know...... However, this is really not for you, you better go........"

"I threatened him with the baby in my womb, and I told him that if I didn't fulfill my wish, I wouldn't let the child live. I will die with this child. And he was afraid. He was afraid that my sister-like face would disappear from this world...... Hehe, do you think he dotes on me? Don't dream! It's all this face! It's all this face! Without this face, I'm nothing! I'm even, until now, maybe I'm still in that garbage heap, and I can't get out........"

She raised her hand and poked her face with sharp nails.

Taifu was taken aback by her actions.

He hurriedly stepped forward and broke her hand away.

After all, her strength was not as great as Taifu's, and she was quickly broken by him.

Five scars were left on her thin white face.

"Are you stupid? Who is it good for you to do this? If you have a scar, will the emperor let you go?"

"I don't expect him to let me go. ”

A miserable smile hung over Pearl's mouth.

Her past, how could the emperor not know.

This time, Taifu was sent to this place, mostly because he wanted Taifu to die here.

It's just that he didn't expect her to risk death to come with her.

"No matter what you think, you get up first, it's cold here, don't hurt the baby in your belly........"