First of all, there is no update today.,Apologize to everyone.,The reasons are various.,For example, I glanced at the school's BBS before I was ready to write and saw some things that made me very unhappy.,For example, I have two DDLs next week and then I haven't finished because of my slack in learning for a while.,For example, I'm thinking about what to do after I move and then I'm a little annoyed.,For example, the three supported teams lost in the morning.,And then for example, my own people have become lazy.。 Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Actually, I've been thinking.,What do the same authors rely on to stick to it?,Maybe the vast majority of people rely on love.,But I think it's a lot of the time for me to be a responsibility.,I wrote something similar in the first few chapters of the PS when I just started sick in February"As long as someone has a collection.,Even if there's another person looking at it.,I'll continue to write".,Now I think about that sentence should be from the heart.,But it's actually a thing that can't be done.,It's a purely emotional sentence when I was very enthusiastic at the time.。

But when I write, that sense of responsibility can't be escaped, I feel that I should be responsible for my characters, I should be responsible for the readers who are reading my books, and I often use the word "work" when I talk to my roommates in my dorm room that I want to write - yes, writing is work for me now, not profitable, interested but interest is no longer the main job.

Many people will think that it is best if you combine interest and work, but in fact, work is work, once it gives you a time limit, gives you a hard indicator to complete, it means that you are bound by it, no matter what, it is difficult for a person to feel complete happiness at work, because as an interest, you can choose to stop at any time, as a job, there must be a beginning and an end. Even if you really want to work happily at first, after a long time, there will be a kind of boredom and a kind of fear.

For a period of time, before I started writing every day, I forced myself to "start" writing, but after I started, I felt that writing was very enjoyable and comfortable, maybe I was not tired of writing novels itself, but for this novel writing itself called "work", I was afraid of it from the beginning, which made me a little scared, afraid of when I would really become lazy, when I would become a eunuch, and when I would really give up on myself and become the kind of irresponsible person I feared.

Some people will say let me take a break, adjust my thinking, adjust my state before I write, but only I know that for me, after the excitement of just starting to write novels has passed, I am in the best state now, just like a person who is running a marathon, if he keeps running, he will not be too tired, but if he takes a break in between, he will find that he can no longer take a step.

Of course, I'm not making any eunuch declarations or anything, whether it's sick or white, I have a lot of things I want to write about, and I want to continue to develop the plot. Now I'm just expressing a lot of thoughts in my heart, which is a somewhat awkward feeling when the author, who has already made this unpaid career a job and wants to continue to take responsibility for my book, is in a period of confusion as a whole. At least I think that for me, the pit is because of love, and it is by responsibility and self-supervision to persevere.

I'll continue to update it tomorrow.,It should also inform the sick Jiao's moving location and how to move.,Well,That's it.。

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