Episode 83: It's hard to speak

Jin Yanling was hugged by Ling Qifa fiercely, and it was a little difficult to breathe for a while. She pushed Ling Qi a few times and wanted to break free, but found that it was in vain, how could the same girl have such a big difference in strength? In fact, she didn't know that Ling Qi's body had the foundation of playing volleyball as early as when the original owner controlled it, and it was stronger than ordinary girls, plus the strength training in this half-semester bodybuilding class, even if Ling Qi didn't use any fighting techniques, the weak and slender Jin Yanling was not comparable at all.

The last time she was hugged by Ling Qi was when she helped her rub safflower oil during military training, and at that time, Jin Yanling already felt that this girl's feelings for her seemed to be a little strange. But now this hug is completely different, Jin Yanling feels that the girl next to her is venting her emotions, and her behavior is not rational at all!

"What kind of nerves are you, let go of my ......" The struggle was ineffective, thinking of Ling Qi's kung fu that couldn't even be carried by the gangsters, Jin Yanling became scared, and her voice trembled a little. But as soon as she was halfway through the words, she suddenly stopped her voice, because as Ling Qi's body trembled slightly, Jin Yanling's ears were stained with some warm liquid.

It's tears.

Ling Qi gritted her teeth so that her daughter, who was already emotionally fragile, did not break down and cried, but tears still kept pouring out of the corners of her eyes, mixed with grievances, pain, sadness, and fear...... The girl's sobbing intensified little by little, even if she kept scolding herself for being incompetent and ashamed in her heart, she couldn't resist the tide of emotions. Once emotions are on the verge of getting out of control, there are some things that cannot be suppressed by a man's self-esteem alone.

Feeling the strength of the restraints on her body gradually weakening, Jin Yanling finally broke free from Ling Qi's embrace and saw her face, which I saw pitiful.

The crying red eyes hid a strong resentment that could not be dissolved, the lower lip was bitten, and there was a faint trace of water connecting the corners of the eye at the corner of the mouth on one side, and the tear stain on the other side stopped abruptly halfway, and it was slowly filled with the lines of the new tears, presumably because the tears were stained with Jin Yanling's ears. The girl's fists were clenched, and her whole body trembled slightly, showing unprecedented vulnerability.

Her eyes ...... It doesn't seem like a lie. Jin Yanling was a little unbearable when she saw Ling Qi's appearance, how could she say that she was also a former best friend, and now she forced her to this by listening to the words of another almost stranger, is it too cruel?

"Why do you believe that crazy woman and not me?"

Ling Qi's words just now came to Jin Yanling's mind again, she swallowed her saliva, and her tone had softened a lot: "Do you have anything else to say?"

To say, or not to say? Ling Qi's heart struggled fiercely.

The short crying just now released some emotions, and the girl's mind cleared up a little, but she was still hesitant when faced with such a major choice.

Jin Yanling's performance is very obvious, her sexual orientation is normal, and it is impossible to accept her biological sex in any case. As for spiritually, theories such as rebirth of parallel worlds are simply fantastical, and it is even more nonsense to expect Jin Yanling to believe in a short period of time. Moreover, the stakes for telling the truth are too huge, and the reputation of himself and his family, the relationship with Jin Yanling, and the various uncertainties that may be caused by the leak......

Ling Qi is not without the courage to break the cauldron and sink the boat, but being put to death and being born after death and being completely sent to death are two different things, if you say this shocking truth, it is a complete death!

However, just let her sweetheart go, don't hug the pipa? The girl asked herself that she was not the kind of open-minded to the extent that "I love you so let you go", and she couldn't let go of that obsession until she was cornered.

All kinds of complicated choices fought fiercely in Ling Qi's heart, and for a long time, she still didn't say a word.

Jin Yanling's expression gradually changed from confusion and sympathy to suspicion, and finally she lost her patience and pushed Ling Qi away and said, "Since you still can't say any explanation, then so be it, I'm going back." ”

"Wait!" Ling Qi reflexively grabbed Jin Yanling's wrist and said after taking a deep breath, "Yanling, you have to believe me, I won't rob you of any boyfriend, you are always in my heart...... Best friend. But because of this, I don't worry that you and Fang Xiyuan are together. ”

"What kind of truth is this?" Hearing Ling Qi's specious explanation, Jin Yanling felt angry again in her heart, and shook off the girl's hand, "Since you are your best friend, you should support me to strive for the happiness I want! Although I don't know him very well yet, I can see that he is not a scumbag, so I won't worry about you!"

Ling Qi sighed, raised his hand to wipe away the tears, and said solemnly: "I also know that he is not a scumbag, but this is not the key! The key is that you don't know how complicated Fang Xiyuan's background is, what kind of people and organizations he is facing! Not to mention anything else, the last time I was injured and hospitalized, it was indeed not a car accident but a plot by Yu Xiaohuan, it was because she mistakenly thought that I had an ambiguous relationship with Xishao and targeted me! I haven't checked what the family background of this radical woman is, but just because she can find so many young people in society at will, there must be someone who is supporting her!"

"Cut!" Jin Yanling seemed to have heard some ridiculous remarks, and her face was full of disdain, "Aren't you known as a Valkyrie, so good kung fu would be afraid of this kind of little sister who is similar to a gangster?"

Ling Qi frowned, and continued to insist: "I'm not afraid of her, I'm afraid that she will target you! Last time, I was in danger because I was caught in the hair, but I didn't show up in time to save me, as long as I pay attention to this, the person she called will not be able to become a climate at all." But you're different, you're just an ordinary girl, people show that guns are easy to dodge and dark arrows are difficult to defend, Fang Xiyuan and I can't always protect you!"

"If she wanted to target me, she would have done it just now!But instead of doing it, she told me the truth at the time, otherwise I would have been kept in the dark by you!" Jin Yanling pinned her head to the side, already a little impatient.

"She must have a purpose in doing this, I will find out!In addition to these, do you know Fang Xiyuan's origin? Do you know who he usually comes into contact with? Do you know his possible opponents?" Seeing that Jin Yanling gradually lost her patience, Ling Qi was also anxious, but she still firmly held the bottom line, and those things involving the underworld could not be known to Jin Yanling.

One is speechless, the other is absent-minded, the effect of such a dialogue can be imagined, Jin Yanling turned her head back and glanced at Ling Qi coldly and said, "Do you really think I don't know anything? ”

Ling Qi was shocked, and asked sharply, "Who told you?!Is it Yu Xiaohuan?!This bastard!What else did she say?"

Jin Yanling was taken aback by Ling Qi's reaction, but quickly resumed her playful expression: "What are you nervous about, isn't it enough for her to say this? It's normal for young people to miss the road, didn't we also do some stupid things when we were young? Even if he was a bad student before, now he is on the right path, anyway, I just like him, and now he likes me, this won't change!"

Bad student? Ling Qi breathed a sigh of relief, it turned out that Yu Xiaohuan hadn't mentioned the matter of the Qingyan Society to Jin Yanling, was this deliberately concealed? Maybe Xi Shao hadn't mentioned it to her, so she really thought that Fang Xiyuan was a bad student.

"It's not as simple as you think, in short, I don't agree with you being together, some things will really implicate you!It's dangerous!" Ling Qi felt extremely aggrieved now, the reason for being able to explain all the problems was precisely the information that could not be revealed, she was a little out of words.

"How complicated is that, you say!" Jin Yanling rolled her eyes, and simply turned to look at the teaching building a few hundred meters away, "I don't know what the relationship between you and Xiyuan was before, and I don't know how you think of each other now, but I still repeat: Xiyuan's girlfriend is me now, and it has nothing to do with you at all! Today is the last time I believe in you, don't lie to me again in the future!"

"I ...... I really didn't lie to you!" Ling Qi retorted palely, but he was a little empty in his heart, for Jin Yanling's safety and she concealed part of the truth, isn't this a deception?

"Alright, that's the end of today's conversation, let's take care of our own business. After hearing Ling Qi's tirade, there was still no constructive opinion, Jin Yanling lost interest at all, waved her hand and said, "In half a month is my birthday, and then I will let Xiyuan hold a celebration and invite my best friends." You have to remember to come, if you are still a friend of mine!"

If you're still a friend of me!

What a sarcasm, what a blow! Ling Qi could no longer say any reason, so he could only let Jin Yanling leave. Although it was a foreseen outcome, it was only when it came to the end that all the previous psychological preparations and all the self-deception were just futile struggles. The girl slowly sat down on the grass and buried her head deep in the crook of her arm......

I don't know how long later, a familiar girl's voice sounded: "Ah Qi, why are you sitting here alone?

The mobile phone in my pocket was turned silent just now because of the class, no wonder there was no response. Ling Qi raised her head silently, and Guan Ying was looking at her with a concerned expression. She smiled bitterly and said, "It's okay, I've encountered some troubles, so I'll rest and relax here." ”

"I just saw Yan Ling passing by the classroom and walking directly in the direction of the dormitory, and that Yu Xiaohuan also skipped class, could it be that you were all together just now? Did you quarrel with Yan Ling? Because of Fang Xiyuan?" Guan Ying sat down beside Ling Qi and took her hand with pity.

"It's not a quarrel, there are some disputes!" Ling Qi was tired in his heart, and he didn't hide it when Guan Ying guessed it, but he didn't mention the point.

"You said that you can talk to Yanling about the little thing, forget it, what is that Yu Xiaohuan doing when she came to intervene, wasn't she rejected when she was in military training, and she didn't give up?" Guan Ying pouted.

That's right, how could Yu Xiaohuan suddenly come to intervene? Ling Qi was suddenly woken up, and quickly thought about the ins and outs of what happened just now: Yu Xiaohuan's personality will only bring people to threaten Yan Ling, and he will never tell her about the past between me and Fang Xiyuan! This person is so abnormal today, could it be that someone is making plans behind his back?