Sometimes, it is not necessarily a happiness to not know what you have missed, and thus miss out on what you cherish without knowing the truth, because it is even more hurtful to know the truth early and be unable to do anything about it.

The day after Yui-sama's meaningful words, I understood why she said that.

I'm probably a very bad ally in Fuyuma and Sasa's strictness, because every time I communicate with her, I take care of solving problems on my own, and I won't report to her whether the problem is solved or not, which makes her, as a neighbor of Kitahara Haruki, although she has always been able to grasp Kitahara's movements, but still seems very passive in a certain relationship - although I think her own awkwardness and lack of initiative are the more important reasons.

Of course, I'll admit that I'm not a reliable ally, and that doesn't stop me from being the only partner for this withdrawn senpai, which makes her still ask me questions when she has a problem - even if her attitude is not good enough.

"You promised to help me in front of me, but you didn't do anything—I won't talk about it, but at least you should explain to me what kind of mess you've made, right?"

Fuyuma and Yarn are not a girl, and being able to make her complain for such a long paragraph is enough to show how bad her mood is.

"Although I admit it's my fault, do you really think it's a good thing for me to tell you about my lovelorn experience in front of you?"

"I've told you about me, too. Fuyuma and Sasa gritted their teeth and said dissatisfied.

"But you haven't fallen out of love after all, I don't know how many times I've said it, your question is much simpler than mine, tomorrow, during class, walk up to Haruki Kitahara and tell him: Kitahara, I like you. The problem is solved. ”

"Won't you be able to do the same thing in front of Xiao Mu Yu?"

"I did—and was rejected. I replied with a blank face.

"Ahh Fuyuma and Sasa lowered their heads embarrassedly, she seemed to understand something, but obviously, the fact that I confessed to Kogi Yu's senior in person and was rejected by her in person did not spread too widely.

"So you know now that I can't work hard, and I can only rely on your own efforts to get Kitahara-senpai to look in your direction. ”

"Well, well, to be honest I didn't expect that, but I don't want to do it either, I mean, it's going to get complicated, and now it's going to be too late for me to do something, no, I mean-" Because of my unexpected situation, Fuyuba and Sasa seemed to be in a short period of confusion, muttering some illogical things in their mouths," -of course, if it doesn't work, it's pretty much the same, that guy doesn't have much to do with me in the first place. ”

But I understand the latter sentence, and in the panic, Fuyuma and Sasa don't think of trying to solve the problem, but getting discouraged.

It's not her style, and it made me realize that maybe the problem is not that simple.

"You're not going to give up, are you?"

"What can I do?" Fuyuma and Yarn glanced at me resentfully, "This was originally a very simple matter, as long as your relationship with Xiao Mu Shu is normal, it will definitely be resolved, but it turned out to be the way it is now, which is simply ridiculous." ”

"I'm normal with my seniors, so I can solve the problem?"

"Well, it's so simple that I think as long as Hihama speaks, it's no problem. ”

"So what the hell is going on. ”

"Do you remember what happened at the cultural festival?" asked Fuyuma and Sasa simply.

"There's so much going on at the festival, which one are you referring to?"

"Well, compared to those things, this matter is indeed a small matter, this year's cultural festival resumed the previous year's lottery, you are the organizer, this should be clear, right?"

"I remember it. ”

Of course, I remember that Sister Yui wanted to be admitted to Zongwu High School for this boring lottery, but she didn't expect it to be closed in the first year of her enrollment, and when this event was reopened this year, my sister had a new focus, and in the end, for two consecutive years, she forgot her original purpose of coming to Zongwu High School.

This year's award is the same as the year before, it is also a trip to Strasbourg, which haunted the old lady at that time, and this year's winner, I remember is-

"You're the organizer, so remember who this year's winners were, right?"

I nodded with difficulty.

"Xiao Mu Yu senior. ”

"Yes, it's Yukina Kogiso," Fuyuma and Sasa ignored my expression that became a little nervous, "By the way, she was also the winner of the previous year, it seems that because Kogi Yu won the lottery prize of Miss General Martial Arts High School and Cultural Festival at the same time the year before last, it makes people suspect that a senior who was very influential in the school at the time manipulated the work of the student council, so this event was stopped last year - but these are not the point, the point is that Koki Shu handled the rewards differently. ”

"When she won the award the year before, Xiao Mu Yu gave up the prize almost without hesitation, and it was said that she didn't even have the intention of reselling the ticket, but just gave it up - at that time she seemed to say that 'this kind of place would be more suitable for her lover' or something like that. Fuyuma and Sasa crossed their arms, looked at me, and said seriously.

I don't know where Fuyuma got these details, but I had a vague sense of what she was going to say.

But this year, what everyone can be sure of is that Xiao Mu Yu has already received the reward, and so far, she has no intention of reselling the ticket. ”

"The reward is a Christmas trip to Strasbourg, and now there are two weeks left until Christmas. ”

"Well, referring to what Xiao Mu Yu said before-whether she said it or not, but everyone already believes that it was what she said-so, everyone will naturally think that Xiao Mu Shu did not give up this award this year, is it because there are already people who want to go there together, or have already decided who to go there with?"

"Naturally, the others have been hyping up that guy from Kitahara, but I've always felt that although I don't know what Xiao Mu Shu thinks, if she really has this idea, then the only person she is willing to go there with is you. ”

"However, I was rejected by Kogi Senpai. ”

"That's what bothers me, Xiao Muxi's behavior seems to be obviously expecting you, but why should she refuse you?"

yes, why?

- I suddenly remembered those words from Ichishiki earlier.

What if, Senpai Kogi, really had something to ask of me? What if she really had expectations of me? After I heard about it—even if Fuyuma and Sasa hadn't told me, I'd have known about it sooner or later—what if her idea was for me to pursue it on my own initiative?

If that's the case, then many of the questions can also be explained, including the unexplained conversation between my sister and her senior. Yukina Kogi, who is expecting me, tries to make me understand the truth of her heart, and Yui-sama - wait a minute, Yui's words?

Yui Hihama started a war with Yukina Kogi.

And yesterday, Yui reminded me emphatically.

"Ah, Kowa is sure you can participate, right?

"Then Xiaohe can't go back!"

"Then, Xiaohe, you have to promise me, even if there is an accident next, you can't regret it, this is a Christmas event that we all organize and participate in together, and no one can do it without it!"

I can only choose one of the Christmas activities of the student council and the Christmas trip to Strasbourg of the seniors of Xiao Mushu.

And just before I realized that I needed to make a choice, Yui Yui Hihama had already sealed my choice in advance.

I have no reason to blame my sister - I have no reason to blame her for not giving me a chance to choose, because, the choice does not start now, from the beginning of the war, or earlier, when Kogi Senpai decided to receive that award, the choice has already begun. Xiao Mu Yu's predecessor took the initiative to silence to give her sister a chance, and her sister also took advantage of this opportunity with her own methods.

As they themselves say, they are just acting according to their own patterns.

I had already agreed to my sister's Christmas event at the Students' Union, which meant that I could no longer propose to my seniors to join her trip to Strasbourg – even though deep down in my heart I believe I would prefer the latter.

However, I still feel sad - at that moment, with the help of so many people, I felt that I might have understood Yukina-changi's thoughts, I might have understood her request for me, but I could only watch as I couldn't respond to the thoughts I already understood.

If that's the case, and I didn't understand it from the beginning, maybe it would give me more peace of mind, right?

"Hey, Yubihama, there's nothing wrong with you, is there?" Fuyuma and Sasa's voices came a little ethereal.

For people who aren't her friends, that's the greatest kindness she can show, isn't it?

"No, it's nothing," I shook my head at Fuyuma and Sasa, "I'm just sorry I can't help you." ”

"Then you're probably sure something went wrong! Yubihama apologized to me or something—this is incredible!" the other man's brow furrowed deeply.

However, I don't mind the rich expression that Fuyuma occasionally shows.

"Even if I wasn't rejected by my seniors now, I couldn't join her on the trip, it's not that I couldn't go, but I wasn't allowed to go, so I'm sorry for you," I spread my hands, "and then, thank you for providing me with this news." ”

I and Xiao Mu Cao's predecessors, I have experienced my stubbornness, I have experienced her refusal to admit defeat, when the awkwardness of the two people is solved, they can't communicate with each other, so perhaps, it's the so-called no fate, right?

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Welcome to the next plot of "We are losing ourselves first than who we are" brought by Yukina and Dango - oh, there seems to be another one, it's okay that doesn't wave and loses, it's the same whether it's a wave or not.