383 The Past (42)
When I arrived in the capital, it was already the afternoon of the fifth day.
There was peace in the capital.
When the dry air came to his face, Taifu felt that he had really returned home.
Border, very wet.
Everything is wet there.
Even the air seems to be watery.
"Finally, it's back. ”
He got out of the carriage and walked through the bustling bazaar.
The groom knew the strange temper of his lord, and if he wanted to walk, he would be angry if he dragged him into the carriage.
"Your Excellency, you're so happy. ”
His family was happy. But he really couldn't be happy.
Twice back and forth, he was in a hurry, and this body was really unbearable.
If this continues, his wife won't make enough money, and people can't do it first.
"This is home. It's back, can you not be happy. ”
"Yes, yes, yes. The adult is really a man who cares about the family. ”
"It may not have been before, but after I left for a while, I found that I was still very homesick and homesick. ”
"Adult ........."
The groom was suddenly moved.
This adult who doesn't have anything to say on weekdays.,It's a weird-tempered adult every time.,Why does it look so kind today.。
"I finally don't have to do my own laundry, I think I'm still very good, so many days, I wash my own clothes........"
"Poof.......
All the groom's emotions turned to ashes.
Pearl sat in the carriage, but there was no happy expression on her face.
It's back again.
This means that she is going to suffer again.
Back to a place full of intrigue and competition for favor and reward, she suddenly got tired again.
"Niangniang, if you still want to use osmanthus cake, call the slave maid, and the slave maid will hand it to you. ”
Since that day Qianmo came, Xiaoxiao seemed to have changed a little.
She always felt that this woman was a little different from before.
"I'm not hungry. I'm about to go back to the palace. ”
The implication of her words is naturally that she can eat the skills of the imperial chef again.
"Good girl, then you can rest for a while. ”
Xiaoxiao fell silent after saying this.
After that day, Qianmo disappeared.
Didn't have the cheekiness to carpool with them anymore.
They rushed all the way and didn't encounter any trouble.
It's all smooth sailing.
From some perspectives, perhaps Qianmo is secretly protecting them.
"Palace, ........"
She lifted the small curtain on the car window and looked out at the bazaar.
She also used to set up a stall there.
Protection money is charged by the wicked.
Driven away by officers and soldiers.
was molested by those bad behavers.
But she felt very relieved in those days of setting up a stall.
There are no constraints.
There are no rules.
It's all about how she's happy.
Even if there was no one to serve her.
Even if there is no fine food and clothing.
Even if there wasn't a bunch of people kneeling and calling her mother.
But at least, she always had a smile on her face.
And not like in the palace, not angry.
Like a good-looking porcelain doll, laugh when you need to laugh, and make trouble when you need to make trouble.
Her unruliness, her freewheeling.
All, little by little, was grinded out.
The days in the palace are boring, but she herself is not boring.
She went from being as lively as she used to be to being such a boring woman now.
It seems, all overnight.
Overnight, she was a different person.
A boring, scary, boring person.
"Niangniang, there is the palace in front of you. ”
Xiaoxiao, who was sitting in front of the carriage, did not forget to remind her.
She lowered her head and smiled silently wryly.
Yes, she chose it.
The reason why she will return to the palace now is her own choice.
Qianmo gave her a chance.
But she didn't have the courage to seize this opportunity.
She may not be able to go back in this life.
I can't go back to that small town, and I can't go back to the little girl who sells flowers.
In her belly, it is the flesh and blood of the current emperor.
She really didn't have the courage to take a prince to elope with a married man with an infinite future.
Even if she didn't, she could have anticipated the outcome that awaited them.
"Mother, it's here. ”
The curtain outside was lifted, and Xiaoxiao's face reached in.
"But do you still need to be reasonable?"
"No need. ”
"What about the clothes?"
"I haven't moved, I'm dressed, I'm neat. ”
"Then mother, get out of the carriage?"
"Uh-huh........"
She looked up, and the smile that looked bright, but was actually fake, was already on her lips.
This is the smile she practiced specially for this palace.
In order to deceive those people, but also to deceive yourself.
Let her think that she is doing well.
"Concubine Zhen Niangniang returns to the palace ........."
Under the carriage, there was already a row of kneeling people.
The first thing she saw was the virtue and talent that came to greet her on behalf of the emperor.
The rest are some palace people.
and the prime minister and Qianmo headed by ........
"The crown of the minister welcomes the mother back to the palace. ”
The prime minister's kneeling is decent.
When he said this, he didn't even lift his head.
These adults actually look down on her from the bottom of their hearts.
For her humble background, for her inexplicable favor.
And she, the child in the womb who was inexplicably pregnant.
"Chen Qianmo, welcome Niangniang back to the palace, Niangniang is a thousand years old. ”
Qianmo also knelt on the ground, without looking up.
"The emperor is slightly ill today, and he specially invites the two adults and servants to welcome the mother back to the palace. Niangniang did her best for the ceremonies of my Gale Country, and the emperor was very moved. Therefore, he also made a special trip to let the minions bring rewards. ”
Pearl looked back, and sure enough, there were some palace people with plain trays around them.
Above are some unnamed gifts.
"The concubine thanked the emperor Longen. ”
She blessed herself in the direction of the palace.
"Get up. ”
"Xie Niangniang. ”
A group of people stood up in a majestic manner, kneeling there just now and not seeing it, but now that they all stood up, Pearl found that this place was densely packed with people.
"Niangniang, if you have nothing to order, just go to the palace, right? It's windy outside, be careful about your body........"
Seeing Pearl in a daze, Decai couldn't help but remind.
She's pregnant with the dragon seed now, and if something goes wrong, his head won't be saved.
"Uh-huh......."
Pearl replied softly and turned to walk towards the palace.
"Get on the road. ”
Decai's voice was shrill and filled the eardrums of a group of people at once.
"Sure enough, you still don't have the courage. ”
As she passed through Qianmo, she heard this sentence.
She turned her head, but Qianmo still looked cold.
As if the words just now were her delusion.
"Niangniang, Master Taifu seems to be still there, why don't you send the slave to the .........?"
"Go ahead. ”
"Yes. ”
Decai took the order, turned around and walked in the direction of the carriage they had just stopped.
It turned out that he was still following them.
It turned out that he hadn't gone yet.
"Your Excellency...... You've worked hard......."
The wind made Decai's words drift to her ears.
"Adult ........."
She couldn't help it.
At a quick glance, she saw a stupid man standing in the wind.
In today's capital, the wind is really strong.
She thought he would be blown away by the wind.
There was no expression on his face, but he was staring intently in her direction.
He opened his mouth slightly, as if he had something to say, but in the end he couldn't say it.
"Goodbye......."
She lowered her head, her face already wet.
"It's yours, your own choice........"
The voice in my ears is so harsh, but so real.
Yes, everything is her choice.
Forget, give up, don't love.
It turned out to be that simple.