Chapter 9: Disturbed Hearts
Thankfully, my sister's curiosity didn't last long, and she withdrew her gaze as she sat down under the snow and began to read the book. However, after this chaos, the people who urged the snow to do what should be done were gone.
While it's not a big deal to delay for a day, if you stay that way under the snow, it may not be just a matter of delaying for a day. So, even if Yui-san doesn't come to my room at night, I guess I'll go to her room to find her.
"Na, Xiaohe, I chatted with Xiaoxue about you today, and I want to confirm some questions. As in the club activity classroom before, my sister still asked questions straight to the point.
Her expression looked a little heavy, not as curious as it had been at the beginning—it gave the impression that she had been thinking about it for a long time and had come to some remarkable conclusions.
"Wait, if I don't answer the question clearly, I'm afraid you won't be able to sleep, right?"
"Well, that's right," my sister sighed and continued, "I didn't think about it before, a long, long time ago, when Xiaohe was about to change Xiaoxue's mind at the beginning, why did Xiaohe do this?
"If you want to change something under the snow, it should be the goal from the beginning of the department - after all, the Hiratsuka-sensei said that when I change the minds of other people, I can quit the department. ”
"However, Xiaohe didn't put this goal into action at the beginning, I mean, when did Xiaohe start to have this whole set of plans?"
"Now this whole set of plans should start from the summer vacation, right?"
- After the summer stay, because of a whim, she pierced the image under the snow, but was caught by her sister, met at the fireworks display, and then agreed to her request.
"Summer vacation, when you stay together?"
"Well, almost. ”
"That's pretty much the same as Xiaoxue feels. ”
"What did she feel?" I felt a sense of foreboding.
Of course, my sister didn't answer me, she just continued to ask, "So, was there any opportunity at that time, why did Xiaohe suddenly decide to put the idea of changing Xiaoxue into action?"
"Opportunity?"
However, why is there such a strange question, I remember that at that time, I just briefly expressed my opinion, and talked for a while under the snow that I couldn't sleep at night, what kind of opportunity was this?
"Because if it was Xiaohe at that time, he always felt that everything he did was very logical, and he would definitely not talk nonsense, so if Xiaohe said these words at that time, there must have been a reason at that time. My sister held her chin and said very seriously—this did not seem to be her conclusion, and from her previous discussions with Xuexia, it was likely to be the conclusion of Xuexia.
So was this image of me so deeply rooted in the hearts of the people at that time?
"Hmm, so why is this question asked, why did I do these things in the first place, does it matter?"
"Actually, I didn't think of it at first, but since Xiaoxue asked this question, I think it might still be very important. ”
"So why is such a question asked under the snow?"
- Still, I think, I already know the answer.
"Well, it was Yono-senpai who mentioned it to Koyuki, and I don't know exactly what they said, but Yono-senpai seemed to say something to Koyuki, 'Kowa's behavior is suspicious'. ”
- Sure enough, it's this guy who is afraid that the world will not be chaotic.
"I know Xiaohe will be very angry when he hears this," probably noticing my somewhat bad face, my sister explained a little anxiously, "But, I think what Yang Nai's predecessor said is something else, it's not that Xiaohe does something bad with Xiaoxue or anything like that, it should be said that Xiaohe's behavior is a little strange!"
"What's there to feel weird!" I retorted through gritted teeth.
"It's really not strange at first, but, if you think about it carefully, Xiaohe did a super cumbersome thing for Xiaoxue's change, right? At first, it was to let Xiaoxue gradually rely on you, then to plan to live up to Xiaoxue's trust, and finally to let Xiaoxue rely on her own strength to stand up again. Although this plan seems to be good, the time span is really a long time, starting in September, and now it's December, for three whole months, Xiaohe has been planning this thing or something-"
That's because, of course, I can't think of a better way to do it. ”
"Yes, yes, I think so, but anyway, this plan is a little too cumbersome, right?"
"So, it's something that can't be helped. ”
"Well, so, I mean, if this plan is so cumbersome, why not give up?
My sister's question made me a little stunned.
"I know, Xiaohe is actually not the kind of person who abuses the good people, and he is actually very reluctant to invest energy in people and things that he doesn't care about, right?"
"Hmm. ”
"So, it must be strange that Xiaoxue has put so much energy into Xiaoxue, right?"
"Uh-"
Although I felt that something was very important, I found that I seemed to be speechless about my sister's question.
"Well, actually, at first, I was just completing the task that Yono gave me under the snow. Eventually, I replied with some hesitation.
"Although I know that Yang Nai's predecessor is very powerful, but no matter what, she can't order Xiaohe, right? And it seems that she hasn't made any deals with Xiaohe, just with one of her requests, Xiaohe can do so much?"
"So, old lady, why do you think I can change under the snow?"
"Well, so I don't know very well about this—I've thought about some possibilities, but I think I know enough about Kowa's thoughts in this regard—" My sister looked at me with strange eyes, scratching her head.
"That possibility doesn't exist!" I flatly rejected my sister's ambiguous temptation.
"Well, I know it's unreliable, so I'm just trying it out!"
"Don't look at me with that kind of curious baby-like look if you know it's unreliable!" I pinched my temple, speechless at my sister's irresponsible conjecture.
However, I soon became aware of an even more dangerous possibility.
"Now, old lady, you just had that idea, you haven't been under the snow yet, right?"
"Xiaoxue? Well, Xiaoxue hasn't yet, she's probably thinking about the various possibilities of Xiaohe doing this, right? Xiaoxue's words may be more thoughtful, but I don't think Xiaohe will have malicious thoughts, so I have already ruled out those malicious thoughts in advance. ”
"I didn't expect it, but it means that there is still such a possibility, right? Especially now that emotional fluctuations under the snow have become frequent. ”
"Well, then I don't know, do I?"
I collapsed heavily on the bed with some weakness. I came to understand the purpose of Yono Yukishita's avoidance of me discussing the issue with her sister, as in the past, she only gave a vague but reminiscent possibility, she did not give any direction to this possibility, but she knew that the possibility she proposed was most likely to make others think of it.
I don't know why I want to go home under the snow, but the problem at the moment is enough trouble.
What I need is a snow that hates me, she just needs to believe that I have unconditional malice towards her, and the more she is dissatisfied with me, the more likely she is to break through the shackles that Bo has set for her before and complete her rebirth.
I don't need a snow under the snow who will think about the possibility of my kindness, not to mention the most ambiguous possibility that my sister imagined, just a snow under the snow who thinks my approach is good, will make her start to look ahead, and even have reservations because she believes in my kindness, so it can't have the effect of breaking and standing up.
I glanced out of the corner of my eye at my sister, who was wringing her hands a little embarrassed, and sighed silently.
Needless to say, I did do those things with good intentions. Moreover, the question raised by Yono under the snow caused even me to be entangled.
What kind of mood did I bring to help under the snow, and why was I able to carry out such a complex plan to the end without giving up despite so many setbacks in the middle?
To be honest, even I don't know the answer – and there is even a moment when I doubt the possible correctness of what my sister said.
And, once planted, such seeds are likely to take root – I can't even deny that I might have had a moment of excitement on that summer evening, under the snow that was like the elves of the night.
This is probably also within the plan of Yono under the snow, right? Although he knew this possibility, he had no way to resist.
"Xiaohe?"
"I'm sorry, but let me calm down!" I said very childishly to my head with a pillow and to my sister who cared about me.
Perhaps, I need to be alone and quiet and think.
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The next paragraph is probably the most dangerous operation in the whole book.,Whether this book was killed by me depends on this plot (professional author,Wave doesn't die.,Probably)