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There are too many hustle and bustle in this world, how can there be so much clarity, how can there be so many grievances and grievances, everyone has good wishes, but more often it backfires. If you live for a long time, you will naturally understand this truth, but in the current world, it is impossible to live for a long time, so it is early to understand.
Qi Yu finally started negotiations with Beiping, both Xu Tai and Zhang Yanzhi felt that this matter was really exaggerated, the reason why he stepped down this time was that he was ill, and the central government took all the rights.
Xu Tai couldn't help sighing, this word is really called heroic shortness of breath, why do you have to choose such a solution, all the Shanghai military regimes are under the central government, and the military power is also delivered.
Zhang Yanzhi did not come forward in person, but he received the Shanghai Army in his hands without bloodshed, and from now on, the Northeast Army's sphere of influence has broken through the Yangtze River Valley, from Heilongjiang to the Huangpu River, all under Zhang Yanzhi's banner.
As soon as they saw Qi Yu's resignation, the warlords who were traveling with him across the country all widened their eyes and opened their mouths wide, with a look of surprise and horror. The dignitaries and dignitaries from all over the country also jumped up and down together, some came forward to dissuade, some secretly rejoiced, in short, it was understandable that they could make all the moves for their own interests.
Shanghai Tang, which was once bloody and rainy, is now about to be left behind by him, feeling relaxed, but also reluctant, everything here has his shadow, and everything here is established by his own hands.
It was the middle of the night when he left, and there were only Shao Zhen and Bai Lin around him, and when the news came out, the society was in an uproar, but he was already in the territory of the United States, and he had just stepped into the bedroom of the villa and fell asleep.
He slept surprisingly well this night, and when he woke up the next day, Su Junge was already waiting for him downstairs, watching him pull his slippers down from the stairs, with sleepy eyes, and when he saw Su Junge, he yawned and scratched his hair, and said with an apologetic smile: "The jet lag hasn't been reversed, I'm sleepy." ”
"Are you crazy, why did you give up like this?" Su Junge rushed up and hugged Qi Yu, tears falling uncontrollably.
"I will feel distressed to see you crying, don't cry, I'm still sleepy now, what about the child?
"The two of them are playing in the living room, saying that they can't disturb your rest, and that they will come back to you when Dad wakes up. Su Junge couldn't stop crying in reply.
Adults are sometimes willful like a child, and children are sometimes sensible like adults......
The family finally got together this time, in addition to the laughter of the children, it was the joy and happiness that can only be had with the father who had been reunited for a long time, but Su Junge had a gloomy face, if it weren't for the three of them, how could Qi Yu give up his good future like this, and all the political and military power were handed over, which she could experience, and she had experienced it from her father Su Chunyan.
From the high-ranking and powerful to the ordinary people, how should all kinds of moods be calmed, and how should Qi Yu face such a gap?
"What are you always looking at me for?" Qi Yu added food to Su Junge.
"It's nothing ......" Su Junge lowered his head to eat, but he couldn't hide his emotions, and the taste was like chewing wax.
Qi Yu simply didn't care about Su Junge's various restlessness, he thought about the children, when he saw them today, he completely gave them all his time, all kinds of play, all kinds of games, all kinds of unbridled laughter, in those years of fear and fear, everything they lost between them should be made up.
Su Junge was left aside this time, and with deep apologies, he watched the two children play with him happily, and couldn't help laughing with them, wasn't this kind of warmth what he wanted the most?
But this was all exchanged for his power, Su Junge blamed himself and felt guilty, but it was too late, she had been contradictory for so long, and before she could figure out what to do and how to save it, he came to the United States, and gave up everything.
Looking at Qi Yu like this, there was no reaction, after all, he had just met the children, and he didn't know what the future would be like, whether he could adapt to such a dull life, without power and control.
"What are you thinking?"
Seeing Su Junge sitting crookedly on the sofa, Qi Yu didn't have his usual intimacy, he really didn't know if he would change it or not, and then express the intimate behavior he wanted to have to Su Junge, for fear of abrupt her for a while.
"Nothing, just a little tired. ”
Su Junge changed his posture, he didn't want to talk much, and the relationship between them was still in an ambiguous state, no remarriage, no breakup. When we met in the morning, the hug was also my own impulse, and it was inevitable to be thrilled to know that he had made such a huge sacrifice.
"Then go sleep for a while, it's hard to be alone with a child. ”
"No, when they wake up and take a nap, they'll go back. ”
Qi Yu suddenly felt a chill in her heart, she still didn't forgive him, even if she gave up like this, she couldn't forgive herself.
"Okay, I'll let the car take you ......"
"Uh...... I mean, I'll go back, the kids are here, you haven't seen each other for a long time, and play with them again in the evening. ”
Su Junge knew that what she said was wrong, so she hurriedly added that she was not a heartless person and couldn't be so ruthless.
Qi Yu listened to her incoherent explanation, was stunned for a moment, and then pulled her in his arms, definitely not giving her a chance to resist, anyway, it was not the first time that she was abrupt, and it was not bad this time or twice.
"Don't let me choose between my child and you, I don't want to choose, I want both, I can't miss ......."
"But......" Su Junge's tears were always very uncompromising, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... I know if it weren't for us, you wouldn't be like this, it's me who is bad, it's all me who is bad, I'm sorry...... Ming Xuan ......"
She still called him the word, forcing herself to hate him for so long, to forgive him, how many repetitions in her heart, how many entanglements, in the end she still felt heavy because she loved him and couldn't give up.
The first time I knew it, regret can also be painful, and if it can't be recovered, it can only be endured.
Let her cry in his arms, gently patting her back for her choking, I can't tell what kind of feeling this is, he seems to like Su Junge like this, not like her crying, but like her to show weakness in front of him, gentle like a kitten, pitiful and pitiful.
All the indifference and indifference outside her can melt clean in her own embrace, warm and soft. Only the most trustworthy person can unload his guard in front of each other, and he is honored to be the one she can rely on the most.
"I won't have a job in the future, I'm not a young marshal, am I not handsome?" Listening to her crying weakening, Qi Yu interjected and asked.
"Yes, in the future, we will all be idle people, living a dull life, you need to do everything yourself, you can't treat others with yelling, and you have to work hard to make money to support your family...... But even if I'm not a young marshal, I'm still very handsome in my heart, and no one can match it. ”
"That's enough. ”
November, which is also the rainy season in the eastern United States, lingering rain mixed with the cold of winter, damp and cold invaded together, only the human heart can resist this clammy cold, huddle for warmth is the best choice, can be exchanged for temporary peace, has been gratifying.