Chapter 100: A Little Hope
The years passed silently, and many young people, turned into mature old people, or some people, died. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 infoXu Guo saw some people's children, these people, all of them are literate people, their children, their development is not bad now, and most of them died. It was the mid-60s to the late 70s of the twentieth century, and many people, although literate, were disgraced. When Xu Guo came into contact with the children of those people, they were saddened when they thought of the death of their father or mother, and at that time, their parents were desperate, and these children were also terrified.
Last year, Xu Guo took a plane from Brazil to the United States, he met a young man from China, the young man is not very old, in his twenties, his father, is a professor in a university, when he gave birth to him, his father was already very old, but he still gave birth to a doll with his lover.
This guy is a painter, oil painting, Chinese painting, all good paintings, he is famous for painting, his father, because of mathematics. His father taught mathematics and immersed himself in the joy of mathematics every day. During the Cultural Revolution, he was subjected to many large hats, and he could not bear the torture and hanged himself.
The guy misses his father, and now, the guy has painted two oil paintings, one is a portrait of his father, the other is a portrait of his grandfather, the guy's grandfather, is a German, during World War II, he was a captain of the German army, on the battlefield, bravely killed the enemy, many stories about the Second World War, grandpa told the guy, this guy who has now become a painter, misses grandpa, and misses his father.
Xu Guo talked a lot about travel with this young man named Goldfish in the United States, and at that time, Goldfish strongly approved of Xu Guo's trip, and said that he would give Xu Guo a sum of money for the trip, but Xu Guo resolutely refused to accept it. At that time, Goldfish said that he would go to Singapore to hold an art exhibition next month, and the personnel and venue were almost ready, and Goldfish was going to Singapore, and Xu Guo did not ask more about Goldfish's specific plans for the future. Goldfish's girlfriend is a writer who has written long novels about military subjects and tells the story of World War I. Three days later, Xu Guo went to Mexico and never contacted Goldfish and his girlfriend again, and now, Xu Guo has no contact information for Goldfish, and Xu Guo has no contact information for his girlfriend.
Xu Guo knew that Goldfish's mother died in a car accident and died a terrible death, when the tires of the truck ran over her head, and her brains and blood flowed all over the ground. On the truck, there was no driver, the goldfish's mother was walking on the road, it was to participate in a picking festival, ready to pick strawberries, just arrived at a big slope, there was a truck rushed down, the truck was upside down, it seemed that because the car was not stopped, the car was placed on the slope, the driver went to pee, when he came back, he found that the car was gone, and he looked around, only to find that the car was not put away, and fell to the bottom of the slope, crushing a person.
These things, when the goldfish was drinking with Xu Guo, he told Xu Guo, Xu Guo comforted the goldfish, he has always been a good brother to the goldfish, what is sad about the goldfish, Xu Guo said something similar to chicken soup for the soul to help him relieve his sorrows. And now, Xu Guo and this good brother have not been in contact for a long time, and it seems that there will be no more contact in the future. The goldfish is like a fish swimming into the deep sea, and he wants to use a huge amount of sea water to hide himself, hide his body, and hide the sadness of the past.
Xu Guo knows that the goldfish has been painting hard and hard, he paints every day, immersed in the world of painting, the goldfish is full of awe of life, he paints people, animals, plants, all of which are contemplative. The eyes of the goldfish always feel that he is staring at something, as if on the road to the future in the dark night, you can see the ethereal light in the distance, the light is hope, the light is the future. Goldfish feels that his future is a little hopeful, not desperate, in order to paint, he can give up a lot, Xu Guo also feels that the future of goldfish is a little hopeful, hope does not need much, a little can be, although Goldfish's parents died, his sister and brother died of illness, leaving him alone, but Goldfish's character is stubborn, because of a little hope in life, he can move forward.
The wind at night was a little cool, Xu Guo was on the street, and saw someone lying on the ground, just now, the street was noisy, someone was fighting, that person, was put to the ground by another person, that person, put down someone, and ran away, without a trace. This story was told by Xu Guo from a little girl eating sugar gourd next to him, Xu Guo loves to watch the excitement and wants to go over to see it clearly.
Xu Guo went over and found that the person lying on the ground was a stone, the stone was lying on the ground, not far away, there was a camera filming, it turned out that everything that happened just now, everything described in the little girl's mouth, was a scene, just now, a scene was filmed, and the person who filmed the scene was Xinzi.
Xu Guo met Xinzi in Youzi City and asked Xinzi, why don't you film in the Lost Prairie? Xinzi said that he was filming five dramas at the same time, all of them were TV series, and the five TV series were filmed together, and he was so busy every day.
Xinzi is very busy and busy, Xu Guo doesn't want to delay Xinzi to shoot stories because of chatting with Xinzi, Xinzi uses the camera to tell stories, Xinzi uses the lens to tell stories, it is very hard to tell, although he only has one mouth, but he can tell five stories at the same time.
Xu Guo once had a girlfriend, his girlfriend Xu Guo was fifteen years old, her great-grandfather, was a soldier during the Gulf War, his head was cut off by the enemy with a big knife, Xu Guo promised this girlfriend, to introduce her to a TV series role, now, Xu Guo saw Xinzi and wanted to talk to Xinzi about her, but Xu Guo no longer had her contact information, not for a long time, because very early, she ran away with someone and married a boss who was twenty-five years older than her, the boss wanted her young beauty, of course, love is not ruled out, she wants the boss's money, of course, love is not ruled out。
Xu Guo suddenly missed his girlfriend very much, at that time, he promised her, saying that after seeing Xinzi, he would recommend her to Xinzi and find a female role in a TV series. Xu Guo hasn't been in contact with her for a long time, and it is estimated that there will be no more contact in the future. Now, a piece of jade hanging around Xu Guo's neck was given to Xu Guo by her, Xu Guo had feelings for her, but at that time, both of them were very poor and had no money, the jade on Xu Guo's neck was given by her, and the 200,000 yuan needed to buy this jade was bought by Xu Guo with the big brother's money after she married the big brother. At that time, when she gave it to Xu Guoyu, she once said that although this jade was bought with Boss Zhan's money, it was a piece of my heart, and I took it with me to remember our past days.
Xu Guo accepted this piece of jade at that time, and this jade was hung around his neck for many years, until now, he still has this piece of jade hanging around his neck.
Now, Xu Guo took the jade from his neck, went to a street, and sold it.
Xu Guo has a kind of sadness in his heart, such as a goldfish, such as the girlfriend who gave him jade before, all disappeared in his life, he found that life is divided into stages, a stage, there will be a stage of people appearing, before entering a new stage, many people, for various reasons, will disappear.
Xu Guo also feels that there is hope in his heart, this hope is a kind of calling for the future, he believes that tomorrow will be interesting, there may be a funny film released, he may go to eat a hearty meal, and he may meet a new friend. People often say that we must remember old friends, old friends can not forget, this should be regarded as a kind of utilitarian mentality, more friends are easier to do, what you want to do. Xu Guo thinks that friends can't be contacted for a long time, a stage has a stage of friends, friends are not a lifetime thing, but a stage thing, this is the same as metabolism, those old friends, although they are still alive in this world, but in the future, Xu Guo will not have contact with them again, to some extent, they are dead. Life needs to have a lot of friends, and at every stage, you don't need too many friends.
On the street, there are quite a lot of people, Xu Guo is the same as other people on the street, walking on the road, these people are not Xu Guo's friends, Xu Guo doesn't know them, they don't know Xu Guo, if the people on the street are Xu Guo's friends, things will be troublesome, just greetings, it may take 10,000 years. People, really don't need too many friends, people don't need bosom friends, bosom friends are a kind of friends, people can have no friends, can also have no bosom friends, the kind of people who sing the eternal bosom friend is hard to find, is a person who does not understand life, anyone who feels that the bosom friend is hard to find, anyone who is looking for a bosom friend, are people who have no interest, they are the fate of the wood to seek fish, will not find fish at all. Xu Guo has expressed this opinion to many people, saying that people don't need bosom friends, and people don't need friends.
These people on the street, including Xu Guo, each have their own future, each has their own goals, if everyone is a bosom friend, everyone is a friend, the world will be ridiculous, everyone is an interest, everyone is a temper, everyone understands each other, such a world, is boring, is monotonous.
In Youzi City, Xu Guo stepped into a strange environment, it is good to live in a strange environment, when he lives in this city for a little longer, Xu Guo has to change cities to live, Xu Guo does not like familiar tastes, but likes strange feelings.
An elegant café appeared in front of Xu Guo's eyes, Xu Guo entered the café and saw that there was a kind of coffee, which turned out to be blue, and I don't know what was added, making the coffee in the coffee cup look like a melted sapphire. Xu Guo ordered a cup of such coffee, a cup of coffee that he had never drunk before, this is a strange cup of coffee, he said, life does not need a confidant, pick up the cup, the cup is full of unfamiliar taste.
A man walks into the café with a spear on his shoulder.