Miyuki Yokoyama's words, although on the surface, did not cause much reaction from Zhou Ming. But in his heart, he was still stunned.

Originally, he thought that Miyuki Yokoyama would stay here even if he died.

Now she doesn't want to end her life here.

Of course, this is not a very strange thing.

After all, according to her usual observations of Miyuki Yokoyama, Zhou Ming is not difficult, although she is not afraid of death that is close at hand, she is very dissatisfied with the current state.

Anyone who has a goal should hate this state very much.

Miyuki Yokoyama is no exception.

"Why do you suddenly remember to leave?"

Li Lingyu was really a little surprised, and her expression was already unobstructed.

Within being Miyuki Yokoyama's "doctor"

She knows best what her patient's physical condition is like.

"I want to go back, don't you have an old saying in Huaxia, called falling leaves return to their roots?"

Miyuki Yokoyama grinned with shriveled lips and smiled a little stiffly.

"Even though all of you are kind to me, it doesn't give me a real sense of belonging, and I think that even if it's the last part of my life, maybe it shouldn't be the same as it used to be. ”

Miyuki Yokoyama explained.

Zhou Ming raised his hand and said to Miyuki Yokoyama: "I very much agree with what you said, since you don't have much time, go and finish what you haven't done before and want to do, so that even if you leave, you won't leave too many regrets, right?"

Zhou Ming's words made Miyuki Yokoyama a little gloomy.

In these Li Lingyu capitals, Zhou Ming naturally knows what to expect.

There were too many things she hadn't done before, and what she wanted to do most now was to slash Bai Linglong, the leader of the Mandala Organization.

This is undoubtedly a fantasy and a fool's dream for Miyuki Yokoyama in this state now.

If she'd been sure to have dreamed before, but now it's time to wake up.

When Miyuki Yokoyama gradually felt that she couldn't even compare to an ordinary person, she no longer had the confidence she had before in revenge.

-√dǐng-√diǎn-√小-√ said, .∨.♂os_(); Survival is already an unknown fear, let alone the culprit who caused this qiē.

At least for now, Miyuki Yokoyama has become pessimistic about everything to a certain state.

No one who is close to death will be optimistic about facing the things that happen around him.

Death is not a happy thing in itself.

Miyuki Yokoyama may have feigned optimism before.

But now, she doesn't even want to pretend.

People are too tired to live, and they need to disguise themselves.

And before facing death, why do you need to disguise yourself?

Miyuki Yokoyama is often thorough, and she seems to have understood all the questions she didn't understand before.

Including what is a friend and what is a lover.

She even envies everyone who lives in this villa, even if she eats and sleeps three meals a day, or is in a daze, Miyuki Yokoyama is very jealous of her current living state.

"Miss Li. ”

Miyuki Yokoyama called Li Lingyu softly.

"Huh?"

Li Lingyu's eyebrows frowned slightly, and she felt very dull in her heart.

This feeling is like Miyuki Yokoyama has died in front of him now, and he can't do anything about this situation.

It was like an extremely heavy stone pressing on Li Lingyu's chest, making her even gasp a little heavy.

Miyuki Yokoyama said, "I used to naively think that even on the last day of my life, I would face it with a smile. ”

Li Lingyu didn't speak, and she didn't even have an expression on her face.

She didn't know how to answer Miyuki Yokoyama, and she didn't know what kind of expression she should use to respond to it.

Miyuki Yokoyama continued, "It's just that until death gets closer and closer, it feels like death is snooping on you, and you may be taken away by him at any time. ”

"I am now very envious of even the beggars on the side of the road, because they can still live, they still have many possibilities in life, but when they die, they have nothing. ”

Li Lingyu has given Yokoyama Meixue medicine no less than 30 times.

The process of dressing each medicine can be described as unforgettable, drilling into the heart and destroying the bones.

Even such a torment that is worse than death has never made Miyuki Yokoyama shed a single tear.

But when Miyuki Yokoyama said the previous sentence, tears also flowed from the corners of her eyes.

Li Lingyu said softly: "If you have anything to say, just say it." It's better to say it, it's always holding it in my heart, and it's definitely uncomfortable. ”

"If you were gone now, you might die sooner, but if you stay here, you can at least live a little longer. ”

Zhou Ming's words were a bit direct, and his confession made him feel a little realistic.

That's true, if Miyuki Yokoyama leaves here now.

Even if she left with the herbs, she wanted to complete the dressing process by herself, and she was still enduring the inhuman pain.

For Miyuki Yokoyama, not to mention how many times she can hold on, the effect of the dressing will definitely not be as good as Li Lingyu's hand-applied dressing.

"I know, Mr. Zhou, you're right, if I stay, I can still live for a while, but now I don't know if I want to live or if I want to end this torture quickly. ”

Zhou Ming shook his head and said, "I haven't finished what I said just now." ”

"As long as you can live a little longer, God knows what will happen, don't you know that there is a word in this world called miracles?"

Zhou Ming originally didn't plan to care about Miyuki Yokoyama anymore, but after thinking that after he saved this woman, she did provide him with a lot of information about the Mandala Organization.

Zaiyama Meixue's current state, this can't help but make Zhou Ming feel a little moved.

"You've finally said a human thing. ”

Li Lingyu slapped Zhou Ming's elbow and said.

"The sentence I learned in the book the day before yesterday is not very cultured? ”

Zhou Ming said this to Li Lingyu, and the atmosphere that had been a little strict before was also slightly relaxed.

"What book?"

Li Lingyu said: "If you are ugly, you have to read more, and now you have some awareness." ”

Zhou Ming ignored the second half of Li Lingyu's sentence and replied, "The story will be." ”

Miyuki Yokoyama laughed out loud, but if her breath fluctuated slightly, there would be a noticeable tingling pain in her chest.

This feeling was accompanied by the spread and deepening of the phytoxin, and each time it was more painful than the last.

The love that was finally eased before, because of the pain in the chest, made Miyuki Yokoyama unable to laugh.

She didn't even have the right to laugh anymore.

"Actually, what I said before was a lie to you. ”

Miyuki Yokoyama felt a little guilty, so said.

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