If I could choose my life again, I would have avoided the nightclub that changed my life's fate on that day thirty years ago, and even more so the man who made my life go into a catastrophe.

But at that time, how happy I was, when I saw him for the first time, I knew that my fate was about to change, but I never imagined that the change I had dreamed of was completely off the rails and ended up going to the other extreme.

For a girl like me, who comes from a family and comes to such a big city, has no skills, and has not even studied for a few years, and wants to gain a firm foothold and live the same life as the people in the city, there are not many choices.

Of course, or you can say, I can go to a rich family to be a nanny, or a factory worker or something, and I can live a good life through hard work.

However, if you can say such a thing, it only means that you are a so-called city man who stands and talks without a backache, and does not understand the self-righteousness of people like us.

Have you ever seen a nanny or a female worker who can escape his fate and become a human being? Maybe there is, but it is also regarded as a legendary figure, maybe there will be one in tens of thousands of people, and most of them will be just a nanny or a female worker when they are old, and they will always be looked down upon by you city people.

You city people always enjoy their services and pretend to give some cheap sympathy and mercy, but in any case, you can't hide the contempt you have for them in your hearts, and even if you hide it deeply, we can see it at a glance.

I hate it, I live at the bottom forever, and I want to stand tall.

When I stepped into the city, my fellow villagers who had come a few years before me took me to a nightclub, and they said that if we wanted to live like the people in the city, this was the shortcut.

I didn't hesitate to believe their words, especially when I met that man, I think you also guessed who I was talking about, yes, he was Zhang Qihua, the man who brought me the happiest time in my life and made me live in hell for the rest of my life.

He's my first and only guest, so there's no need for me to look down on me for what I do, and even though I'm in that job, I don't have time to do anything more about it.

When the nightclub maître d'act and a few other colleagues first brought me and a few other colleagues to the box, I was so scared that I didn't dare to lift my head.

There were a few men in the box, and my peers were already sitting next to one man, and I was the only one left, and I looked up nervously, and the first thing I saw was him, he was different from everyone else, and I can't say what the difference was, but I always felt that he was different from the men who went in and out of nightclubs.

Only there was a vacant seat left next to him, maybe he looked much colder than the other men, so my peers did not choose him, I hesitated, but walked over and sat down next to him, he didn't refuse, but he didn't look at me either.

Drinking, guessing boxing, playing games, when his companions and my peers were making a fuss, he just watched from the sidelines, did not participate, polite and distant, I was restless, I did not know what I should do, and did not dare to take the initiative to approach him like my peers, although before I came, the foreman and fellow villagers had taught me a lot, but sitting next to him, those skills seemed to disappear from my head.

He seemed to have forgotten that there was a me beside him, until everyone around us gradually dispersed in harmony.

He didn't move, and I didn't dare to move.

The box went from noisy to quiet, I sat quietly with him, I began to look at him secretly, he was smoking a cigarette, the smoke from his exhalation lingered in front of his face, his eyes narrowed slightly, I didn't know what he was thinking.

I was curious about him, a man who came to the nightclub and didn't do anything, and he was very good-looking, better looking than any man I'd ever met.

I sat with him for more than half an hour, and we still didn't say a word, and I became accustomed to the initial apprehension, and I even began to think that if I sat with him like this for the night, I would be willing.

But, after smoking a few cigarettes, he stood up and he started walking out the door, I was a little lost, looking at his back, trying to stop him, but not having the courage.

When he got to the door, he stopped, and he turned to look at me, and for the first time that night he was looking at me.

"What's your name?" he asked me, his voice nice.

I told him, and although my voice was trembling with nervousness, my heart was filled with joy.

Subconsciously, I told him his real name, and I suddenly didn't want to tell him another name that my fellow villagers had chosen for me, and in nightclubs, they all liked to take a different name than the original.

"Are you the first time?" he asked me again.

I hesitated, but nodded, I think he noticed my jerkiness, compared to my peers, I looked clumsy and rustic, I suddenly a little nervous, afraid that he would say that my service was not up to standard, that he would never need me again.

But unexpectedly, he said to me: "Don't accept anyone else, I will tell your foreman, and you will be alone with me in the future." ”

After saying this, he didn't look at me again, then turned and opened the door and left.

I stood alone in the empty box for a long time, unable to believe that what I heard was true.

But soon the foreman told me the truth of the incident, and soon the whole sister in the nightclub knew about it, and many people began to congratulate me, and of course, there were many people who ridiculed and said cool things.

Although they are all disgraceful jobs, but in a nightclub, serving only one man, compared to serving many men, is almost what all peers can't ask for, not to mention that the rare foreman actually agreed, I think that man is very capable.

The foreman really didn't send me any other tasks, but he didn't show up for a few days, I looked forward to it day by day, and day by day I was disappointed and disappointed, and there were more people talking about it, just when I thought he was not coming anymore, he finally appeared again, still with a few other men.

I sat down next to him again, and I was more pleased than I was last time.

He still rarely spoke, except for the occasional conversation with the men he brought with him, he wouldn't talk to the women who came to our nightclub, and even to me, as he had done last time, sat next to him, just like a set.