"It's just that if you can't do it in the future, it won't hurt anything. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info" Zhao didn't dare to look at her face, and his voice was as heavy as his heart: "Don't worry, one day I will give you an antidote, but not now." You hate me and want to kill me, you want to leave the palace, you will do martial arts, I will be difficult to imprison you, I can't tie you up like a dog, you are my most beloved woman, not a pet. I can't control you with the poison I gave to my father-in-law, because the pain I have given you will be transferred to my heart. What I'm saying is all true, and I'm trying to keep you by any means necessary. You obviously love me deeply, but through layers of hatred, the relationship deteriorates, and I am too obsessed. I want to live with you for the rest of my life, no matter how selfish it is, I will never regret making this decision!"

"You'll never get my heart!" Shen Lijue slowly raised his hand, wanting to give Zhao Ru a slap, but was firmly grasped by Zhao Ru: "You're just relaxed now, but you still can't use your strength, I'll do it myself?" Shen Lijue was shocked, she felt that Zhao seemed to be crazy, she really couldn't understand Zhao Qi's heart at the moment, she didn't want to admit that his obsession was really deep, but she didn't expect Zhao Yi's handprint to be printed on her face, but she smiled nonchalantly: "Ah Li can do whatever he wants, but I can't die, I want you to be by my side all the time, maybe sad, but I can't control myself who is driven by obsession, it's all about your love." ”

Late at night, Shen Lijue couldn't help but think of the scene when she suddenly threw herself into bed and fell asleep yesterday when she thought she was carefree, and couldn't help but cry like rain, why was she crying, she didn't want to think about it, Zhao seemed to have been looking at her, she closed her eyes, this time, she was pretending to be asleep. Seeing her sleeping, Zhao seemed to lie down, he was really sleepy, perhaps the most tired was the heart.

"Ah Li, you have to believe me...... My father-in-law would rather die than be controlled, I just wanted to trick my father-in-law into drinking the medicine to do something for me, and I never wanted my father-in-law to die...... Ah Li......" Zhao seemed to be vaguely talking in his dream, Shen Lijue heard it clearly, but thinking about Zhao Xiang's various behaviors, her hatred was undiminished, and she said sarcastically: "Don't pretend to be asleep, even if it's true, my father died because of you, you are an unscrupulous despicable villain, even if I have all kinds of helplessness, I can't forgive you!" However, Zhao seemed to have not woken up, nor did he say anything more, and after a long time, he vaguely said something in mind, and she wanted to get up from insomnia, but she was always weak.

"Ah Li, I have something important to go out, and I'll come back soon, I'll give you the antidote, but after you figure it out. Zhao seemed to want to step out of the threshold, and suddenly called: "Come on, take care of the princess, serve well, if Ah Li commits suicide, you will all be buried together!" She was stunned when she heard this: "All the funeral companions? You are really ruthless! I can't afford your kind of care! Do you know that your every move is disgusting now!" Zhao Ru smiled and walked out of the house.

On the way, his smile had long since faded, his eyes were full of sadness, he looked back at Cai Wangfu, sighed, turned around and continued to hurry, no one around him followed, he suddenly felt a burst of endless loneliness, the wind blew into his heart, cold to his heart.

After those nights, she spent her time in a powerless and struggling collapse, suffering that life was worse than death, and she felt that Zhao seemed to have never really taken into account her feelings, and had been imposing her obsessions.

She has been thinking about the day when she kills Zhao Ru, where will she go, is she pulling out her sword and killing herself to accompany her family? She thought of her mother who loved her in every way, and her mother was most relieved before she died, stroking her round little head, and smiling far-fetched: "My mother is going to a far away place, and I won't come back for the time being. Promise your mother, no matter what...... To live...... Let your mother see that you are doing well, and let your mother feel at ease...... No matter how sad the future may be, remember, life is like a dream, and your road is still ......"

"Beautiful?" she looked at Zhao Ru and smiled bitterly: "What is beautiful, it is just a flash in the pan, the past is cloudy, and now there is only grudge left on this road, and there is only endless darkness and blank ...... ahead" "You must think that I am not the right person you are waiting for?" Zhao Ru hugged Shen Lijue's waist and gradually began to look directly into her eyes: "But I am convinced that you and I will never have a fate." ”

Every night when she pretends to be asleep, she can secretly see Zhao who suddenly sat up, he always looks out the window at the night, his eyes are lonely, and he doesn't know what to think.

Until the day he gave her the antidote—

She was finally able to move freely, jumped out of bed, pulled out the long sword on Zhao Ru's waist and plunged it directly into his heart, without saying a word.

He smiled indifferently: "I suddenly feel that this is fine, as long as you are happy...... Ah Li, I am more reluctant to you than afraid of death, I always selfishly think that you are the king in this life. Your smile will really be transferred to me, I will never be relieved, I just want you to know that my heart for you has never changed, I am still the same little ...... seven years ago" He looked at Shen Lijue and smiled, but laughed out of tears: "In this life, who is the calamity of whom, in the next life, who can change who does not regret it, but I am always reluctant to ...... Ah Li, do you really want to say another word to me?"

"You killed my father, and you killed my infatuation with you!" When she said these words, her heart was still aching: "This time...... You and I are really over......" She drew her sword violently, the blood in his heart did not stop, and he stopped talking, clutching his chest and falling to the ground in a dizziness, never waking up again. She was shocked, and in a panic, she threw down her sword and flew off the wall to escape from King Cai's mansion carefully.

Soon it began to rain, and like her weeping heart, she walked dazedly in the old alley, her mind full of the past, and she suddenly pulled off the hairpin on her head and was stunned.

She remembered that there were still things that Zhao seemed to give her that had not been discarded, she raised her hand, but she couldn't help but take it back, she always felt that there was a past self desperately trying to stop her.

She killed Zhao Ru, she finally avenged her father! But she never let go, and it was hard to laugh anymore.

She was not worried that the people of King Cai's Mansion would hunt her down sooner or later, because the emperor buried King Cai and posthumously crowned Queen Cai, and there was no news about her wanted. It's puzzling, but it's not a bad thing.

She didn't know what was the reason for this wandering heart, because she was homeless, because she didn't know where to go.

"Ah Li...... Ah Li?"

She was stunned and turned to meet a familiar face.

He stared at the big eyes and frowned slightly, there was still a trace of childishness on his face, his white and tender hand touched her cheek, and his voice was as warm as ever: "Why are you crying......"