Chapter Thirty-Eight: Tired Heart: What to Sleep on Such a Good Night!
It's autumn again, the red leaves are full of old alleys, people come and go at the intersection, and the city is very lively, but there is less of the two children's fighting. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info He was scurrying around excitedly, but now he walks quietly alone, and he hasn't calmed down for a long time to enjoy this ordinary autumn scene, and the warmth is no longer spontaneous, and the warmth is not far away, he knows that he has been shaken.
There was a lot of excitement in front of him, he was bored and came up, it was two children playing treasure, all kinds of spoofs were all leftovers of their play, he smiled, turned around, and stopped talking. He wanted to talk to her and laugh, but the person who had been with him all day was no longer around.
He stepped out of the crowd, and all the feelings turned into a soft sigh.
When I feel like I'm losing everything, I'm only going to lose more.
"Because you feel like you deserve more, because you don't know how to cherish at all. ”
He turned his head suddenly, and she was already standing in front of him, his eyes bewildering and bewildering. "Ah Li!" he stretched out his hand to take the hand, but she had already disappeared, and he realized that Shen Lijue was still locked up by him, and it was impossible to step out of King Cai's mansion. Ah Li, if you show up, you will definitely say something about me like you just did......
Going around, his eyes inadvertently swept over a stall selling headdresses, a light suddenly ignited in his eyes, staring at a hairpin and stepped forward, checked the texture and the authenticity of the jade, and was looking at it, Shen Lijue's figure flashed in front of him, she took the hairpin and smiled and turned around to ask him if he looked good, he smiled, bought the hairpin, he hadn't laughed so pure for a long time.
It's closer, it's closer......
"Ah Li!" He slammed the door in, when Shen Lijue looked at him in surprise, he was still smiling, that pure smile made Shen Lijue feel a trace of hatred in his heart was temporarily sealed, staring at Zhao who didn't know what to eat wrong, it became more and more strange, when he was surprised by his reaction, he found that the original way back had not disappeared, it was in front of him, but he thought for a long time that he thought that he would never find that way again, he thought that he could really cut off everything with Shen Lijue.
"But, I really miss you," he pointed to his heart with his hand holding the hairpin: "Here, it seems that a lot of days and nights of longing have been accumulated, and there is no way to dissipate." Shen Lijue was even more overwhelmed by the topic he started halfway through, and when she stared at him in a daze, she hated that she was always easy to soften when she looked at him, just like he couldn't imagine that one day he would not be able to help but see her in this way.
"I'm annoyed when I see you. Shen Lijue perfunctorily threw down this sentence that surprised even herself, and turned around to walk out of the house to avoid this inexplicable atmosphere, but unexpectedly, Zhao seemed to grab her hand suddenly, the soft back of his hand made him nostalgic, the temperature of the palm was so real, this time he really grabbed it. "I like Ah Li, who dares to love and hate," he smiled faintly: "Love and hate are written on my face, whether I love or hate, it makes me feel at ease." ”
"This hairpin is for you, I think it is more suitable for you than a long sword," Speaking of this, he panicked in his heart, and his legs were weak and suddenly knelt on the ground: "It's all my fault, you are a woman, believe me to follow me, you should live the life that an ordinary woman should live, I should protect you well and take care of you, but I hurt more people's hearts and scars, when you pick up the sword, all you think about is me, what a ridiculous husband I am." He looked up, his eyes were full of sadness, she was already stunned, she hadn't seen him in such real eyes for a long time.
"Take it...... I'm still me, I've always been Xiaolike, and you've always been the knife-mouthed tofu-hearted Ah Li......" There was no half of a lie in Zhao Rujing's eyes, Shen Lijue had already seen it clearly, but he couldn't let it go because he was unwilling, Zhao seemed to smile suddenly, the warm smile was still so reassuring to her, she had not been washed away by the wind and rain for many years, and the tears in her old eyes betrayed the corners of his mouth. "Ah Li...... Ah Li's ...... his heavy head fell to the ground in his weakness: "Without Ah Li, I would be really alone! I would be really alone......" His hand holding the hairpin was still trembling, Shen Lijue looked straight at him, and her heart tingled, and she was frustrated that she had been driven by emotions that she couldn't let go. Because she is actually soft-hearted, she is easily hurt, but she would rather be obsessed, even if it is impossible to recover, which is like another her, making her irresistible.
She took the hairpin that Zhao seemed to hold tightly, and clenched the hand: "I'm still struggling, questioning my choice, obsessed to the end, whether I really don't regret it." Zhao seemed to be unbelievable that Shen Lijue really forgave him, she really had a knife mouth and a tofu heart, on the surface she was protecting herself, but the real her in her heart often drove her whole body, he understood more and more what a weak girl this was, he hugged her tightly out of control, the tears did not stop, Shen Lijue hit him a few times, he smiled: "This fist is so nostalgic......"
In that punch after punch, he remembered the ruthlessness he had for the imperial brother back then, how could what Shen Lijue said back then be unreasonable, but at that time, he was carried away by a complicated heart, and he really didn't know how to cherish it, as for today, he has not been retributed, because Shen Lijue forgave him. And he made the royal brother who wanted to go back to the past suffer his hatred, and the pain to his bones was four years. Maybe the imperial brother's heart hasn't changed much, so he has been treated as he was the same for the past four years, but his heart is deliberately far away, and the superficial compliment may be the biggest harm in the eyes of the imperial brother who sees through everything.
He has not forgiven his brother so far...... Thinking of this, a thousand regrets welled up in his heart: "I really deserve to die." "A dream is born, like a white horse passing through the gap, just seeking to never regret it." She kissed him softly on the lips, and his eyes were full of affection.
"There is one thing in this life that I will never regret until I die, and that is to marry you and spend the rest of my life with you. ”
It's night.
"Ah Li...... Eh, where are you going?"
"Go back to my place to sleep, I don't like to be manipulated by you before going to bed, it's still the old rule, I lived in the cabin you gave me five years ago, the bed is big and soft, I miss it!"
"Hey~~~ blah blah blah......! Hey, that room? ...... I really can't live there!"
"Why?"
"It'...... It's been a long time since it's been cleaned because no one lives and the cobwebs and spiders are all in bed!"
"Ahh
"You just live with me, stay with me, that bed is also very big and soft, and you can ...... happily Lying on the bed......"
"You're embarrassed to say that I originally lived in that house, but you have to imprison me in another courtyard and play in a cold palace," Speaking of which, Shen Lijue unceremoniously sent Zhao Ru punch after punch, "It's all your fault!"
"Okay, Ah Li, I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong, I can't do it," Zhao seemed to take Shen Lijue in his arms, and looked awkward: "Sleep together." ”
"Okay. Shen Lijue said that he entered the house, and fell asleep: "Sleepy......" Zhao seemed to be very excited, and when he came back to his senses, the whole person was not good: "...... Huh?" I saw that Shen Lijue had fallen asleep to death, no matter whether he pretended to cough or pretended to accidentally touch, he couldn't wake up, and he was speechless for a moment.
Shen Lijue slept soundly, and Zhao seemed to be in tears on the side: "I'm tired too!