Chapter Fifty-Nine: Knowing Yourself Warmly and Coldly
Cheng Jinzhi's tone was low, his eyes were full of loss, and every word was deeply pierced into Gao Heng's eardrums, making his heart gloomy. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
He raised his head and looked at Cheng Jinzhi, who lowered his eyebrows and lowered his eyes, and there was a trace of sadness in his eyes that was not easy to detect, and he moved his lips, and he stopped talking.
For a moment, he was desperate to tell all the truth, but finally looked away from her and replied faintly, "Don't think nonsense. ”
It's like he's stuck in a strange circle right now. In Cheng Jinzhi's feelings for himself, he didn't have enough confidence to be sure that she would stay resolutely after hearing the truth. And he values the morality of his friends, and every time he thinks of Gu Hanqing, the guilt in his heart arises spontaneously, forcing him to try his best to suppress in front of Cheng Jinzhi, pretend to be deaf and dumb, say some things against his will, and do some things against his will.
If he could, he would rather not agree to Gu Hanqing's request at the beginning, and did not help Cheng Jinzhi.
After all, everything in the world is like this, and without a beginning, there is no end.
"You ......"
Seeing Gao Heng's posture of being a cold death, Cheng Jinzhi was so angry that the fists in her hands creaked, and after silently reciting "exploding on the spot" to him countless times in her heart, she felt that the person who was going to "explode" in the end was actually herself.
The words are like gold, the tone is undulating, and the eyes are as indifferent as water. Cheng Jinzhi stroked his chest and tried his best to suppress the anger that kept rising back into his stomach, his eyes rolled, and he suddenly bent down to cover his abdomen, crying and wailing.
"Oh, it hurts, it hurts, I don't know if I hurt my stomach at night, it hurts......"
While showing what she thought was superb acting skills, she looked at Gao Heng with her eyes, and saw that he was still writing indifferently, so she raised her voice even more, until she was about to sit on the ground, and Gao Heng said: "Don't shout, I'll send someone to send you back." ”
Cheng Jinzhi's acting skills are too exaggerated, let alone Gao Heng, even a three-year-old child can see that she is pretending, only she doesn't know it.
"I want you to send me back. Cheng Jinzhi approached him and said unrelentingly, "I'm in so much pain, you should at least give a reaction, right?"
"It's too fake, let's go back to the furnace and reinvent it. ”
Gao Heng put down his pen, put the approved official document aside, and watched her stand up.
"You're going to send me back?"
Cheng Jinzhi just grinned at the corner of his mouth, but saw him open the door and shouted outside: "Someone." ”
Soon, two domestic servants arrived.
"Fetch a lamp and send the princess back to the main courtyard. ”
"I said I won't go back!" Cheng Jinzhi glared at Gao Heng angrily, waved his hand to the two servants in front of him and said, "Go, go, you all go to sleep, don't come over if you shout anything, do you hear it." ”
However, the two servants did not dare to agree directly, and looked at Gao Heng as if seeking advice. Seeing this, Cheng Jinzhi rushed to the two of them and slanted his eyebrows and said, "What do you mean?
"The little ones don't dare, and the little ones will retreat. ”
Seeing Cheng Jinzhi's angry eyes and menacing appearance, the two guessed in their hearts that she must be having an awkward relationship with Gao Heng, and she was angry at the moment. With the mentality of fearing that he would be implicated, he hurriedly retreated after answering the voice.
"See what else you can do?"
Cheng Jinzhi winked proudly at Gao Heng, but saw Gao Heng sigh lightly and took the cloak hanging on the side of several cases.
"I'll send you back. ”
"That's pretty much it. ”
Cheng Jinzhi felt a burst of joy in his heart when he heard this, and nodded happily.
It's rare for him to make trouble unreasonably, even if Gao Heng's face is full of disgust at the moment, it is not a bad idea to let him compromise for this.
The night was hazy and the wind was getting tighter.
Gao Heng carried the lamp and slowly walked on the road to the main courtyard, Cheng Jinzhi leaned on his side and grabbed his arm tightly, lest as soon as he let go, Gao Heng would disappear into the night and nowhere to be found.
The dim light illuminated the snow on the ground that had not yet completely melted, and the faint light hit Gao Heng's delicate side face, softening the cold lines of his face, making it impossible to see the expression on his face at the moment.
Cheng Jinzhi raised his eyes to look at him, pursed his lips and wanted to speak, but he couldn't find any reason to speak for a while. Even though she is as enthusiastic as fire, in the face of such a stubborn iceberg, most of her fire has been extinguished before it burns.
Just thinking about it, Cheng Jinzhi only felt that her feet slipped, as if she had stepped on the frozen ice on the ground, fortunately she was holding Gao Heng's hand, otherwise she would have to sit on the ground and bloom.
"The road is slippery in the snow, so concentrate on walking. ”
Gao Heng said lightly, put her hand in the palm of her hand, and stepped up her strength.
"When I came, I ran all the way and was fine. ”
I felt a burst of warmth in my palm, and it went straight to my heart. Although Cheng Jinzhi was stubborn, he leaned his body even closer into Gao Heng's arms, revealing a reassuring and satisfied smile.
Gao Heng turned his head sideways to look at Cheng Jinzhi who was snuggled beside him, gently raised the corners of his mouth, and when he turned his head, half of his side face disappeared into the night again.
Why doesn't he want the years to be quiet and not make waves, why doesn't he want to go down this road calmly with Cheng Jinzhi?
It's just that there are too many things in this world that can't be controlled by him, he can't do everything with a clear conscience, and he can't do everything perfectly, life is like this, and so are feelings.
Arriving at the main courtyard, Gao Heng pushed open the door and sent Cheng Jinzhi into the house, stood still for a while, turned around and wanted to leave, but saw that Cheng Jinzhi had been holding his hand and refused to let go.
"Don't go, I can't sleep without you. ”
Gao Heng took a deep breath and turned around, looking at Cheng Jinzhi with an aggrieved look, even if he knew that she was pretending, he couldn't bear it after all, so he took off his cloak and hung it on the carved hanger next to him.
"Sleep. ”
"You're not leaving?"
"Hmm. ”
Seeing Gao Heng nodding, Cheng Jinzhi breathed a sigh of relief and sat down on the bed with a yawn.
Suddenly, she suddenly felt that she was like those concubines in the harem who were not favored by the emperor, and tried her best to find all kinds of ways to finally get the emperor's mercy and stay in the palace for one night.
When the morning sun came again the next day, she became a deep resentful girl again, only the empty room was there, and she could only wipe the traces.
Thinking of this, she couldn't help but crook her mouth with resentment, and when she looked back, she saw that Gao Heng was ready to go to bed, and she didn't want to pay attention to her appearance at all, so she reluctantly lifted the quilt and buried herself in it.
I don't know how long it took, but in a drowsy mood, she felt someone approaching her in a daze, and then, a warm hand was over her hair, and the fingertips gently rubbed her cheek.
Her heart tightened, and she still closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep, but the heart in her chest beat faster.
After a long silence, the familiar voice sounded in her ears, and every word was like a warm light in the winter that penetrated into her heart, illuminating the inner wall of her heart both bright and warm.
"Cheng Jinzhi, are you willing to stay by my side forever?"