"Speaking of gifts for Xiaoxue, it's better to have something to do with cats!" "Coming out of the clothing store, my sister continued to take me to wander around the mall.

I'm not in the mood to think about anything else right now, but the problem is that all I'm thinking about now is my sister in a backless sweater — maybe the clerk was right, I just hadn't seen the world.

It seems that it is said that adolescent boys my age should more or less have a little yellow book or two or a secret collection of adult magazines, but I have never thought about this aspect of things, and I should more or less get together to judge the girls in the class and express "if only XX were my girlfriend" Little fantasy, I've never done this, of course, I've been in love, but, recalling the experience of the relationship with Xiaochun, the most intimate act is the kiss that the two of them have stopped when they are alone, and they haven't even been too frivolous, so pure that if you don't say it, others won't think it's a couple's spiritual relationship.

Thinking about all this, and then experiencing the shock that my sister just had, even if it was Yui-san, some bad thoughts would pop up in my head. Of course, it's good that it's Yui-san, otherwise I think there would be some worse delusions.

Of course, even now, it's embarrassing enough for me.

I tried to focus my energy on observing the cat ornaments that my sister pointed out, cat ornaments, cat's paw gloves, cat's paw socks, cat ear headdress, if Sister Yui wore such a headdress, well, it would be more suitable for my sister's puppy periphery, the kind of canine gloves, and finally the earrings of Inuxi, plus the backless sweater just now - why did you go back again!

But my sister would be cute if she put on this type of glove, like right now, the way her hand grabbed my hand with puppy gloves — uh, that's reality?

"I think this glove is also very cute, it's not expensive, I really want to buy it, what do you think?" my sister appeared in front of me with a smile on her face.

"Well, it's cute, it's pretty good for what I imagined, ah, I mean, it's like what I imagined my sister to look like, well, no-"

Oops, incoherent.

"-Really, what are you thinking?" Yui-sama's face also turned red, and she quickly withdrew her hand.

"Uh-"

Actually, this should be a normal reaction of adolescent boys, right? But why does it seem so abnormal to me?

"Xiaohe,Choosing a gift for a girl should be careful.,I'm teaching you this.,Even if you think it's good to choose a gift for Xiaoxue a little more casually.,But you will always have a girl who wants to carefully choose a gift that contains your heart, right?

"Hmm-"

"Also, the birthday gift you chose for me before, at first glance, it looks like it's too usual, and I haven't chosen it seriously, starting next year, I should also choose a birthday gift carefully, and today is your opportunity to practice, understand?"

Then buy her these gloves directly next time.

"This pair of gloves is forbidden, and I'm going to buy it myself after that. ”

"Hmm-"

- But, to be honest, even if you want me to be attentive, let me choose a gift for a girl who has just refused, even if it's just practice, it's too hard, right?

"Okay, let's forget it today, right? Pick a gift for Xiaoxue, it's still embarrassing Xiaohe. ”

"Huh?"

"On Christmas night, Xiaohe must have said something to Xiaoxue, right?"

“……”

"Actually, you can guess it, when I'm present, Xiaohe generally won't leave early, you will stay because you take care of my thoughts, if you leave early, something must have happened, plus Xiaoxue's performance is too obvious. My sister said calmly while staring at the various ornaments in front of her, but she did not look at me the whole time.

Although I had already thought that my sister might have guessed all this, I always thought that she would pretend not to know, and then wait for everything to pass naturally, but, I didn't expect that she would shake the topic out in this situation.

"Actually, I continued to let Xiaohe come out to help choose a gift to test Xiaohe's thoughts, just thinking about whether everyone can participate in club activities together after this kind of accident, if the small business doesn't come back, Xiaoxue and Xiaohe will fall out again, and the club will basically be disbanded, right?"

"Actually, if it's just a club activity, it's okay, and my sister may not be so embarrassed when she adjusts the atmosphere. ”

"Well, probably!" the sister nodded silently.

Is she saying this just for the community?

"Oh, by the way, just by the way, Xiaohe doesn't have to answer if he doesn't want to, why should Xiaohe refuse Xiaoxue?"

This is the second person to ask me this question, the first one is my sister under the snow, and now my own sister.

However, the idea that can be reluctantly admitted in front of Yono under the snow is difficult to say in front of Yui Yuihama. Because, that sentence reminds me too easily of the confrontation in front of the school building that morning, Yui Yuhihama and Yukina Kogi Yukina had no warning, but it was hard to forget.

If it's because he still has a trace of fantasy about Xiao Mu Yu's predecessors in his heart, then Sister Yui will definitely be angry, although I don't know why she is angry, but I just know that she will be angry.

"Well, if you don't want to answer, you don't have to. ”

"Hmm. ”

My sister shook her head seemingly tolerantly, but she silently refused to answer, on the other hand, it was actually a very obvious hint, after all, the fact that Yono had already felt it under the snow, how could Yui Yui not understand it?

So,The question that I had forgotten for a long time came to the table again.,Slowly,I knew what Yukina Kogi thought.,I knew Yuki's thoughts.,I knew Yukino's thoughts.,But,What should be the person closest to me.,Yui Yukihama's thoughts,Did I really think about it?

Because I'm an older sister, all my care, all my care, and all my anger are because of this understanding of my dearest brother, which is of course logical, just as because Sister Yui is an older sister, so I will be very concerned about her every move, will care about her unrestricted care and doting, and will be picky about the boyfriends she may have, as it should be.

But is it really that simple?

Just like just now, when I saw my sister's dress, my heart beat faster at that time, and I have been obsessed with what my sister was wearing for so long, why? Or, in what capacity did I look at Yui Yui Hama?

Is that unhesitation the same as when I refused to be under the snow?

It can be said that it is different, but what if it is the same? Man is an animal that can deceive himself, self-persuade, and some moral and ethical self-persuasion mechanism will firmly bind some dangerous thoughts.

I'm not sure about that.

However, because I myself am not sure, I am not sure what my sister thinks of me—there is another possibility of danger.

I remember that from a certain period of time, Yui-san and I began to have more intimate movements, what if that meant some other thoughts?

It's really a little hard to accept.,Even if it's a top sister like Qigu.,I'll only say that I want to be with my sister all the time.,Let your sister support herself.,Instead of falling in love with your sister or marrying your sister.。 The only person who will say such a thing is the kind of person who has no blood relationship at all and just regards his sister as the object of delusion.

So, if someone asks me if I'm going to fall in love with Yui-san or marry Yui-sama, I don't hesitate to tell them that it's a joke, and even after carefully analyzing my feelings and my own thoughts, I will still say so.

But, would my sister be so sure?

But if I deny all of that, is the rest of my strong possessiveness for Yui-san just because she's my sister?

"Kowa-" Yui-sama's body leaned over again.

I jumped away again, this time, not simply taken aback or subconsciously, but a little nervous and even overwhelmed.

"Uh, shouldn't I mention Xiaoxue?" Sister Yui looked at me with tears in her eyes, "Did you make Xiaohe sad?"

"Not really. ”

"That little and just so depressed—"

I turned my head weakly.

Thinking about whether my sister will have feelings for her? If you say something like that, I'm afraid I'm going crazy, right?

"Nothing, nothing to think about, just how to make myself more comfortable under the snow or something, haha-" panicked looking for a reason.

"Well, the winter vacation is still very long, so you can think about it slowly. My sister nodded, and I was relieved that she didn't dig into it properly.

"Xiaoxue's gift, do you still want to pick it?"

"Go ahead and pick, whatever, whatever. ”

"Okay, what do you think of these cat-foot shaped indoor socks?"

"The character under the snow may be worn secretly, and it may fit unexpectedly. ”

Some thoughts that are too dangerous need to be buried in the bottom of the heart, which is self-restraint as a human being.

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Suddenly I feel that the text writing the orthopedic line may be unexpectedly with a feeling (looking at the outline in a silent daze)