Chapter 39: Different Ways of Guiding Different People
I used to envisage when and where if there was an opposition, they would raise their objections. The chairman's speech at the opening ceremony of the cultural festival is a possible venue.
But when you think about it, it's practically impossible, and it's not a good idea to disturb people's mood with scandalous anecdotes at a time when everyone is eagerly awaiting, or at least showing anti-antidiscrative aversion for the festival to open.
So, under the snow on the stage, the chairman's speech was carried out steadily and steadily.
Somewhat unexpectedly, but not unexpectedly, I saw Isshiki's figure in the place where she was preparing behind the scenes under the snow, and I don't know if the two of them communicated together before they took the stage under the snow, or if Ischiyuki just happened to walk to that place, and imagined a little about how she would behave two days later when she became the focus of the lights.
However, it didn't matter how the supporting character would behave, and when she rejected me, Ichishiyu was destined to become a buried primordial stone.
"In the end, that child has become the object of sacrifice!" Probably noticing my gaze, Hikiya also looked at Isseki and said leisurely.
"If you feel distressed, you can try to play a reliable senior to help her, maybe Yishi's classmates will have some subtle feelings because of this?"
"That kind of girl's feelings, it's too difficult to distinguish between true and fake, if you invest in it but find that you are being played by the other party, isn't it very troublesome?"
"Sure enough, you still carry out the malicious thoughts about the world from beginning to end! Compared to the predecessors of Qigu, the world is so cruel, but you have to achieve the world with gentle self-sacrifice, should I say that you are idealistic or realistic?"
Hikiya's shoulders shrugged imperceptibly - because I was so close to him that I could notice even such a movement.
"Being able to put together the word ideal, which has nothing to do with me, Yubihama, don't you think you have a lot of original talent?"
"Tut, because you can always see the crux of the problem very accurately, you can deliberately avoid the essence of the problem, which can be regarded as a natural skill compared to your predecessors in Qigu, right?"
"Yubihama, don't you think you're too confident, whether it's judging other people or judging how things are going?"
"A rational and proud person should have this kind of self-confidence, and don't you think it's ironic to say this sentence from your mouth, than Qigu's predecessors?"
Compared to the sharp snow, Biqigu, who was always strangled by me in the cradle before trying to show his solution to the problem, doesn't seem to have much opportunity to perform, so, at least for a while, the struggle between me and Biqigu should continue.
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Of course, while I have a lot of disagreements with him, at least one thing I agree with him is his absolute appreciation for solitude.
Although I will not elevate the status of loneliness to any particular level, he who dominates others mentally and cognitively must be lonely. Loneliness is not a goal to be appreciated, loneliness is just the natural result of people reaching a certain stage.
In other words, only those who recognize the consequences of their own loneliness have the ability to truly and accurately perceive the hearts of others and into their own hearts. Because, even the vast majority of people who seem to be "not lonely" actually have their interpersonal relationships not as solid as they think.
Therefore, human beings are born free, and they are lonely because of freedom.
- Of course, unlike Bikigu, I wouldn't use this theory to justify my current situation. Because there is also a human nature, that is, to try to find a sense of identity from the collective, and it is absolutely impossible to accomplish this alone.
Well, to put it in layman's terms, I'm embarrassed that no one was with me at the festival.
In fact, I did have a few people who could barely be called "friends" to visit the festival, but unfortunately, at least on the first morning, they had to be in charge of pretending to be ghosts in the "haunted house" of the class. It was also because of the special environment of the "haunted house" that it was impossible for me to stay alone in the classroom in a daze.
At first, I tried to act as a ticket inspector at the class gate, but the rest of the class was adamant that Yubihama, the executive committee member who had "sacrificed so much for the class", would waste precious play time on the ticket gate—this was probably the first time I realized that I was so popular, albeit regrettably, since I was in high school.
So, I had to go to the festival alone.
The embarrassment of going to a cultural festival alone is probably second only to going to the cinema to watch a romance movie and walking aimlessly from classroom to classroom – if you come across an inattentive class holding an art exhibition or something, you can pretend to go in and enjoy it, but the main reason is that there is no queue in this kind of place, of course. On the other hand, the maid café or the animal café or all in all kinds of popular classes don't need to be considered - just queuing up with a bunch of chattering boys and girls is embarrassing.
That's when I'll miss Hikiya - the guy seems to have been lucky enough to take on a role in his class's drama.
Other people's words, my sister seems to be still busy preparing for the final performance of Yono's band under the snow, and Kogi So-senpai should also be active in the class - and even if there is no activity, I don't know what to say to her in my current state, as for Isshiki, in our current state of barely being able to say a few words, this is almost an extravagant hope.
Of course, I'm not ignoring anyone, Your Excellency the Executive Committee Chairman is busy with work, so I still don't bother her.
- But if you run head-on, it doesn't seem like there's much to do.
I was exposed to snow at the door of my second-year Group F classroom. After my careful analysis, going to a play with a lot of acquaintances is a good way to waste time, basically, counting the time spent sitting in the classroom waiting, the play performance, and then pretending to talk to people, that morning is gone.
So, in the end, I chose to go directly to the classroom of Group F in the second year and become the first few audience members who seemed enthusiastic, which was the best choice for me.
- So I don't understand why I'm here under the snow.
"Huh, a person?" After greeting each other, the other person blinked.
"Well, a person. ”
"Your sister doesn't have a role in their class drama!" Xue Xia kindly reminded me.
"Well, I know. ”
"You don't look like you're someone who's interested in a drama like The Little Prince?"
"Not interested. ”
"So, just passing through?"
"No, I'm going to go in and see. ”
"Oh-" Xue Xia tilted her head, gave me a serious look, and then said cleanly, "That's right, I'll take a look too!"
"Uh, Ministry—well, under the snow, just like you did. ”
"What do you mean?"
"I mean, you don't have to look at me with a sympathetic look like you did and go in with me, I should say that I might feel embarrassed to watch this play with you. ”
"Oh, I just want to watch this drama, Yubihama-san, maybe you need to re-fix your overly open thinking circuit?"
Regardless of what I was thinking under the snow, I was faced with a dilemma. One is to go in with the snow, and according to the current situation, the two of us should be next to each other, at this time, the large number of acquaintances in Group F in the past two years will become an obstacle - if they have any misunderstanding, it will be troublesome, and the second is to leave, believing that the snow will not follow, but this means giving up the best way to spend the morning.
In the end, I chose the former - it was just a general embarrassment to watch a drama with "just happen" under the snow, but I really couldn't imagine the misery of having me go to the festival alone for a morning.
"Well, then please advise. I nodded to the snow and replied.
"Well, please advise. "There seems to be a blush on his face under the snow.
So what's going on with this weird vibe?
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Watching dramas is not the point, taking advantage of the opportunity to waste time while watching dramas, or thinking about some strange things is the point. What's more, from the appearance of Hayama as the main character, I can feel that I have a strong style that belongs to that Ebi Nahimena - I'm sorry, but I can't do it without prejudice to enjoy the plot without any BL hints.
So I started to be in a daze in the first row of the audience, dragging my cheeks, and skillfully in a daze.
Under the snow next to me, it seems that I am watching the drama very seriously-I wonder if this can prove Ebina's sentence "Girls who hate BL do not exist".
Well, I don't think Ebina said it, but don't worry about these details, right?
Under the snow, Xue Nai watched the drama very seriously, as if he wanted to substitute his whole person into the drama. From the side, her long hair was just right through her ears, hanging down. The side face is fair, but because she is usually this kind of fairness with a very goddess atmosphere, she doesn't know whether the current whiteness under the snow is a normal complexion, or whether she is pale because of tiredness.
I think it's reasonable to feel tired under the snow. After a day off from illness, she immediately returned to work - although I had to deal with the attacks from the outside world, the workload under the snow never decreased, she was not the kind of person who would express her powerlessness, she would be crushed by pressure, but she would not give in to it.
She's certainly a natural leader, there's no doubt about that, all she needs all along is absolute trust in herself. So I can help her, because I believe that as long as I can help her solve the difficulties of the cultural festival, Yukino will be able to continue to move forward on her own in the next snow.
I think the hint given to me by Yang Nai under the snow should be the same meaning.
For people with different foundations, the approach of people who grasp the overall situation is different, for a genius like under the snow, you don't need to lead her forward like an adult leading a child, you just need to be her crutch at a critical time.
The play ended sooner than I thought.
When the snow turned to look at me with a confused expression, I found that my gaze was still somewhat naturally fixed on hers.
"What's wrong?"
I think that at that time, because of panic, I didn't notice that the tone under the snow was much gentler than usual, which was my biggest mistake.
"It's nothing, the last three days of the cultural festival, you have to come on!" I said, a little embarrassed.
"Well, there's only three days left!" replied me in a very light light response under the snow.