Chapter 127: Suicide Aesthetics

Suicide is a choice for some people, and in the eyes of some people, suicide seems to be beautiful, and they arrange a ceremony for their death that is more beautiful than a wedding. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info for the sake of death, they carefully arranged.

It seems that suicide really has beauty in it, and some people seem to enjoy that kind of beauty, and they commit suicide, it seems to be a kind of enjoyment. This truth must be considered a fallacy by many people, but it is undeniable that many people choose to commit suicide, and they are very calm when they commit suicide.

How many kinds of suicide are there? What are the thoughts of a person who commits suicide at the moment of suicide -- whether he is happy, whether he is angry, whether he is sad, whether he is happy, whether he is happy, whether he is happy, what he is thinking about when he commits suicide, is a mystery.

Xu Guo's cousin committed suicide, her cousin fell in love with a boy, she was in her third year of college, and she was infatuated with that boy, but that boy had a girl she liked. Xu Guo's cousin couldn't stand it, that boy was a little cold to her, his attitude towards her was not enthusiastic enough, and his attitude towards her was a little cold, such a situation, Xu Guo's cousin couldn't bear it, she was sad. Xu Guo's cousin is really a strong woman, just like a strong wine, she doesn't choose a gentle way to die, she chooses such a violent death, and actually jumps off the building. fell to death, what a tragic death, how painful, she actually jumped off the building.

Xu Guo's cousin doesn't seem to understand the aesthetics of suicide, doesn't know how to die beautifully, dies so ugly, falls like that, and doesn't understand beauty. If Xu Guo is allowed to choose, he will definitely not choose to jump off the building, he wants to die of old age, that is, try to live, when he lives, when he lives, he will live until he is too old, and finally one day, he will die of old age. In a word, Xu Guo is greedy for life and afraid of death. Xu Guo is indeed greedy for life and afraid of death, he is unwilling to commit suicide, he does not want to commit suicide, he has no desire to commit suicide, and he does not want to understand what suicide aesthetics are.

The person who commits suicide is, in Xu Guo's opinion, an unbeautiful person. Life can be completely beautiful, when it is not beautiful, at least you can work hard to change, if you commit suicide, it will not be beautiful, if you commit suicide, everything will not be beautiful. Suicide, Xu Guo did not approve.

However, her cousin committed suicide. His familiar cousin, now, has become a corpse, what a cold reality. His aunt, very sad, his aunt cried. Xu Guo also cried. He never expected that his cousin would choose to kill himself to end this. Actually, she thought that suicide could end all this, but in fact, in fact, everything was not over as she thought, everything was not over, far from it.

Xu Guo went to his aunt's house, and the atmosphere at his aunt's house changed, not that joyful atmosphere, and his cousin died. My cousin used to like music, participated in singing competitions, won the championship in the country's large-scale music competitions, three championships, how to say, it should be called re-election, won several consecutive championships, several, how many times? If I remember correctly, it was three. The winner of three consecutive singing competitions, she was also a student. It stands to reason that a person like her should have a bright future, how can she sacrifice her future for a little fresh meat? How can she sacrifice her life for a little handsome guy?

Xu Guo couldn't understand his cousin's approach. Xu Guo couldn't understand his cousin's suicide, there was no cousin in the world, and there was no cousin of his. People cannot be resurrected from death, and this has been the case for all eternity. This is reality, as I said before, cold reality, accept, don't want to accept, have to accept. It takes courage to accept reality.

How painful, she died, jumped to her death. Xu Guo was sad, his relatives were sad, his family was sad, and the death of a person made the people around him suddenly sad. Everything is not over, his cousin thought that death could end everything, first of all, she died, the pain she left for her loved ones, will not end, and, moreover, will never end, never will end.

In Xu Guo's computer, there are thousands of pictures, including ink paintings, oil paintings, and photographic works, all of which Xu Guo searched from the Internet. At that time, he searched for a large number of pictures, and the ones he liked were stored in the computer. At that time, he knew who had painted them, but now, after a long time, he no longer knows who made some of them. Set it as the desktop background of the computer, it looks okay, but he no longer knows whose hand the painting of the desktop background comes from. His heart couldn't help but fluctuate a little, that is, there were always some things that were clear at the time, but after a while, blurred. The same is true of people in the world, when people are alive, the state of people in the world is distinct, and everyone is a distinct existence, whether it is pain or joy, it is a distinct existence. And after a person dies, whether it is suicide or homicide, it becomes less distinct, a little longer, it becomes blurred, and then a little longer time passes, and it is very likely that a large number of people, no one knows who they are, no one knows that they lived, as if they never lived, never existed.

Xu Guo will always feel sad because of some subtle things, because of the dust on the laptop, because the scars on his face can never be restored, because of the blurred vision caused by myopia. Xu Guo will also be sad because of some things, because the weather is gloomy and gloomy, because the wind is too strong.

In the afternoon, Xu Guo went to the supermarket to buy food and bought an ice cream. That kind of ice cream, white, the same as snow, but sweeter than snow, snow is not as sweet as ice cream, that kind of ice cream, has a milky taste. Xu Guo loves to eat this kind of ice cream. He was eating ice cream when something fell from the sky.

He was taken aback, it was a person, it was a person who fell from above. It was a girl, she landed from a high place and fell to the ground, if Xu Guo took a step earlier, it is estimated that she would be stoned to death by this person.

Xu Guo looked at her, her flesh and blood became blurred, after the person died, she turned out to be like this. Xu Guo saw the girl who jumped off the building for the first time, and it was the first time he saw such a scene.

In the past, Xu Guo lived an idyllic life at school, carefree and full of sunshine. However, he gradually saw some ugliness in society, such as the one in front of him, I don't know why, I can't think of it, and I jumped down from the building.

Xu Guo's cousin jumped off the building and died, and it can be a few days, and this can be a few days. His cousin died, and now, he met another person, a living person, who suddenly committed suicide.

Xu Guo looked at the corpse in front of him, turned back to the supermarket and said, "Someone jumped off the building, she committed suicide." ”

The girl in the supermarket came out, looked at the dead girl in front of her, and said, "Why did she kill herself?"

Xu Guo said: "You ask me, who am I going to ask, I ask her, will she agree?"

"Because he's in love with someone else. ”

Xu Guo immediately broke out in a cold sweat, the girl in front of him, the girl who jumped down from the upstairs, spoke!

"You're not dead, you're so bloody and blurry, you can still speak, miracle, it's definitely handwriting. Xu Guo was inexplicably excited.

The supermarket salesman, the girl who came out just now, was also startled, he asked Xu Guo, wanting to confirm, "Just now, did you hear the truth just now?"

"It's her, it's definitely her, I'm sure, it's her, it's her, it's her. Xu Guo said, "Call the doctor, she is not dead, she is not a corpse, she can still be saved, I estimate that she can be saved, she just spoke, where can the dead speak?"

Ambulances came, police cars came, a lot of cars came, the roads were congested.

There was so much blood on the ground, this person, falling like this, looking for this sin, Xu Guo couldn't figure out how she figured it out.

Standing at the jumping scene for a quarter of an hour, Xu Guo learned that this girl was actually a pregnant woman. The pregnant woman, 27 years old, fell in love with a high school student. Falling in love with a boy in his third year of high school. And the child she has alone is her husband's, that is, she is a person with a family and a child in her belly, but she fell in love with a child in her third year of high school. That's a handsome guy, the most handsome person in her eyes.

There was a problem in their relationship, the boy in the third year of high school, fell in love with the head teacher, his head teacher, is a woman who is not married in her thirties, good looks, this boy, like this head teacher, and has many dates with this head teacher.

When the pregnant woman learned that the boy she liked, her boyfriend, had a new girlfriend, who was his homeroom teacher, she chose to commit suicide by jumping off the building.

Feelings are torturous people, obviously the person you like, he doesn't like you, obviously he likes you, you don't like him. The pregnant woman, caught in the whirlpool of love, was not rational enough, and committed suicide to end the pain of all this. However, the floor was too low, she didn't die, she was only seriously injured, and the child in her belly probably couldn't be saved.

Xu Guo returned to the dormitory, and the kitchen knife cut open a drink bottle, which was a big square drink bottle that was not thick. The base of the bottle that has been cut off can be used to put soap. Soap is a tool for washing your face, and the base of this bottle is a tool for putting soap, and together they form a tool for washing your face. They are tools for washing your face, with them, you can wash your face, and without them, you can't wash your face.

Xu Guo bought the magazine two days ago, but he didn't read it, he went to wash his face, and then sat on the sofa to read the magazine. This magazine is a literary magazine. There are many types of magazines, ranging from professional magazines to comprehensive magazines. Xu Guo classifies literary magazines as general magazines, not professional magazines, even though universities have literature majors.

When he opened the magazine, Xu Guo found that there was a columnist who was very familiar, how could there be such a familiar person? Xu Guo suddenly discovered that this person was the person who jumped off the building in the afternoon. It turned out that she was a writer.

Xu Guo couldn't believe it, this was a fact. This kind of coincidence is something that no one will believe if they are killed, however, this is not a coincidence, it is a fact. The real world is so dramatic.