"Actually, you don't have to come along!" Although Kogi Yu's senior seems to have adjusted her mood, there are too many unnatural places about her - for example, she, who has always liked to "borrow" me when she comes to karaoke, now rarely resists me to accompany her senior as a worker.

I believe that if I directly pierce this layer of disguise of my predecessor at this time, she will be helpless, even now, although the tone is quite calm, but her heart is probably begging me not to continue to do this, right?

In my impression, although the personality inside and outside the school is completely different, but the situation of doing things calmly has never changed, and more importantly, it is the attitude of the seniors towards other people with just the right cooperation and care - will not send unnecessary attention when others don't need it, of course, when you send your own understanding and support, it will always be when others are most vulnerable.

However, the image of perfection itself comes from the construction, from the construction of Kogi Senpai's own construction, and from my understanding of the self-assertion of the actions of my predecessors. If I look at it from the perspective of hindsight, whether it was the football match of Hayama before, or the unexplained scandal with President Kimura of Kizumi Middle School later, if it was Yui-san who came to me at that time, then I would only complain and say, "Yui-sama, you are really a big fool who catches the wind and shadows" - but I can only be grateful for the care of Kogi Senpai's predecessors for me. Similarly, in the matter of the light music club, Xiaomu and Sister Yui both suggested that I should take the initiative to participate in the resolution of this matter, but from the beginning, my attitude towards the two of them was also different, and I always rejected Sister Yui as a burden, and I refused after careful consideration for Xiao Mu Yui's seniors. But at the end of the day, what is different about their approach?

The construction of a perfect image not only originates from the individual's performance to others, but also from the response of others to the person, which is a process in which both parties construct and reinforce each other.

That's right, what I actually realized a long time ago, but what I have never admitted, what I know about Xiao Mu Cao's predecessors is not all Xiao Mu Cao's predecessors, and the Xiao Mu Shu predecessors in front of me are not necessarily the completely real Xiao Mu Cao's predecessors - not real, which means self-camouflage, disguise, which means being afraid of the world, and most importantly, losing the grasp of one's own rational judgment and freedom. It's just that I deliberately didn't think about the second half of the idea.

However, if Kogi Senpai-senpai exposes her uncertainty and lack of confidence to me, I don't think I can deceive myself with the image of "perfect Koki Yukina", right?

So, do I need to pierce this layer of camouflage from my predecessors now?

Although the senior didn't say it, she was praying in her heart that Yubihama and Kazuya wouldn't continue to ask, right?

In that case, my choice is to uphold the current ideas of Xiao Muxi's predecessors.

Isn't this strange? I, who had begun to doubt the principle of absolute neutrality, no longer had the inherent constraints on self-worth at this time, because the perception of the "perfect image" of Kogi's predecessors did not exist, shouldn't I be angry at the deception of my predecessors at this time, so I used this kind of questioning to show a little revenge?

But I didn't after all, I think, it's because I still have illusions in my heart about Kogi Sao's seniors, although the shell of the name perfect has been peeled off, but I still believe, or I still try to believe, even if Kogi Sao's seniors are in a complicated mood and flustered, her decision-making can still be called "free", and at this time, if I comment on her candidacy for Miss Martial High, it will cause damage to her weak balance, right?

"Kazuya, I feel that today's mood is a little different from usual!" It seemed that seeing that I hadn't spoken, Kogi Senpai asked a little cautiously.

"If there is a difference, it is because Aunt Inoue is in a state that is not right today, so I am a little wrong, or I was arranged by my minister to do difficult work, and then after I finished my work, the minister was dragged out by Sister Yui to go shopping, so I didn't even have a chance to show off—uh, so my mood should be quite low!"

I joked about feeling good about myself, but I knew that the emotional abnormality was not because of that at all.

"Then at this time, my ideal thing to do should be to pull you into the room again and let you sing with me, right?"

- I'm sorry, senior, your comfort this time is a little too formal! From the feeling of saying it to the final tone of the voice, it is so soft and weak, even the eyes are wandering, at first glance, you are waiting for me to reject you, right?

"Ah, I'm sorry! I came to work without permission today.,Inoue-senpai has already made a big adjustment to my schedule.,If I skip work because of this kind of thing again.,The seniors will be angry!"

——Insincere but in line with the ideals of Kogi Senpai's refuge, Inoue Senpai's purpose in asking me to pull out a new room for Kogi Senpai's seniors is not just to let me go and chat with Kogi Senpai?

"Eun, that's really something that can't be helped! But if it's Kazuya, these things can be easily dealt with by themselves, right? ”

- I don't believe that with the emotional intelligence of Kogi Senpai's seniors, she can't see the meaning of Inoue senior's assignment for me, but after getting this negative answer from me, she hurriedly agreed as if she had received a life-saving straw.

It's really annoying.,It's become a very irritating situation.,Both of us know that each other has a pimple in their hearts - I know that the problem in the senior's heart is Miss Zong Wugao's matter.,And the seniors are probably worried about whether I know about it.,We all know about it.,We even know that the other party knows about it.,But,The two of us are tacitly saying something inconsequential that seems to be tacit and actually doesn't hurt because of our own reasons.。

"So, the tuning of room 14 is also complete!" I said, as I finished my routine work, looking at the senior who was still a little wandering in his eyes.

"Well, it's hard work. ”

"The room is different, do you need me to cover up the song cutting mode? After all, cutting songs is still a very important part of the seniors' continuous singing!"

"No need! ”

"So, I'll go first, do you need anything else?"

"There should be no more, hard work and also. ”

Repeated three times, "hard work and also", this sentence does not sound so harmonious from the mouth of Xiao Mu Yu's senior, and it seems that a gap has been established between me and my predecessor for some reason.

- Damn, what's going on! Are both of us stupid? There are some things to say, just say it, right? Isn't it? Yubihama Kazuya, aren't you hating Kogi Yu's predecessors for hiding it from you? Then you go and ask it! Holding on to your own vain expectations or something, where are you from the middle school and the second disease?

Perhaps, when people are face-to-face, there will be a lot of things to consider, but, on the contrary, when we close the door and calm down alone, we will be a little troubled because of our own gains and losses.

So, almost as soon as I left Room 14 and closed the door, my actions were dominated by an impulse that even I had no control over myself — if it wasn't free, then I would be a slave to my emotions for a short time.

I reopened the door almost as soon as I closed it.

"Kogi Senpai!"

"Kazuya!"

"Xiaohe?"

It seems that a similar situation has played out not so long ago, and three different voices have intertwined.

I have no regrets about my own approach, and I feel a little surprised and a little clear about the attitude of the little wooden senior in the room who seems to be ready to come out and say something to me, but at the same time, the third voice that appeared made me feel the malice of this world.

Of course, if you want to add a layer of malice to this incident, it is the fourth voice that came out leisurely after the three voices: "Yubihama, it's barely enough to go shopping, and it's really good to come to a karaoke place like this—uh, Yubihama junior, hello, I really didn't expect to see you here." ”——

Dividing Line –

Xiao Mu Yu's seniors are already familiar with the direction of the karaoke room and the debugging of equipment, so if there are no special circumstances, I usually don't need to bring the seniors to the corresponding room - however, it seems that the last two special circumstances have caused some strange consequences.

Box 14, which was only a single person in itself—even for two people, seemed a little congested when there were four people seated, of course, only three people were seated in the strict sense, and Yui-sama and Kogi sat together, talking like a good friend on one side of the sofa, and about one person or so separated from the snow on the other side—and I stood next to the snow, as if I had become a pure spectator of the scene of the conversation as she did.

Hey, then again, the situation shouldn't be like this, right? Not to mention what's going on with everyone gathering in this small box, Sister Yui with Kogi Senpai, and I with Xuexia, this combination is unscientific anyway, right?

"Xiaohe, I remember that today is not the day when you work, right?" The sudden appearance of Sister Yui directly disrupted the rhythm of the conversation between me and Xiao Mu Shu's senior, at least when I opened the door, Xiao Mu Yu's senior was flushed and wanted to say something, and after I turned my head to confirm the existence of Sister Yui and then turned back, it disappeared.

"Well, for various reasons, I came here again today. I tried my best to prevent my expression from becoming paralyzed, but I still couldn't do anything about the extremely complicated situation now, "On the contrary, Sister Yui, didn't you take the minister to go shopping?

"Well, that's of course!" my sister nodded with some emotion and said, "Xiaoxue hasn't been to karaoke before, right? ”

"So, Yubihama, just because I've not been to karaoke doesn't mean I have to come now, right? "The first time I appeared under the snow in this kind of place, I had a strange and cramped red expression, and it was still fun to look under the snow without the usual calm and calm appearance.

"Eh, is that so? But it seems that Kowa was really shouting or something, well, Kowa is sorry, I always interfere with your work!"

"Well, in theory, it's not like I'm disturbing work, is it? After all, I'm just talking to Kogi-senpai-uh, Kogi-senpai-senpai?"

"-Actually, Yubihama-san doesn't care if you disturb Kazuya's work, right?As far as I know, he hasn't deserted here once or twice, right?"

It's a little strange that the mood just now was still a little fluctuating, and now the attitude has changed to the perfect senior impression in my perception at the beginning.

"Uh, Kogi-senpai, I'm sorry, I didn't notice you before. Sister was obviously stunned, in fact, in the final analysis, it seems that this should only be the second meeting and conversation between Sister Yui and Xiao Mu Cao's predecessors - the first conversation in my impression was still full of gunpowder at the beginning, of course, for my sister, it is normal to have unhindered communication and communication with the people I just met, but this time it seems that Xiao Mu Yu's seniors spoke first, so she didn't know how to deal with it.

"But then again, apart from Kazuya, who is a part-time worker, I still rarely see a student from the general martial arts high school here!

This is not a normal Xiao Mu Shu senior, although the demeanor of dealing with people is a perfect manifestation of the image of Xiao Mu Yu's predecessor, but the kind of practice of trying to control from the beginning, trying to control and guide, is not the habit of Xiao Mu Shu's predecessors, she is not the kind of aggressive person.

However, in terms of effect, it has played a great role in guiding Sister Yui in the direction of her predecessors.

"Well, actually, I don't come here very often, the last time I came with Yumiko and them was an accident, and today I happened to go here with Xiaoxue, and then- oh, Xiaomu Senpai, this is Xiaoxue! Compared to when facing other people, Sister Yui's attitude towards Kogi Yu's predecessors also makes me feel a little strange, and it's normal to have a panicked attitude, but this panic is not Sister Yui's flattering and collective panic towards people like Miura Yukiko, but just a completely helpless panic, in short, Sister Yui doesn't seem to have a way to determine the identity of Kogi Sao's seniors- Because of my relationship with Xiao Mu Yu's seniors, Sister Yui doesn't seem to think that she can get along with her seniors as a simple senior junior, but her contact with her seniors is not enough to be a friend's relationship, probably because of this identity confusion that makes her a little confused, right?

"Well, and Xiaoxue, this is the third-year Kogi Yukina senpai! You must have heard of her name, right?" Of course, out of habitual contact with everyone on the team, Yui-sama took on the task of introducing each other to each other - even if it seemed like it was supposed to be my job at first.

Xuexia adhered to her usual cold attitude, at most because of Sister Yui's introduction, she showed a basic politeness, and stretched out her hand to Xiaomu Shu's senior: "Hello, Xiaomu Shu's senior, I'm Xuexia Xueno." ”

However, Xiao Mu Cao's predecessor looked at the snow for a long time in a daze, and finally showed a wry smile, but he knew his expression, stretched out his hand, and held the hand under the snow: "Classmate under the snow, I'm Xiao Mu Yu Yukina." ”——

PS——

There's always a little bit of a strange feeling in this chapter.,It's not that I'm not satisfied.,But I always feel like it's almost a feeling.,But I can't find this feeling.,Sure enough, the plot has to be written coherently.,The impact of the trip is still quite big.、