I'm actually just a tiny speck of dust on this planet, an ordinary girl who is hard to pick up even if she is thrown into the crowd. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 But I believe that there will always be something that can change my fate, so that I don't have to live under the protection of my parents and family forever, and find my own identity and pride.

After the start of school, I am very busy, there are several classes waiting for me every day, with the development of professional courses, I love industrial design more and more, every great development of human beings, the large-scale revolution of industry is related to design, I choose a discipline that can change people's lifestyle, is the combination of industry and art, and is the future of the world - light.

I transferred all my energy from Li Qingmu to the course, soaking with Lin Xu every day, class, study room, shopping mall, restaurant, cafeteria, I found that I became more and more dependent on Lin Xu, even if I went back to the dormitory at night, I didn't want to be separated from her, I wanted to hold hands with her, stand in the corridor of the apartment to talk, and tell her all the things that I didn't like in my heart, including the fact that I have always liked Li Qingmu, and his disappearance.

"Do you still have the record of the meeting that the teacher gave us today?"

Walking beside me was Tang Junxi, the head of the first class of industrial design, I didn't think that he was actually a professional classmate with me, I heard him say that he had a serious illness last semester so he took a half-semester vacation.

I just started this semester and became the president of the second class, and just after the regular meeting of the class president, we walked to the dormitory together.

"Well, I've memorized it word for word, so don't worry about me borrowing it. ”

Tang Junxi smiled, a little embarrassed: "Yes, who let me keep the pen out of the water at a critical time every time, you have to blame this pen." ”

"You are also a heart-eyed, every time you take this bad pen to hold a regular meeting, from the beginning of the school to the regular meeting has been held twice and I don't know how to change one. ”

Tang Junxi looks really white, his face is as white as paper. I often think that he is a fairy in the painting who came out of the illustration of a novel. Sometimes his lips were also very white, white and bloodless. I sometimes wonder if he is a living person after all, and only by looking at his clear eyes and seeing the corners of his mouth go up can I feel that this is a real life, looking at me and smiling. Walking with him on the boulevard of the campus, time is really slow, very slow....... Slow, I could only see him alone.

"Hey, Lin Xu....." Back in the dormitory, I immediately picked up my mobile phone and called this girl.

"What's the matter?" I heard a very chaotic voice, so I asked tentatively, "Do you have something to do in a while?" There is no class in the afternoon, and I am going to study on my own. ”

"Ohmygod!Please, can you find something else besides self-study, dear, let's just start school. I'm out there, I can't do it today, let's talk about it. Are you okay?"

Actually, I thought about a lot of places to go with her today, not just self-study, but, hearing her say this, I really don't want to be bored anymore, maybe I'm really too dependent on one person, a ...... Friend.

At the beginning of the school year, the study room was empty, and only a few hardcore students were reading there, and there were still words in their mouths, as if they were reading English. When I'm alone, I can only come from the study room, and I really don't want to walk outside alone, looking at couples and girlfriends. I still can't be happy alone, happiness is not shared, it's really boring.

"What a coincidence. Tang Junxi walked over quietly and whispered in my ear.

"Why are you learning from me?" he sat down next to me without my permission.

"There's no one to accompany me, so it's not interesting for me to play alone, so why are you also learning from Xi?"

"I didn't study in the first half of the semester, but I have to take credits, so this semester I have to learn all the courses of the academic year, and I don't think I can pass the high mathematics subject. With that, he took the book out of his bag and filled the table.

"No, I can ask you, by the way, how much did you score in high math?" I glared at him and said disdainfully, "Can you not ask me about the worst subject?!"

Tang Junxi smiled awkwardly: "Haven't you been?"

I don't underestimate Lao Tzu's expression: "I'm really sorry 86." ”

Tang Junxi laughed: "I know, you, if you have a subject that is less than ninety, you won't let yourself go, why is it still like this in college, God of War, you amused me to death." ”

This look, this tone, this dialogue in such a scene...... It was as if I had been struck by lightning, and from head to toe, a name came to mind, the name of a person who would never appear again: Ryokie.

Sensing my same expression, Tang Junxi didn't get up naturally, just smiled and stopped talking.

"Tang Junxi, how do you know that my high school nickname is God of War?"

"I, I, of course, I knew it when you were in high school, you were in the third class at the time, I was in the seventh class, I have always heard of your name, you are the only student in the Railway Experimental Middle School who has the potential to sprint to Tsinghua University, it's just ......" He paused and continued: "Actually, your score is a bit unjust to come to China Eastern Airlines, there are many schools in one book for you to choose, how can you come to this China Eastern Airlines that has not even been rated on the 211 Project?" Moreover, the city where this school is located is one of the top ten poverty alleviation cities in the country, and the conditions are so difficult that many people would rather go out of the province than come, but you are good enough to only report this one. ”

I looked out the window and remembered what Yoshiki used to say when he was in high school: "I'm satisfied to be admitted to China Eastern Airlines." ”

"China Eastern Airlines is the dream of a friend of mine, a particularly important friend. He's no longer alive, I just want to help him come and see it, and help him realize this dream. ”

"But what about your own future?

I looked back at him and said calmly: "In this world, there is no worthiness, only willingness, I am willing to do it for him, that's all." ”

The next second after saying this, Tang Junxi suddenly hugged me into his arms, I was startled, and quickly pushed him, but he hugged him tighter, I had to cough a few times, and said softly: "This is the study room, my classmates are watching!"

He quickly let go of me and turned around, I saw that his face was red behind his ears, is there a mistake, you suddenly hugged me, it should be me to blush, okay, what does a big old man want to be delicate?

"Hey, Tang Junxi, you let people cook it. In the face of my Chiguoguo's teasing, he still didn't hold back, and when I turned around, I saw that his eyes were a little red, what's wrong with this guy today?

"Thank you, I am willing to thank you for Li Liangshu, I thank you for him. ”

"You two, acquaintance?"

"Well, very nice buddy. ”

Whatever, when I was in high school, I was even more closed off than I am now, where do I know if Li Liangshu has buddies, he said yes...... Even if there is.

It was such an afternoon, the orange sunlight shining through the glass window on the classroom desk, illuminating the textbook so brightly, I lowered my head and continued to explain the next question to him......