After a pause for a night, it began to snow again in Seoul, which was nothing bad, at least it could wash away a little grievance from Kim Jong-myeong, although it was ...... Krystal may have fallen asleep. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

But on the other hand, for Kim Jong Ming and Sika, who politely refused many people's requests to see them off, and then hurried home on foot with their hoods on, at least the road under their feet became a lot softer. After all, stepping on snow and stepping on ice skates are not the same thing.

"What do you think?"

Jin Zhongming's sudden opening startled Sika.

"Nothing. Sika said as he looked back at the other man. "What's wrong, why do you suddenly ask that?"

"Because I think you're a little weird. Jin Zhongming replied calmly. "After a night of temper tantrums, and I went into the kitchen to do so much work, to be honest, you didn't even find fault with me along the way...... This was a bit of a surprise to me. ”

"Didn't I beat you up?" replied Sika angrily.

"So Maomao, you're not angry anymore?" Jin Zhongming climbed up the pole.

"Not necessarily. Sika stopped and lowered the hood of her coat, perhaps to make her look serious and dissatisfied, but it was clear that the heat above her head was more visible against the light of the streetlights and snowflakes. "Maybe I'm so tired that I'm too lazy to find your fault!"

"That's good. Jin Zhongming said with a smile. "Just don't find fault...... But put your hat on first, and be careful of catching a cold!"

"You want to take care of it?!" Sika was still trying to pretend to be very vicious.

Jin Zhongming smiled, didn't speak immediately, but walked over directly, first helped the other party cut his hair, and then put the other party's hood on with his own hands: "Let's go, it's been a night's trouble, it's time to go home!"

Sika tilted her head and looked at the other party's eyes carefully, as if she wanted to see something, but the eyes she had looked at for I don't know how many years were as unwavering.

"What's the matter, why don't you leave? Do you still want to learn to let me carry it when I was a child?" Jin Zhongming winked at the other party.

"Would you like to carry it?" asked Sika rhetorically, as usual. "If you want to carry it, carry me and I'll go back, anyway, I'm tired. ”

Jin Zhongming immediately leaned over and squatted down, but Sika hesitated.

"Come on!" Jin Zhongming shook his head helplessly. "What's the point of hesitation? Who hung on my arm on the beach in Los Angeles back then? Why didn't you hesitate at that time?"

Sika immediately climbed onto the other's back without saying a word.

In this way, the two walked all the way east along the relatively quiet north bank of the Han River, and did not speak for a long time. However, seeing the familiar East Lake Park in front of him, Sika finally couldn't help it:

"Wood!"

"Hmm!"

"I remember what you said. Sika slammed her chin on the other's hood. "The time you took me to the hospital a long time ago, you took me in...... Isn't that right?"

"Yes. ”

"And then on the way back, I forgot about it after I came back, but I remember asking you if one day everyone was an adult, would you still do this to me......?

"I said that if it were Krystal, I would have no pressure...... But with your words, I'm going to have to think about the impact, because we're only a little bit older. ”

"yes. Sika reached out and tried to catch the snowflakes flying in the air, but the chaotic snowflakes were not obedient at all, and the palms of his hands did not fall at all, but because he raised his arms, the sleeves fell a lot, and the white spots reflected the dark red sleeves, which was particularly conspicuous. "Then why did you dare to carry me up today, you are not afraid of any impact?"

"Maomao. Kim Jong Ming smiled. "If it was daylight, I would have thought twice, but what impact did it have at such a late hour?"

"Really?" Sika withdrew her outstretched palms with a slight disappointment.

"But ......," Kim Jong-myung's tone suddenly became serious. "When my sister needs her brother's back, what brother will refuse?"

Sika was slightly stunned, then spread his palms again.

"Mao Mao ......" Jin Zhongming hesitated, but still spoke. "I know that the appearance of Chu Long makes you a little uncomfortable. ”

"Really?" asked Sika casually. "Am I so obvious?"

"It's not obvious. Kim Jong Ming corrected. "It's the human heart, some things seem to be for no reason or even without a trace, but for a certain person with a heart, it is as obvious as a street lamp in the night, look up, and you will know how dazzling the lights are above our heads now. ”

Sika looked up and looked, and sure enough, the darkness and the flying snowflakes reflected the light of the street lamp very clearly, and the middle part was a little dazzling, so she took her flat hand back again, and turned to block out the dazzling light.

"So......" Sika sighed slightly as he withdrew his gaze. "Not only did you see it, but she also saw it, and then she will go back?"

"Ermao should also see it. ”

"Ermao?" Sika was a little confused. "She'......"

There's no reason she can't see it. Jin Zhongming replied calmly. "You, me, Chu Long, which one of her doesn't know the roots?"

Sika acquiesced.

"Mao Mao......" Jin Zhongming asked softly. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing. Sika slammed her chin back on top of her brother's head. "I was going to sleep on the side of East Lake, but now I have changed my mind...... Take me to Apgu-ting. ”

Jin Zhongming stopped talking, but walked straight through Donghu Park and Donghu Community with his back on his back, and then crossed the Donghu Bridge on the Han River, and only when he came to the community where his house was located, he put down the other party.

The elevator was also very fast, and almost instantly, the two came to their door.

"Mao Mao...... In fact......" Jin Zhongming wanted to speak and stopped.

Sika glanced at the other party, but didn't pay attention to the other person, but reached out and clicked on the code, and pushed the door in. Obviously, she knew in her heart that Chu Long must have accompanied Krystal back here, and might even be waiting for Jin Zhongming.

The first to catch up was Baker, who had been together for the past two months and made him quite familiar with this hostess, and then it was naturally Chu Long who came up.

"Ernie!" Chu Long seemed to be prepared for Sika's appearance, and she naturally turned her head and pointed to the sofa behind her. "Ermao fell asleep on the sofa, and I just covered her with a quilt. ”

Sika nodded, then sat down directly, and then, Jin Zhongming also walked in.

"I was drenched in the afternoon, so I went to take a casual shower first. After thinking for a while, Jin Zhongming turned around and went into the bathroom with a change of clothes, and then, the sound of rushing water sounded in the bathroom.

So, soon only Sika and Chu Long and the sleeping Krystal were left in the living room.

"I'm really sorry for today's incident. Sika glanced down at Krystal to make sure the little one wasn't pretending to be asleep before he spoke. "We went out to dinner together, and I made a mess. ”

Ernie was overthinking. Chu Long replied seriously. "There's no need to apologize for this kind of thing, and I can totally understand that...... I heard that you later went to the charity restaurant of "Heroes"?"

"Hey. There was a clear hint of unnaturalness in Sika's language, and this unnaturalness was precisely because she found that the other party was acting too naturally, which made her very uncomfortable, and even had a feeling of being left behind.

"Ernie. Chu Long glanced back at the closed bathroom door, as if he was about to say something. "Actually, I really should have told you something. Because in a way, we're all the closest people to him. And more importantly, I'm new to the ......"

"Actually, I want to tell you something. Sika also glanced at the bathroom door. "Why don't I say it first!"

Chu Long didn't speak, but chose to listen to the other party's statement first.

"I'm a little too selfish. "Sika's words are a bit confusing. "I ...... Since childhood, he has been very domineering, so he ...... I'm actually used to being alone with something...... Actually, whether it's Wood, my parents or elders, they've always belonged to me. ”

Chu Long glanced slightly at Krystal, who was asleep between the two.

"Ermao ......" Sika followed the other party's gaze to Krystal. "That's right, Ermao's situation is the biggest spoiler, but ...... She wasn't a sharer alongside me at first, because she was so much younger than me, and she was just an ugly girl who could only cry for quite some time. And from the moment she was born, I was just curious to think of her as a toy that my parents had bought for me and Wood to play with...... And to talk about something more embarrassing, since I was a child, I have always been in charge of playing with toys and Wood has been in charge of repairing toys......"

"Was Ermao treated like this when he was a child?" Chu Long couldn't help but laugh, although she knew that Sika wasn't much old at that time.

"That's right. Sika laughed unconsciously. "At that time, she was constantly subjected to repairs that I did not take lightly or severely. However, it was from that time that I also felt that she was unique, because in the past, if Wood had been willful, Wood would have turned away and left me alone to cry...... However, because of this little guy alone, I don't know how many times I have been taught by him. ”

Fortunately, Ermao fell asleep. Chu Long echoed softly.

"yes. Sika sighed slightly, then shifted herself to sit closer to Krystal. "Thankfully, she fell asleep, and I was able to say something. ”

Chu Long's heart moved slightly.

"Seeing Ermao grow up from a baby to the present, time has gradually changed everything...... Sika reached out and stroked Krystal's large forehead through the void. Slowly, not only was she no longer the bag that let me rub my palms around, but she also gradually gained a unique place in my heart. What's more...... She even started sharing everything with me, the four elders of the family, Wood, and suddenly these people were not mine alone...... During that time...... That's not long after I started working at S.M., and because of my adolescence...... I did a lot of very bad things...... Until now, it is not for nothing that Ermao is closer to her brother......"

"So...... How did you solve it in the end?" Chu Long asked curiously. "Or did time erase everything?"

"There's always going to be a process of change. Sika smiled awkwardly. "Time is a necessary thing. But...... During that time, there was a time when Wood, who could not bear it, once said something to me, and although I was deaf at the time, I have remembered it until now...... Sometimes the knot is so simple, say it in a word, remember it, even if the mind is immature at the time, but later it will slowly understand. ”

Chu Long's eyes seemed to be much more lively, and it was obvious that this conversation was more relaxed than she had imagined.

"I forgot what was going on at the time, but Wood pulled me out to the balcony and lectured me very seriously. Sika recalled thoughtfully, and then repeated it in a frustrated tone in Kim Jong-ming's angry tone. "You are both my closest people, and your identity is the same, but I have lived for more than ten years, and the first ten years since I was two years old were almost occupied by you alone, and now Ermao is here, at most I will share the later time with you, even if you are bad at math, won't you calculate this account?

Chu Long lowered his head slightly.

"Now it's actually a truth. Sika looked up at the girl in front of her. "You...... Your joining wasn't actually quite sudden, but I still had princess disease again. Actually, it's still a sentence, the Wood in the future can still be your Wood, but it will still be my Wood...... Of course, it's also Ermao's Wood, my share will not change, but you, but you have never been able to take away the Wood that I monopolized for the previous twenty years, and I still took a big advantage!"

Ernie was right. Chu Long met the other party's gaze. "No matter what, I can't snatch the Zhong Ming oppa that belongs to you alone...... But ......"

"But?" asked Sika, frowning slightly.

"I have a little bit of my own understanding. Chu Long replied seriously.

"You say. Sika looked at the girl in front of her again.

"I don't think a person's feelings can be quantified, and there is no way to compare. Chu Long pursed his lips and replied seriously. "I don't deny what Sicaoni said, but ...... Simply measuring feelings by time or several equal portions is actually very unfair to one or even many of them......"

"You mean?" Sika glanced slightly in the direction of the bathroom. "Is it unfair to him?"

"Yes!" Chu Long nodded. Actually, Ernie ...... It's normal for you to have such an opinion, because you are the only one who is qualified to describe him in terms of twenty years of exclusivity, which is impossible for others to say with confidence, not even Ermao...... However, there are some things that are more than just for me. ”

Sika's face softened a lot.

"OPPA is a man who is 100% committed to everything I do, which is why he attracted me. Chu Long's voice was as soft as ever, because she was originally that kind of little milk voice, but her tone was extremely firm. "I think for him, whether it's a movie, love, or family, it's the kind of man who wants to add an infinity symbol as soon as he puts himself in!"

Sika felt a thrill in his head.

"In fact, in the eyes of outsiders, Oppa is a very enthusiastic person on the surface, but in fact he is very cold. Chu Long continued to tell the story. "Many artists privately say that the three of you are three brothers and sisters who are cold, but Ernie and you are cold on the outside and hot on the inside, he is hot on the outside and cold on the inside!"

Sika thought about it for a while, it seems that there is really such a statement, Jin Zhongming has always been very restrained in his behavior in communication, and he is always deliberately controlling the level of communication and never crossing the bottom line. For example, a business partner is always just a business partner, and for example, personal friends such as Zheng Junhe, Liu Jae-seok, Ji Seok-jin and others, he will not easily intervene in the field other than friends, which is very different from other people's way of making friends!

However, Sika, who knows Kim Jong Ming better than anyone else, is a little puzzled, because this conflicts with her intuitive understanding.

And sure enough, Chu Long also denied this statement: "Actually, it's just that those people don't know oppa, oppa is actually a really enthusiastic person, and the reason why he is like this is not because he hates making friends, but because making too many friends will seem very powerless for an extremely enthusiastic person like him......"

"yes!" Sika nodded. It's like a man who can't refuse to borrow money from others, and if he has a limited amount of money, he can only control the number of people who can borrow money from him...... In fact, on the other hand, this is also the reason why he has so many people who are always concerned, as if every girl he has become familiar with and finds out that he and he are unmarried, they want to try some ......"

"That's true......" Chu Long couldn't help but laugh again. "OPPA is really 100 percent committed to any kind of relationship. But back to the point, as for me, I haven't really imagined anything to compare with Ernie and you, at least not now, because I know that his feelings for you are destined to be unlimited, infinite...... And infinite things are infinite no matter how they are divided......"

Sika opened his mouth and spoke for a long time: "On the other hand, his feelings for you are also endless?"

"I think so. Chu Long nodded. "And ......"

"And?"

"And more importantly, because of this unreserved emotional dedication, for oppa, his feelings are also destined to be single-minded! Family affection may be objectively limited and may be separated, but love can control the object, so he will only give it to one person!" Chu Long's cheeks were slightly red. "I was obsessed with OPPA because of this, and I chose to wait because I saw him with Enjingoni...... At that time, I didn't want to let go of everything and ask him if he would like to accept me at the same time, and I could accept alms...... However, as soon as I turned my head, I knew in my heart that if I really asked, then I was doomed to lose him. Because...... Either be permanently rejected by him, or be accepted by him, and then be with an oppa who is not the one I like, and no matter what, I will lose him...... It was this belief that kept me waiting for him, and then finally waited, and I didn't want to let go. ”

Sika looked at the girl in front of her in a daze, with a gentle tone and a happy face, and there was only one thought in her heart that kept impacting herself, that is, 'I see'!

I see, why do you subconsciously choose to suppress that treasure, and why does Enjing also help yourself with the purpose of helping you suppress your thoughts? That's because even though the two of them can't sort it out, they have vaguely felt this layer of things in their hearts based on their own experiences.

Suppose that once you release that heart, not only how you are, but more importantly, Wood, who you cherish, will become unsustainable because of your heart. What should he do? Do you want him to put aside his feelings in Chu Long and turn his head to himself? No, he is actually sure in his heart that Wood will not let go so much, he is indeed a person who is willing to invest infinite emotions for each person he chooses.

But what if he was begged to compromise, as Chu Long said, was the Wood who accepted the two men still the Wood he cherished?

If...... If you have to be desperate? Or not! At least you can't! Why did you have a trace of inexplicable emotion when you talked to Wood and Chu Long about Ermao before? How did this come about? In fact, the source of this nervous feeling is very simple, I am the first person to guard before Wood's single-mindedness, and I am the biggest threat, but in turn, it is also the greatest protection. If she is so desperate, then can Ermao follow suit? What reason does she have not to follow suit? How should she face this person who is her own sister in addition to Wood's sister?

And if you think about it like this, will Sunny who was blocked by herself come again? Will Busy try again? Will Eunjing turn around again?

Not even considering Wood's enthusiasm for being willing to give everything for everyone, even according to his own way of dividing his feelings into parts, if he once stretched out his hand and wanted to monopolize Wood, he could only let his share that he should have shrunk greatly, or even pitifully less!

I will never allow this!

As a matter of fact...... I must have felt this in my heart early on, and my attitude towards Sunny was actually following my heart's drive.

It's just that since I was a child, I was used to letting Wood click all this in clear language for me, and the indescribable treasure in my heart puzzled me all the time, so I didn't sort it out in the person I have always seen and understood the most!

Actually, these words...... Wood must have told me. Sika finally spoke with difficulty. "I ...... He had always been the one who had answered these things for me, but he couldn't speak to me on this question alone...... Today...... He carried me back, and now that I think about it, he must have been trying to tell me all the time but couldn't say anything, right......? And now it's all heard from your mouth...... I'm really ......."

"Ernie, you don't have to blame yourself!" Chu Long smiled slightly. "Actually...... I'm more like I'm relaying these words for OPPA. Ernie, I'm also human, and I should have all kinds of emotions, but Ernie do you know how I saw all this clearly in front of me today, and I didn't even have the slightest jealousy?"

Sika shook her head.

"That was when we were in Anji, China. As he spoke, Chu Long's cheeks turned slightly red again. "We were lying on the hillside outside looking at the stars, and he kept talking about Ernie and Ermao watching the stars when they were children, and I ...... I was a little jealous, and I asked him why he was so nice to both of his sisters, especially ...... Especially Ernie you, Ermao has never said good things about you to me in private......"

He ...... How do you answer?" Sika looked forward to it.

He said...... There are always some people in the world who make you helpless. Even if she's mischievous, even if she's good, even if she's bad, you're still going to have her, and ...... Infinite loop. Chu Long tilted his head and recalled. "I was so nervous, how am I going to deal with this kind of Sicaoni in the future?"

Sika couldn't help but cover her mouth and smile.

Then he said, this is my Kim Jong Ming's feelings...... It's the same for everyone, whether it's Mao Mao or Ermao, or Chu Long you, whether it's family or love, or even friendship, some things have to go down together once they are branded! The only regret is ...... Some people don't eat this set...... For example, I was too eager for Eun Jing, and vaguely we miscalculated the nature of the relationship. It's a pity that I didn't show her the best version of myself. ”

"And then, what's your reaction?" Sika asked.

"And then I ...... I bit him hard, and after biting him, I asked him if this counts as a brand?"

"The imprint is to be put in the heart. Sika smirked. And for him, as long as something is open to each other, the brand will be naturally branded. ”

"Yes!" Chu Long nodded with a slight smile and did not refute anything.

The sound of water in the bathroom stopped just right, and the two people in the living room immediately stopped and looked in the direction of the bathroom, and after a while, Jin Zhongming really pushed the door open and walked out, and he had already changed into pajamas.

"Has Chu Long been washed?" Jin Zhongming asked naturally.

"Hmm!"

"That Mao Mao, hurry up and go to the bath and sleep!" Jin Zhongming yawned. "When I take a hot shower, I look even more tired. ”

"Oh!" Sika didn't say anything superfluous, went back to her room to find clothes, and then she went straight into the bathroom with her pajamas, but this time there was a deeper sound of water in the bathroom, and it was clear that she wanted to take a dip after a tired night.

Glancing at the closed bathroom door, and then at Jin Zhongming, who looked down to observe Krystal's sleeping appearance, Chu Long couldn't help but smile.

"What are you laughing at?" Jin Zhongming looked inexplicable.

"Oppa, did you hear that?" asked Chu Long, tilting his head and pouting. "My ears are very bright, and I feel that every time I talk to Sister Sika, the sound of water in it is much quieter. ”

"How can I have the heart to listen to your nonsense?" replied Jin Zhongming without changing his face and heartbeat. "I just came back and I have so much to do that I almost caught a cold today...... Besides, if I want to eavesdrop on you, why do I use the shower, why don't I take a bath?

"Maybe OPPA just wants to tell us that you used the shower, so you don't have to worry about your conversation being overheard......"

"The more you talk about it, the more outrageous it becomes!" Jin Zhongming reached out angrily and pinched the other party's face. "They're both here tonight, I don't have the guts to let you sleep in my room......"

"I know. Chu Long lowered his head and removed a strand of hair from Krystal's face. "I'm sleeping with Ermao today, and we've got it. ”

"Then please go and make her bed, and I'll wake her up now." Kim Jong-ming looked impatient.

Chu Long ignored the weakness of his heart when the other party Gu left and right, she pouted slightly, and got up directly to Krystal's room.

And as soon as Chu Long walked into Zheng Ermao's room, Jin Zhongming slapped someone's arm through the quilt!

Thereupon...... Miss Zheng Xiujing sat up with an aggrieved face.

Then, at once, she replied in a more aggrieved, and extremely whispered tone, "Wood, I didn't hear anything......

"Go back to sleep!" Jin Zhongming didn't even look at her, just raised his hand and pointed, and went straight back to the room to sleep.

ps: asleep...... I slept from about 10 o'clock to 3 o'clock...... It's already five o'clock after writing, and it's already half past nine, and I can't sleep anymore, so it's better to say a few more words.

First of all, yesterday, this book friend gave me a big red envelope, and the name of the red envelope is 'Ask for no debts'! I turned around and achieved that wealth and nobility can't be lewd! Handsome or not?

Secondly, I feel that this month's full attendance is going to be dangerous again...... But...... I thought about it carefully, why the update became like this, and it can't be attributed to all kinds of small things, such as Kavin, such as eleven back to his hometown, such as opening a new project immediately after returning. Actually, in the final analysis, after all, you need to think about something practically, the word work intensity seems to be empty, but it is actually very realistic, the work you have to do in the second year of the doctorate, and the work that the teacher thinks you should do is no longer the same thing as the doctorate. Hundreds of accidents, thousands of reasons, thousands of explanations, in the final analysis, I can't help myself.

Finally, I want to say that these pictures were originally intended to be written later, and they were originally going to write a movie first, but they are only written now because I accidentally watched Shi Tiesheng's "Me and the Temple of Earth" a few days ago, and the words that 'can't be said' are so beautiful that I can't help but want to use them immediately, so I hardened it even if I wasn't prepared. Therefore, it is actually me, an Internet writer, who commits the disease of literary youth.

9:30 o'clock, good morning. (To be continued.) )