Chapter Fifty-Seven: It's Hard to Let Go of Old People's Hearts

Qi Xuanyu returned to the sect and wanted to go back to the room to rest, but when she saw Meng Yin sneaking around, she didn't think much about it, so she quietly followed first, followed all the way to Meng Yin's room, and hid behind the wall to observe. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 info

I saw Meng Yin come to the bed with a decoction, and there was a woman with a cloak lying on the bed, and that woman was the newcomer she saw that day. Knowing that the newcomer was actually a daughter, and what else did it have to do with Meng Yin, she was surprised for a while, but she still quietly observed the situation.

It seems that he knows more than I imagined, he is not a gangster, he once said that his surname is Zhao, so he, should he be...... He must have come to the Shadow Soul Sect for another purpose, he is not afraid that I will find out about his identity, is he so confident that I will keep it a secret for him when the matter gets bigger? Or does he think that I will help him...... Qi Xuanyu's eyes widened and stared straight at the figure in the room.

Meng Yin put the decoction aside, gently shook Shen Lijue, but didn't wake up, so he took out a long needle from his sleeve, Qi Xuanyu, who was hiding behind the wall, was suddenly startled, and his hand holding the wall tightened. looked at the decoction on several cases and quickly calmed down: it shouldn't be murder, if he wanted to kill someone, he could have done it a long time ago, there are thousands of ways to kill, why did he bother so much, it didn't look like a conspiracy.

Meng Yin inserted the long needle into the acupuncture point on the top of Shen Lijue's head, Shen Lijue reacted, slowly opened his eyes, Meng Yin took Shen Lijue into his arms, Shen Lijue's eyes were full of hatred, but he couldn't speak: "Why do I ...... I can't do it anymore......" Qi Xuanyu was puzzled again after hearing this: Which acupuncture point is that? Meng Yin's acupuncture method is too weird.

"I'm worried that you're struggling and won't drink the medicine, and if you drink it, I'll immediately give you an injection to recover. Meng Yin said while taking the decoction to Shen Lijue's mouth, but Shen Lijue closed his mouth tightly and struggled, Meng Yin said with a guilty face: "Don't worry, it's not an abortion pill, the child is gone, it's just that you just woke up, your body is too weak, you must drink this medicine." Shen Lijue couldn't help but think of the scene where the blood-stained robe was red just now, glared at Meng Yin fiercely, and still drank the decoction.

Meng Yin applied the needle with a look of pity, and after Shen Lijue could move, the first thing he did was to knock over the medicine bowl and slap Meng Yin hard!

Meng Yin grabbed Shen Lijue's shoulder and panicked: "Ah Li, you listen to my explanation, we don't know how long we want to stay here, I'm all for you, your current identity is a man, how can you be pregnant, if you are found to be a woman disguised as a man, it is a crime of bullying the king, this will be a laughing stock if it is passed out, the emperor is fooled, how can he let you go!"

Shen Lijue shook her head, tears fell one by one, she smiled coldly, and suddenly grabbed Meng Yin's arm and bit it hard!

With a sharp pain, Meng Yin's arm trembled, gritted his teeth, his eyebrows wrinkled slightly, and blood oozed from his sleeves......

Shen Lijue glared at Meng Yin fiercely, and there was a sneer on the corner of his mouth: "Does it hurt? I don't know how long I have to stay here? How long do I have to recover women's clothes before I can be your wife? Zhao Yi, don't make excuses! I am a dispensable existence in your heart, you don't care if I die because of this, everything you do is for yourself, you make these excuses, just want to make yourself feel at ease if you can't let go of the past!"

Meng Yin was shocked for a while, staring at Shen Lijue in a daze, tears raining down: "Ah Li, I'm not like this, I won't let you die, if you die, then everything I did is meaningless." ”

"How long are you going to tease me, is it fun to play with a woman's feelings?" Shen Lijue's sneer became more and more terrifying: "Don't think that I don't know what you did behind the scenes of the Yin Soul Sect, for me? Is this what I want? Don't you know what I want? I often think that after going through ups and downs, no matter where we go, our relationship can still be the same as before, who made the past so far away? Once, I couldn't go back......"

Meng Yin looked sad and sighed: "It's fate, it's all fate......

"Wrong!" Shen Lijue shook his head with wide eyes, and pointed his trembling hand at Meng Yin: "It's your heart that has been completely swallowed up by ambition! Your Majesty is merciful enough, after going through these things, he really doesn't owe you anything, but you have to involve the Yin Soul Sect as well, the matter is getting bigger and bigger, and one day everyone will be hurt by you!"

Meng Yin grabbed that hand, and his eyes wandered around to avoid Shen Lijue: "If I succeed to the throne, there will be no rebellion in Liangshan, and sooner or later Zhao Ji will make the country unrecognizable, and the concubine will not be blind in the ground!"

Shen Lijue sneered and trembled, his eyes full of disdain: "In my opinion, Zhao Ji is frivolous, likes literature and art, and is not suitable for governing the country, and you, your bloody hands are really dirty! Don't pull the mother concubine in, she just wants you to be safe and live this life without regrets, isn't it?"

Speaking of this, she was so excited that she clenched her fists with both hands, and hit Meng Yin hard with a fist, and she was heart-rending with a crying voice: "How did you become like this? You ask yourself who you are worthy of, do you know how scummy you are! You love me, but you have to pretend that you don't know me in front of people, you love me, you deceive other women, you love me, I am pregnant with your child, you don't tell me, trick me into drinking abortion pills!" I trust you because I never thought that one day you would use this hypocrite's face to get rid of your own children!"

"This is the you I have forgiven many times, this is the love I have waited for with hope, this is what you call true love!" Tears kept sliding down her pale face, she gritted her teeth with hatred, and her body twitched with tears: "Any natural revenge is an excuse for you to realize your ambition under the pretext of life and death! That heart, since the day it was tainted by wildness, that little like, has died forever! Only I am stupid and naïve waiting, deceiving myself day after day, burying myself in the dreams of the past...... I really deserve it! I know that you have sold your soul to ambition, and you will do whatever it takes to fulfill your ambition, but you still luck think that little one can come back, but I don't know what a strange and dirty shell you are living in!"

Looking at her with desperate and disheartened eyes, Meng Yin's heart was like a knife, and the cool air penetrated through the crack in the window, he couldn't help but panic, and hugged her desperately: "Ah Li, don't be like this, I'm sorry Ah Li, I'm sorry! I'm selfish and hurt you, I beg you to forgive me, I can't live without you, as long as you don't leave me, I promise you everything!"

Meng Yin put one hand on her shoulder, one hand gently stroked her tear-stained cheek, her wide eyes were finally willing to look at her directly, the trace of complexity in her eyes had dissipated, and only pure affection remained: "I will explain to Shui Yousoul that we are husband and wife, and you will resume women's clothing in the future, I will protect you with my life, we will live and die together, if you have any accidents, I will never live!"

She looked into those eyes, and her intuition told her that it was a sincere heart, and that he had not deceived her again. She was disappointed that she was not a person who dared to love and hate, she loved Xiao Xiang too much, she didn't want to admit that Xiao Xiang was dead, and she couldn't accept that she couldn't see Xiao Xiang anymore, even if the person in front of her was just wearing the same skin, she wanted to take a second look.

"Ah Li, my wife Mo Ruofu, I know what you're thinking," Meng Yin's eyebrows were slightly furrowed, her crystal eyes stared straight at her, and her voice was as warm as a long time ago: "I'm just a little like, I'm still that little like...... This warmth seems to be real and illusory, making her who is still slightly sore in her abdomen at a loss again, this kind of voice can always make her forget all the pain he caused.

"In the time of a stick of incense, I can turn from hatred to forgiveness, I am really a cheap woman, where are you worthy of my forgiveness!" Shen Lijue closed her eyes, tears continued to slide down, she gasped: "I shouldn't continue to love you, I should hate you!" But you tell me how to completely forget the old you, nine years of affection, how to give up!"

"Ah Li......" Meng Yin stroked her cheeks and wiped away her tears, her eyes were full of guilt and pity: "I admit that I am selfish, and I also know that I am not worthy of forgiveness, but I don't want you to hate me, let alone forget me...... I can't forget until I die, only those nine years! Only those nine years, I am sincerely happy, like I really lived, if I am no longer that little one, why do I regret it so much at this moment......" He smiled bitterly, a trace of loss flashed in his eyes, and tears couldn't stop falling: "I'm really afraid, I'm so afraid of losing your ......"

Tears slid down his cheeks, and for a moment, he kissed her lips desperately, grabbed her shoulders with both hands, and slid to her back, holding her firmly. The kiss made her sink deeply, and she had no intention of resisting, let alone how to break free. The embrace was tight, the kiss made her almost breathless, but the warm lips were even tighter. She looked straight at the old look under his long eyelashes, and fell completely into his arms, continuing to immerse herself in the dream of the year......