"All I want is for you to stand on my side once when you hear others laughing at me, to support my approach, and to say that I did the right thing, even once, but you don't, you only blame me for talking too much every time! Say that I deserve it! I no longer have the courage to say what I see and hear in front of others, isn't this a coward? Is it that you are satisfied that I have become a coward and blindly obey the public?"

Nangong Cassia was speechless for a while.

Nangong Douling has been resentful for a long time, anyway, the fuse has been ignited, so simply let all the truth explode, and forbearance of grievances will only be more uncomfortable.

"I just want to have a normal family, grow up normally, and then fall in love normally, and then do a normal job! I don't want to be pure at all, and as for spells, I'm not even interested in cultivating! I've thought many times, how good it would be if I just adopted an ordinary person, I just want to be a vulgar mortal, I don't want to only practice the Fa all the time, and eventually cultivate into a person with no desires, no feelings, A mage who is no different from a dead man, other girls have already had boyfriends at my age, love triangles, quadrangular loves, and pentagonal lovers, and their love lives are colorful, I don't know how enviable, but I? I don't even have a suitor, I live like a nun. In my last life, I offended someone to give you adoption!"

"I want to fall in love at every turn! You Sichun is not such a way of thinking! You know what nonsense you were talking about just now? What kind of love triangle and quadrangular love?"

"No matter what kind of love, I just want to be a girl who doesn't have to deliberately restrain her feelings! For the person you like, you can desperately confess and fight, instead of just hiding in your heart, marrying and having children with your beloved, for the mage of the Soul Attraction School, this simple wish cannot be realized in a lifetime. ”

"Wait until you have a beloved to complain about this! What are you angry with Master and me now? Just because you can't fall in love, you even treat Master's nurturing feelings with a resentful heart?"

"How do you know I don't have a loved one? ”

"Even if you have, you have to forget that your mission is to cultivate, not to mess up some messy things. ”

"Hmph, I knew you would say this, you forced me to give me a life I didn't want, and I wasn't allowed to be resentful? When you took me as an apprentice, you didn't tell me at all how much sacrifice you have to make to enter the Soul Attracting Sect, in my eyes, cultivating spells is called chaos, having children, husbands and children is a serious matter, and it is one of the ways to achieve happiness, I can be sure that cultivating the Fa will not make me happy. What does it mean that the Fa has caused me to sacrifice my right to pursue love and procreation, and that I will never be able to build a complete and warm family in the future, and I can only die alone?"

"You have so many Shikijin with you, will you still be lonely?"

"Master, you have more gods than me, do you dare to say that you are not lonely now?" Nangong Douling looked at him arrogantly, "At your age, you haven't loved someone, isn't it sad?"

Nangong Cassia looked like the most painful acupuncture point in the sting, the whole person couldn't stop trembling, his breathing accelerated, he exhaled out of the trachea roughly, and a pair of eyes bulged angrily in the sockets, like a tiger that stepped on his tail.

"You also declared that you were not interested in puppy love. He said through gritted teeth.

"I didn't claim that, what I said was that I wasn't interested in the boys at school, but now ......," she said meaningfully, looking at Lee, "it's different now." Nangong Cassia also followed her gaze and stared at her junior brother, "Hmph, it is said that women are calamity, it turns out that it is not necessarily, so are men, and the ability to do disasters is better than that of women, it is clear that they have not done anything, but it is enough to make a talented and intelligent girl delirious. ”

Li's interrupted expression revealed the confusion in his heart, and his eyes swept back and forth on the two of them, "You suddenly looked at me and didn't speak, I was a little panicked, I didn't have a chance to say a word next to me, senior brother, who are you referring to by 'unguardable'?"

"Who else? It's so stupid that you can't understand what you say, old man, if you want to speak ill of him, please be direct, you beat around the bush, this wooden fish head can't understand what you mean." ”

"Don't call him Muyu Head again, he's your uncle!"

"I like to call it that, Wooden Fish Head, Wooden Fish Head, Wooden Fish Head. ”

"You!"

Li Xuan acted as a persuader: "Senior brother, I don't mind how she calls me, it's just a harmless nickname, and I have nothing to lose, you don't need to worry about Douchime for me; I said that you have been getting along with your master and apprentice for more than ten years, and you don't pay attention to the relationship between you at all? If you continue to quarrel, it will only hurt each other's hearts." ”

"Feelings?" Nangong Cassia sneered, "Do you see if she has feelings for me? I raised her for eighteen years, but this dead girl is like a stone, I can't cover her up any way, when didn't I hold her in my hands and love her? Whether it's her father or her master, I have fulfilled my responsibilities, I have a clear conscience!"

Nangong Cassia pointed at her nose and reprimanded: "Give you food, give you shelter, give you pocket money, when you are sick, I feed you medicine and eat one bite at a time, why do you dislike me? Keep saying that you are not raised by a normal family, you must speak according to your conscience, what is abnormal about my contribution to you? If someone else adopts you, you may not be able to be so considerate! Unthankful, white-eyed wolf, it is better to raise you than to raise a piece of barbecued pork. ”

Nangong Douling said: " Do you think you are kind to me when you adopt me, okay, I recognize, indeed, having your own room at home is better than sleeping in a chase bunk in an orphanage, you can also be picky eaters when eating, and someone will spoil me when you are sick, you did it for me, I am not ungrateful, I am angry that you did not give me a choice, when you took me as an apprentice, you hid a lot of things from me, you always said that I was young and didn't understand anything, so there was no need to explain many sect rules to me clearly, but I asked you, why don't you wait a few more years, let me grow up, and then tell me clearly, and then let me choose whether to join the Soul Attracting Sect。 ”

"This is a waste of time, accept you early, you will cultivate for a few more years, accept you later, you don't have such a great achievement today, you will be grateful to me sooner or later for this, you are now complaining that I took you as an apprentice, you are complaining that you can't fall in love. You don't have a choice, you are destined to become a disciple of the Soul Attracting Sect, and you will want to get married, start a family, and have children all your life, and you will only say so many angry words when you are dizzy, as long as you obediently accept your fate in the future, do what you should do, and leave everything you shouldn't do behind, stop being willful, Master will forgive you, when you haven't said anything. ”