Chapter 843: Can't I Love You? (11)
"What should I do, I don't like her more and more, because she can interfere with your decisions, your feelings, your heart. ”
"Grandma, grandpa...... If I don't love you, are you happy?" asked Feng Hao in a deep voice.
"Happiness, because I love him, how can I not be happy? I just want to find you a wife like this, regardless of returns, gains and losses, everything is important to you, love you and respect you......"
"And I don't need to love her, I don't need to give any emotion, just accept her admiration, right?" Feng Hao smiled bitterly and continued, "When her life is threatened, because I don't love her, I can let it go? Grandma, even if I don't love her, but she is my wife, what kind of cold heart do I have to be able to ignore her life and death?"
"Who made your heart so weak? Is it Xia Yucheng? In addition to her, which woman have you ever been soft-hearted to? Have you ever thought that she is a woman when you pointed a knife at Wanqing today?"
"I don't want her to fall deeper and deeper, I don't love her, I can't give her hope. ”
Fujiwara Xiang looked at him helplessly and asked, "Shouldn't you feel glad that I didn't use the medicine on Xia Yucheng's body? I want her to die, is it difficult? I don't want you to hate me, so I let myself ......die."
As soon as the words fell, a sharp pain struck Fujiwara's liver area. She snorted and curled up sharply.
She breathed heavily, as if she was in some severe pain.
"Grandma...... What's wrong with you?" Seeing her in such pain, Feng Hao's heart, which still wanted to persevere, was shattered little by little.
"Leave me alone...... I'm fine...... You go back and rest...... I want to be alone for a while......" Fujiwara replied weakly.
Her old eyes were gloomy, cloudy and unbright.
"Grandma, don't take those pills anymore," Feng Hao slowly stood up, looked down at her, and said with great difficulty, "I'll think about it!"
In just four words, it is extremely heavy, full of unwillingness and helplessness.
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Back in his room, in the bedroom, Muzi had already made the bed for him.
"My lord, your phone rang just before you entered the house. Muzi said respectfully.
Feng Hao looked back at the mobile phone on the cabinet, and then remembered that he had forgotten to take the mobile phone with him. He grabbed his phone as he went over and said, "It's okay, you go out!"
"Yes, my lord!" Muzi replied and went out.
Feng Hao looked at the call record of his mobile phone, there were five misses, all of them were calls from Xia Yucheng, looking at the two words of love concubine displayed on it, he couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart.
For a while, he just stood there looking at the phone in his hand and didn't move. When he came to his senses, he threw his phone on the pillow and went straight to the bathroom.
Undressing and standing under the shower, he opened his hose, letting the icy water rush over his aching body.
Although it was very warm in the room, it was winter after all, and the cold water washed on the skin, and it was still cold and biting.
But he couldn't feel it, he only felt that the corners of his eyes were hot, as if he was going to cry, and it seemed like he was going to bleed, and he was pumping and pumping, which made his heart tight, and it was so tight that it was a little stuffy and painful.
This night, Feng Hao slept very unsteadily, and his dreams were full of summer rain oranges.
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