Chapter 636: Astringency (9)
"Why do you think so? Why don't you want to think of me as a good person......"
Qu Ziyan turned around and turned his back to Xia Qing, his back revealed a sense of determination, Xia Qing knew that this time, Qu Ziyan was also serious, "I never wanted to lie to you Xia Qing, unless there is no way, if I can tell you, I can tell you everything....... but you must know that I also have my troubles....... I also have reasons why I can't say it......"
"But why do you do this to them! They are all innocent! They are innocent people in your feud with Snow Wolf!"
Xia Qing frowned, her eyes were full of doubts,
"Even if you don't let them die, you have another way, don't you? You can keep them from dying.......!"
"Xia Qing. ”
Qu Ziyan turned around, and he couldn't see any temperature in his eyes, "You ask me like this, have you ever thought about my reasons and hardships....... in your eyes, there will always be only others....... you can't see ......me at all, you can't see me at all."
Qu Ziyan's tone is rare and distressing. He seemed to be really hurt. His eyes were already cold.
"I ...... But all I saw was the grudge between you and the snow wolf, involving seven innocent names!"
"Do you know that if they are not dead, then you are the one who died? Would you be willing to die even if you die?"
"I ......"
Xia Qing was silent. She found that she really couldn't say that she was dead.
"Look, so do you. You're just showing your so-called sympathy without threatening your own life....... if the knife is on your neck, if your life is threatened, don't you want someone else to save you?"
"I ....... but at least, I'll do everything I can to save them! At that time, at that time, wasn't there a group of secret guards standing by....... wouldn't it be easy to save them?"
"Then when the time comes, it will not be a matter of seven lives, it may be the end of seventy deaths....... snow wolf is likely to take advantage of the chaos to escape. All these sacrifices will become a wasted thing. ”
Xia Qing fell silent again. Indeed, judging from the strength shown by the snow wolf these few times, he is indeed a master whose strength should not be underestimated, Qu Ziyan may only be able to fight with him for a draw, such a master, saving others in his hands, it means that the rescuer may become the soul of his big knife........
Although there are a large number of secret guards there, there are really not many who can really fight a tie with a master like Snow Wolf.
If everyone in the Demon Sect can reach the realm of martial arts like Qu Ziyan, then wouldn't everyone be able to be the sect leader?
"I'm sorry...... Because I just watched the death of the seven of them, I felt really guilty....... I really ...... I'm wrong about you...... You have your own considerations, but I didn't expect you to ......"
Xia Qing lowered her head, a little annoyed. She was indeed impulsive. She didn't think about it carefully, and she didn't think carefully about Qu Ziyan's situation, so she first began to blame him for his inhumanity, in fact, from his point of view, he saved more people's lives.
After all, you can't have both.
"I can't blame you....... you're still young, you haven't experienced anything like this, you're not mature enough......"
Qu Ziyan sighed softly, he could understand that this kind girl wanted to fight for those innocent deaths. In the past, when he encountered such a thing, he would definitely feel pitiful for those people.
"But in this plan, they are not only essential ingredients, they are also ....... who know their destiny"
"They...... Do they know, know that they are going to die?"
"Yes, they are the dead soldiers of the Demon Cult, and death is an honor for them. ”
"...... why, why are there such people...... I always thought that the so-called dead man was just a joke in the mouth of a storyteller. ”
"In this world, there are many things that you have never heard of or seen, but you can't deny their existence, you can only accept them. Because when you really see it one day, you will know how stupid and self-deceiving you are when you used to deny yourself......"
Like, just like he was back then.
At that time, he was blinded.
"Qu Ziyan, why, why is everything here so terrible? Everyone is not strange about death, and there is no kindness in everyone's hearts...... Could it be that the Demon Cult should be like this?"
Xia Qing raised his head and looked at Qu Ziyan's white jade-like face.
There was no superfluous expression on his face, and there was some fine and dense sweat on his forehead just now because of the fight.
"Xia Qing, you will always grow up, but now, you don't have to grow up, because you still have me. ”
He raised his hand and gently stroked Xia Qing's face, this face has slowly faded a little childish, every time he has experienced something, Xia Qing will mature a little, and now, in his demon sect, he is once again forced to let this child grow up.
Selfishly, Qu Ziyan doesn't want Xia Qing to grow up, he hopes that she can always be a little girl seeking refuge in his arms, and she has to come to him for help in everything, be ignorant, and live her life happily.
Sometimes he even thought about sending this child back to the Drunken Immortal Building, where she had at least always been a little dancer, without so many entanglements and disputes, and everything there was taken care of by Mei Niang.
But he couldn't help it.
I can't bear to let this child slip away from him.
Just like many times before, he had already made up his mind not to care about her anymore, not to miss her anymore, but in the end, he still lost to his liking.
"Qu Ziyan....... woo woo ......."
Xia Qing finally couldn't hold it anymore, she threw herself into Qu Ziyan's arms, and tears flowed out uncontrollably.
She didn't know, she didn't know why she was so sad, she didn't know why she couldn't stop crying, she only knew that she wanted to cry hard in this man's arms.
Ruthlessly.
Qu Ziyan...... Why, why! What is all this...... I'm clear, I'm ......."
"Xia Qing, you have done a good job. Really, you've done a great job, it's just that there are things that you can't decide on your own......."
Qu Ziyan patted Xia Qing's back gently, she seemed to have lost a little weight again, he found out yesterday that she was almost no more flesh on her body.
After making trouble in the palace for so long, and making trouble in Mochen, Xia Qing's nerves have always been tense, and things are superimposed on this thin girl one by one, and she is not willing to let her go at all.