Chapter 103: It's hard to say goodbye

In fact, I had some premonitions before, but I just didn't believe it. Ling Qi's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, he had only known Fang Xiyuan for a short year, but many experiences were broadcast in his mind like a slideshow.

He beat the gangster leader to the brink and carried her to the passenger seat of the Cadillac, who was scarred.

Walking under an umbrella on a cold rainy night, she felt warm when she was held in his arms.

After the competition of spicy food at the table, he and her walked side by side on the lakeside.

When he was in a-for-tat confrontation with Lin Wenfeng, he made a lot of tricks, and he held her left arm and didn't let go.

In the game, he lowered the muzzle of his gun against her.

Everything became clear after this person's clumsy expression on this night, Ling Qi wanted to dodge, but she felt that her body did not obey, as if countless thoughts were tied to her body like ropes.

What the hell is wrong? I clearly can't accept a man's feelings now, why is there another voice in my heart that keeps calling, eager to yurve?

All the confusion and panic, mischievous melted into that random kiss in my mind, a kiss that was messed up by the smell of alcohol and willfulness. Ling Qi's face flushed, but he didn't have the disgusting and repulsive feeling of kissing a man.

"I ...... I said I don't like men. Unable to stand Fang Xiyuan's scorching gaze, Ling Qi's gaze had already been defeated, she was clearly silently thinking that she didn't want to engage in the foundation, but she found that her reason was so unconfident.

The man's breath became clearer as his upper body approached, and even his voice seemed to gradually calm down: "Qi'er, don't force yourself anymore." You don't have to twist your life for anyone, you should have your own happiness. ”

How can you not refute it? Anyone can say such a thing, but why can't they think of a wording to overturn it? Ling Qi's lips trembled a few times, and not a single syllable came out, she felt as if she had been poisoned by the cartilage of the ecstasy, and the self-esteem and arrogance of any man were thrown out of the clouds, and replaced by the throbbing and shyness of a young girl...... Could it be that after forcibly distorting her sexual orientation for a year, the nature of this daughter's body finally exploded irrepressibly? Her heart was beating violently in her chest, her cheeks and ears were already a little hot, if someone gave Ling Qi a mirror, she would definitely be surprised that she could actually reflect an image of a helpless but youthful figure.

The beloved girl and herself are close at hand, although she has experienced countless ups and downs during this time, but now she is real and warm! Fang Xiyuan's expression slowly softened from nervousness, and finally only a warm gaze remained: "Although it sounds a little old-fashioned, I still have to say, I can't give you happiness now, but I can promise you that I will definitely come back and come back to tide over the difficulties with you!"

What do you promise, can you not be so self-righteous? What did I promise you!

Ling Qi twisted his brows and turned his head back stiffly, staring at Fang Xiyuan and wanting to reprimand him, but his unangry head was just a mess, and he couldn't come up with any countermeasures for his ambiguous behavior. This is not the first time she has been confessed by a man, but she did not refuse Lin Fan's cheerfulness, but instead entangled her thoughts into a soft and chaotic mess.

With a flower in front of her eyes, a hand had gently brushed away the girl's bangs, and then a light and warm touch was imprinted on her forehead. Ling Qi reflexively fluttered his eyes, and then shrank back like an electric shock, only to find that the range of movement of his body had been limited to a small space by the man's arm. She finally woke up from her confusion, gritted her teeth and propped up her elbow to push Fang Xiyuan's arm, and then pushed him violently to the chest, finally widening the distance between the two.

"You...... What are you crazy about!" Ling Qi stood up in shame, her first instinct was to beat up this daring bastard, but the violent ups and downs of her mood made her portal chaotic and unorganized, let alone teach this opponent who was a first-class physique and skill.

A hint of loss flashed in Fang Xiyuan's eyes, but he quickly regained his composure, and he wasn't sure why he had suddenly kissed Ling Qi's forehead just now. But in any case, what he did at night will not regret it, it is already a foregone conclusion that he will cross the ocean for many years, and if he does not muster up the courage to go out at this time, he will not have a chance to come back in the future.

Seeing that Xi Shao didn't seem to have any shame about the frivolous behavior just now, just standing calmly in place, looking at himself with that kind of eyes with deep affection, Ling Qi felt a little hairy in his heart, and quickly lowered his gaze to stare at the floor and said: "It turns out that you are essentially a playboy, and you just broke up with Yan Ling and came to tease me?

Since it comes to this topic, it will only backfire if you quibble, so Fang Xiyuan simply opened the skylight and said brightly: "Yanling and I shouldn't actually start at all, the most important person in my heart from beginning to end is you." ”

Ling Qi's heart moved, and the words of Ah Ping on the day of the white # Valentine's Day rang in his ears again:

"I can see that Xi Shao's smile is a little reluctant, maybe he is just playing on the spot! You are much better than his ex-girlfriend, and his favorite must be you!"

Do you really want me to be a good woman and then accept a man's love?

Mentally repulsed, but physically very honest, Ling Qi had to admit that when Fang Xiyuan hugged her, there was indeed a subconscious of comfort and dependence. However, he can't escape the relationship between himself and Yanling no matter what, is this account just settled?

"If it weren't for you, Yan Ling wouldn't have broken with me!, it's all because of your self-righteousness!" Ling Qi scolded a little unreasonably, in fact, even she knew that the drunken evil kiss was the fuse#rope, and the main responsibility for this matter was not Fang Xiyuan.

"I'm sorry...... Fang Xiyuan slowly lowered his head and sighed lightly, "It's all my responsibility, I shouldn't have accepted Yan Ling's confession at that time." I just want you to stop being obsessed with the impossible and look where it's possible. But I was too naΓ―ve and too eager to mess things up. ”

"You mean, you and Yanling are together to correct the problem that I like girls?" Ling Qi looked at the young man opposite in a daze, his face gradually gloomy, "It turns out that you have been playing with Yanling's feelings all along? Do you know how important she is to me? You have a lot of fun, and now you still want to run away to the United States and throw all the mess to me!?"

Fang Xiyuan had already expected Ling Qi's reaction, this was the guilt he had always felt in his heart, if he didn't say it, even if Ling Qi agreed to him today, he would always leave a knot in his heart: "I know you think I'm despicable, but I have to tell you what I think today." When I found out that you have homosexual tendencies, I was very surprised and helpless, but Yanling's feelings for me are also true, and it is impossible for her to accept your ......"

"You don't need to emphasize this!" Ling Qi's helplessness and shyness just now were swept away by her anger, and she said with a straight face, "I don't care what you think in your heart, Yanling is really sincere to you, you either shouldn't start, you should cherish her when you start!

"Maybe feelings can really make people blind, and in other cases, I would not have taken such impetuous means. But with you, I have no choice, I will do my best to fight for my chances. "Once the words are spoken, Fang Xiyuan will no longer have any scruples, in short, he must explain all the circumstances clearly today, and then quietly wait for Ling Qi's judgment.

"You're too selfish!" Ling Qi gritted her teeth and wanted to vent her long-term depression and grievances on Fang Xiyuan, but in the end she still gave up, "You better go to the United States for further study with peace of mind, you don't have to worry about the affairs of me and my family." Other than that...... I still can't accept men right now. ”

"I can wait. Fang Xiyuan blurted out, "Qi'er, today I will make all my sins clear to you, and if you want to kill, you have to listen to your respect." But I will not give up on you, and I believe that I have the power to bring you true happiness. ”

"I'll go back, don't look for me again. Ling Qi's mood was very complicated, on the one hand, because Fang Xiyuan played a conspiracy against Jin Yanling, which made her very indignant, but on the other hand, Ling Qi felt that subconsciously she couldn't bear to treat Fang Xiyuan like Lin Fan, maybe ...... He does have a special place in his heart.

"Pray!

Ling Qi turned around and just took a step, when she suddenly felt a warmth on her back, and a wide embrace had wrapped her in the whole way. Fang Xiyuan's breath seemed to be in his ears, and there was a whisper with affection:

"I'm sorry, for the rest of the time, don't torture yourself anymore, you have to remember, you still have me. ”

In normal times, Ling Qi would definitely twist a few joints from the man who attacked her, but today's person and atmosphere are a little special, she only twisted slightly, then closed her eyes and gave up struggling.

Unfortunately, maybe you really look at the wrong person, I don't deserve anyone's bitter love like this, because I am a monster whose soul and body are not united.

Although Fang Xiyuan rushed very violently, he didn't make any movement after holding Ling Qi in his arms, he only quietly engraved all this in his heart, at least...... There used to be.

"You can let me go. Ling Qi's voice was very calm, but Fang Xiyuan sounded like it was an order that could not be disobeyed, he reluctantly let go of his arm, and Ling Qi walked in the direction he had been coming, as if there was no nostalgia at all. Fang Xiyuan looked at the girl's gentle back blankly, he had already gotten enough things, now even if he followed Ling Qi back, it would be a cheeky act!

"Thank you for the amulet, goodbye. ”

A faint, somewhat sad voice floated over, and Fang Xiyuan's heart trembled, with mixed tastes.

By the time we say goodbye, everything will be different.