"Will you do it? You know it's easy to try, but it's hard to actually get started. People always find all kinds of excuses and eventually give up. For example, Ding Qing, I think he is very strange, obviously he just needs to let go of the life he doesn't like, but he wants to let his boring life emasculate his life under the lifestyle he hates. ”

Su Rui seems to want to talk about Ding Qing, maybe she has been separated from Ding Qing all these years, she doesn't know how Ding Qing lives, so she wants to talk about Ding Qing.

"What do you think Ding Qing should be like?" asked Cheng Xingtao.

"You and Ding Qing should have known each other for a long time, what do you think he should be like?" Su Rui didn't answer, and asked rhetorically.

"When I met Ding Qing, he was like this, do you think I can still imagine him as a person?" Cheng Xingtao said lightly.

Su Rui threw away the cigarette butt in his hand, slowly spit out the last cigarette in his mouth, looked at Cheng Xingtao, and said, "Ding Qing, he doesn't belong to the metropolis, his soul is free." I came back this time to take him away. ”

"Where are you going?" asked Cheng Xingtao.

"Go wherever you want, get on your motorbike, go wherever you want. This world is so big, why should you enclose yourself in a palm-sized place, like a frog at the bottom of a well, until you die. ”

Cheng Xingtao did not speak.

Her thinking is different from Suri, maybe as Suri said, she is a frog at the bottom of the well, bound by some invisible things, but she doesn't feel that she is bound, she has ideals and her own pursuits, so she feels that she is still free.

Su Rui saw that Cheng Xingtao didn't speak, so he said: "You don't like to argue with others, when I used to tell others like this, people would always fight for their own choices, in order to prove that their choices were not wrong, I think that looks ugly." But if you don't refute it at all, but you don't feel that there is anything wrong with your lifestyle, I know that you know very well what kind of life you want. ”

Cheng Xingtao didn't expect Su Rui to be observing himself, and said, "I thought you thought your way of life was correct, and other people's were worthless, but I didn't expect you to just test me." ”

Suri laughs, she loves to laugh, with a kind of cynicism about the whole world.

"You're wrong," said Suri, "I'm not tempting you, I just like to see other people's ugliness, and you just don't show your ugliness." ”

"Aren't you afraid of being refuted with confidence, and in the end you make a fool of yourself?" Cheng Xingtao asked rhetorically.

"I have nothing to make a fool of, I never felt like I had made a mistake. When Suri replied, he looked confident and calm.

"I like your fearless look. Cheng Xingtao said.

"I don't like the way you look at ease. Suri replied politely.

The two looked at each other and laughed, from the initial strangeness, they suddenly felt that each other was a friend.

After eating, Su Rui invited Cheng Xingtao to go out for a ride, looking at Su Rui's cool motorcycle, Cheng Xingtao felt that this was a completely unfamiliar field to her.

"Why? Don't dare?" Su Rui put on a hard hat and handed a hard hat to Cheng Xingtao.

Cheng Xingtao took the helmet, learned Su Rui's movements, put on the hat, and said, "What do I have to be afraid of." I'm not usually very out of the ordinary, but I've always been very bold. ”

After Cheng Xingtao finished speaking, after Su Rui stepped on the motorcycle, he also sat down.

Su Rui turned on the engine, the sound of the motorcycle's engine shook the earth, and Su Rui shouted: "Hold me tight!"

Cheng Xingtao obediently hugged Su Rui's waist, and as soon as he hugged it, the motorcycle swooped out like an arrow from Xuan.

"It's not a small courage to dare to come out with me when you're pregnant. Suri said in the car.

"What if you're pregnant? Pregnancy is not a reason for a person to be constrained, and the same is true for other things. Afraid that Su Rui wouldn't be able to hear it, Cheng Xingtao replied loudly.

Su Rui smiled, but he wore a hat, and Cheng Xingtao couldn't see it.

The two of them went around the uninhabited road in the suburbs, and after going back, seeing Cheng Xingtao's excited look and somewhat weak legs, Su Rui said: "Is it fun?

"It's fun, but it's not fun enough to make me abandon my husband and children. Cheng Xingtao took off her hat and gasped slightly.

"Do you love your husband so much that you are willing to stay with him for the rest of your life?" Su Rui also took off his hat and looked at Cheng Xingtao in puzzlement.

Cheng Xingtao was stunned for a moment, she thought seriously about Su Rui's question, and finally replied: "I love him very much, but whether I want to stay for the rest of my life still needs to think about it seriously." ”

Listening to Cheng Xingtao's answer, Su Rui laughed and joked: "It seems that you are not such an honest person." ”

"Honest, what is honesty, conformism?"

"Haha, I don't know. However, I have found that although you are living well, you are free. Suri strode back into the house.

Cheng Xingtao followed and laughed.

She didn't answer, because she knew that she wasn't free. No one in this world can be completely free, because people will always be bound by something.

Ding Qing is, Qin Fanghui is, Qiao Yue is, and she Cheng Xingtao is no exception.

Cheng Xingtao and Su Rui stayed for a day, and they talked about each other's lives and their views on the world like friends for many years.

After an in-depth chat with Su Rui, Cheng Xingtao found that Su Rui has an unstable heart, she wants to wander around, she wants to wander everywhere, as long as she thinks of staying in one place until she is old and stays until she dies, she feels completely unimaginable, and even feels that if that happens, it is better to die now.

"But what are you looking for when you're wandering around?" asked Cheng Xingtao.

"What are you looking for? Of course, it's the search for freshness, the search for that feeling of freedom. In fact, it may not be to pursue a result, just like you, is it just to marry someone when you fall in love with someone?"

Cheng Xingtao didn't speak, she didn't want to talk about emotional matters, especially not wanting to talk about emotional matters with Qiao Yue.

Ding Qing told her that at five o'clock this afternoon, he would make a deal with Qiao Yue.

Every time she saw the time, Cheng Xingtao didn't want to talk.

Su Rui saw Cheng Xingtao's apprehension, she looked at the big clock hanging in the hall, it was already four o'clock in the afternoon, and it was only an hour before the scheduled time.

"You've been watching the time, what are you worrying about? Are you afraid that your husband won't come over for you?" asked Suri.

Cheng Xingtao did not answer.

"Does he love you?" asked Suri.

Cheng Xingtao still didn't answer.