Chapter 321: Discovery
(Thanks to the small P for the coin reward, Mo Mo Da (づ ̄ 3 ̄)づ)
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Has the young and promising Li Huai, who is known as the "Divine Feather Tiger", become so depressed?
The Queen Mother could never have imagined that such a consequence would be.
Obviously, the reason why Li Huai came to such a point has nothing to do with her, even if something happened to Yun Rui after her, she also knows that the main reason is still her.
That's when she realized how much damage she had done to him, and realized that he wasn't as strong as she thought.
She had a moment of relenting and wanted to write him a letter of comfort, she knew that it should work for him, but at the same time she understood that such a letter comforted him and brought back the relationship between them, no matter what tone she used to write it, how to explain her intentions, as long as she wrote this letter, they would be involved again, in the long run, this is unacceptable, this is not her original intention.
Therefore, she finally held back, and she did not write such a letter, although she almost couldn't help but put pen to paper countless times, and even wrote three paragraphs at one point. In the end, she put down her pen ruthlessly, and kept reminding herself that this time could only let him be tested.
So, when he was depressed, she was actually suffering.
Now, they are two fried places, but neither dares to disturb the other anymore.
The Queen Mother was ruthless, turned around and went back to bed and lay down.
However, she still couldn't fall asleep, she was worried that something would happen to Li Huai.
If something happens to him, she will be upset for the rest of her life.
What to do?
Now that her son is filial, her daughter-in-law is also filial, and she has two lovely grandsons, she has nothing to do, she just wants everyone she cares about to be safe and smooth.
That night, she barely slept until dawn, and when she woke up she found herself in the mirror with red eyes and a haggard look.
Her personal palace maid Nan Jia was very distressed when she saw this, and persuaded lightly: "Queen Mother, don't think too much about the past." ”
The Empress Dowager sighed and said after a long time: "This matter is related to me after all, and I can't ignore it." ”
"But what are you going to do? It's not easy for you to be ruthless, if you are soft-hearted now, won't it hurt his heart even more in the future?" Nan Jia said busily.
Realizing that this should not come from the mouth of a palace maid, Nanjia hurriedly asked her for forgiveness.
The Queen Mother waved her hand and walked out.
There were many ministers and ministers' wives in the palace on the third day of Li Xianxi's washing, and these ladies inevitably came to greet the Queen Mother, so the Queen Mother chatted with them for a while.
One of the ladies asked the Empress Dowager if she would invite vassal kings from all over the world to come when the moon was full, and the Empress Dowager immediately turned pale.
When Li Xi was full moon, he invited the vassal kings from all over the country to come back and drink, but Li Xi was the second prince, so the full moon wine didn't have to be so grand.
However, the Empress Dowager suddenly thought of something, so she came to Li Pei to talk that evening and said straight to the point: "Do you want to invite the vassal kings from all over the world to come back to celebrate when the moon is full?"
Li Pei felt that it was okay to invite or not, so he smiled and said, "The son listens to the queen mother." ”
"Then please, you can also take this opportunity to contact them for a relationship. As for the banquet, it can be a few tables less than when Xi'er is full moon. ”
"Uh-huh, okay. ”
"Since you don't have an opinion, then I'll arrange for someone to take care of this matter. The Queen Mother said softly.
"Okay, there's a queen of Lao. Li Pei said respectfully.
"It's okay, I'm idle anyway, it's always good to have something to do. ”
So, the Empress Dowager began to discuss this matter on the same day, and in a letter sent to Li Ling in the Southern Regions, the Empress Dowager asked Li Ling to bring Li Huai with him at that time.
Li Ling received the letter, but did not inform Li Huai of the matter.
The Empress Dowager actually made it clear in the letter that she wanted Li Huai to accompany her to Beijing, does this mean that she wants to have a tryst with Li Huai?
Li Huai had already been tortured by her badly, wouldn't it cost him his life to be tortured by her again?
Li Ling decided not to take Li Huai into Beijing, and if the Empress Dowager asked at that time, he would say that Li Huai was not in good health and should not travel far.
On the night of receiving the letter, Li Ling said to Li Huai: "I have received a letter from the palace, saying that His Majesty's second son has been born, and I will go back to Beijing to drink full moon wine at that time." ”
Li Huai, who had been silent and listless, suddenly came to his senses, raised his eyes and asked Li Ling: "Is it?
Over the years, whenever there are big events in the palace, even he will invite them.
"Nope. Li Ling shook his head affirmatively, glanced at Li Huai again, and said, "It's a letter written by the Empress Dowager herself, and she didn't say that she wanted to invite you." ”
A sad smile flashed at the corner of Li Huai's mouth, he didn't say anything more, lowered his head and continued to drink the soup.
Since the Empress Dowager proposed to sever that relationship with him, his health has deteriorated, and in just one year, he has changed from a vigorous tiger to a weak one, and even he himself is surprised by such an obvious change.
He now believes that people's state of mind has a direct impact on their health.
But he is only twenty-nine years old, which is the best years of men, and he has languished to this point.
However, that person is her, the peerless mother of the country, the person he has been in love with for more than ten years.
In this life and this life, she is his dream lover.
If she wants to torture him, it only takes one word and one finger to suffice, and he is powerless against her.
She said that she didn't love him anymore and didn't want to have that kind of relationship with him anymore, it was like a thunderbolt from the blue, which blasted him to the ground, what else could he say?
It wasn't that he hadn't tried to cheer himself up, but since she said those words, there had been a hole in his heart that he couldn't fill on his own.
Only if she helps.
But that wasn't possible anymore, she didn't care about him anymore, that's obvious. If she still cares about him, why not invite him along with him, why not give him a chance to meet her?
She wouldn't be unaware, and it would be a great comfort to him to see her.
Now it seems that she deliberately ignored him.
He didn't blame her, he only blamed himself for being too vulnerable.
After Li Ling read the letter, he sandwiched it to a book on his desk. This is his study, and ordinary people are afraid to come in, so he is not worried that this letter will be known by others.
But what he never expected was that Li Huai would come to his study that afternoon.
Li Huai didn't mean to read the letter, he just came to find a book to read. He didn't leave immediately after finding the book from the shelf, but sat down and looked through it first.
Naturally, he saw the book on the desk and the letter tucked between it.
The length of the envelope was a little longer than the book, so it was obvious at a glance.
Li Huai hurriedly opened the letter and looked at it, and his expression changed greatly after reading it.
It turned out that the Queen Mother had invited him to Beijing, and she specifically said it.
Li Huai put the letter back in its place and left the study quickly.