Li Yu, who has the same name and surname as the Wenqing Emperor of the Southern Tang Dynasty, although he is not as ill-fated as this emperor, he can be regarded as having a lot of experience. The most bizarre thing is to say that Ya has crossed, to be more precise, it is to cross and be reborn. People in their forties have actually caught up with fashion, let's be considered fashionable.

Li Yu looked at the only mirror in the dormitory, the face in the mirror was quite thin, his eyes were bloodshot, his beard was thick, and his hair was shoulder-length, although his complexion was very bad, but he was obviously much younger.

Looking at the space of about ten square meters, there are three bunk steel tube beds, but only five beds have the appearance of people. Under the only window was the only writing desk in the dormitory, and four or five stainless steel lunch boxes were thrown at random, everything was so strange and familiar.

Li Yu's face was full of confusion: "What's the situation, aren't I asleep at home? And I remember very well that the boys' dormitory was demolished in my junior year. I won't really cross over, I still have a wife and children. ”

Thinking about it, Li Yu's whole person fell into a collapse. I don't have any dissatisfaction with life, not only am I not dissatisfied, but I still have a little expectation for the future.

Not only has a loving wife, but also a lovely daughter, and every day after work, the little baby shouts: "Daddy, Daddy." He ran over and hugged his legs. Is that just a dream, or are you in a dream right now?

Thinking about it, he pinched himself hard and said, "Shhhh Isn't this TM a dream?

Li Yu, who still didn't believe it, looked at the emaciated and haggard and young face in the mirror in front of him. An inexplicable anger surged into his heart, and he slapped himself and gave himself a big mouth, as if this was the way to wake up his mind from the illusion, but apparently reality picked up a bigger slap and slapped Li Yu in the face.

The hot feeling on his face made Li Yu recognize the reality a little. It's not a dream, it really can't be any more real. I don't understand how this happened, but reality is reality, and no matter how desperate it is, it will not waver.

Li Yu, who was dizzy, shook his body and slowly moved to the lower bunk that seemed to be his own in his memory, and slowly sat on it, his mind was full of mush, as if he was thinking a lot, and as if he didn't think about anything, he just sat on the bed in a daze, I don't know how long it took, Li Yu raised his hands and held his face and cried slowly.

Don't say that the old man is ashamed to cry, it's that you didn't catch up, it's not strange to cry out when you have an emotional breakdown, let's call it the previous life, not to mention smooth sailing, and he hasn't suffered too much, he has never had such a stimulating experience, so he can't accept this fact for a while.

Even half a lifetime of experience has made Li Yu develop a habit of going with the flow, the so-called going with the flow is actually too lazy to investigate the root cause, and there is no desire to find the root cause.

As the old saying goes, forty is not confused, in fact, it is also the meaning, not to say that there is no confusion, no confusion, the world is big, how can you not be confused. But at this age, I often want to open it. It is precisely because the world is too big, there are too many perplexing questions, and I am not this family or that scholar, so there is no need to go to the root cause of everything. How to live the life or how to live. So it doesn't matter. But this is not confused and heartless is not the same thing at all.

Speaking of Li Yu's previous life, his family was poor in his early years, but there were few families that were not poor in that era, at least Li Yu had never seen it. I have the impression that a classmate with good conditions is only a two-bedroom and a living room at home. But it's obviously much stronger than Li Yu's family.

When I was a child, a family of three was crammed into an 18-square-meter bungalow, my grandmother's family lived next door, my uncle's family lived opposite, and there were some old neighbors in the yard. In my memory, Li Yu lived in this courtyard until he was 6 years old.

After the age of 6, Li Yu and his parents moved into the welfare housing issued by his father's unit. The house is only about 30 square meters, one bedroom and one living room, according to the saying at the time, it was a 1.75 room, and Li Yu still didn't understand how this 1.75 was calculated.

Then there is elementary school, junior high school. By the time I was in high school, my mother's unit was finally separated. However, according to the regulations at that time, each household could only have one set of welfare housing. So my father returned the company's small house, and finally lived in a large house of more than 80 square meters with two bedrooms and one living room, which he had envied for a long time, and finally had his own room.

Li Yu has been smart since he was a child, but it's a pity that he was ruined on this cleverness. Back then, people wouldn't boast about anything else, and as soon as they met, they said, "Yo, this kid is so smart." As he spoke, Xiao Li Yu took it seriously. I don't study hard anymore, I'm smart anyway. Don't even say that you really didn't see anything wrong with it when you were in elementary school. Anyway, all the children are double hundred.

But this time in junior high school, Li Yu didn't develop any good habits since he was a child, he didn't take classes seriously, he didn't write his homework well, and his grades slowly couldn't keep up with the progress. What to do, Li Yu's parents are also face-saving people, dropping out of school will definitely not be successful, no matter how you say that your parents are the little heads in the unit, this is easy to say.

So one day, Li Yu's mother didn't know who to listen to, art students are good to be admitted to university. So Li Yu plunged into the art industry in such a daze. It wasn't until I was in my 40s that I never came out again. Even the daughter-in-law is from an art background.

It's also interesting to say, maybe there are really genetic factors, my daughter showed that she liked to draw when she was two years old, and she looked quite talented in Li Yu. The ability to observe is quite good. It's also quite hands-on.

It is said that although his life has not been colorful for more than 40 years, there have not been many disasters, except for the death of his father in a car accident in his freshman year, which made Li Yu depressed for a while.

But in the days that followed, Li Yu and his mother have been living very well, although the salary of working in a design company is not much, but they can save a little by themselves.

After getting married and having children, I resigned and went to the sea, and I started a business by myself, I have a house and a car, and I don't talk about a prosperous torch in a small life, which can be regarded as delicious.

Li Yu doesn't have many hobbies, reading novels is one of them, the novels that have been reborn in recent years are quite popular, Li Yu thought, how can he live for a lifetime if he is reborn?

I've been thinking about it for a few years, and it doesn't seem to make any difference, let's live like this, some people say, write songs, the question is do you? Don't think that you can make a tune by writing a 1234567, not to mention the simple score and the stave. Just the various variations and symbols are enough for you to be a layman. And in terms of the domestic copyright situation. With so many composers who can't eat, you still want to make a lot of money?

I don't know how long it took, Li Yu stopped crying, sat on the bed in a daze with his hands on his face, and involuntarily remembered what he should do in the future.

Li Yu didn't notice that the footsteps outside the dormitory door were slowly walking towards him. With a soft sound, the dormitory door opened, and four boys walked in at the same time, one of whom said: "Li Zi is still sad, want to open it some, don't you always tell us that everyone in the world suffers, according to your theory, Uncle is also complete, he has suffered enough, it's time to go up and think about happiness." ”

Hearing this, Li Yu finally realized that he was a freshman, not long after his father's death.

Turning his head and putting down his hand, he looked at the few people who had just come in, and replied to the person who had just spoken: "It's okay, it's just that I'm still uncomfortable." Just let me take my time. ”

Li Yu is still a little sad about the death of his father, but it is far from the impact of rebirth, not that Li Yu is unfilial, but for Li Yu, his father has passed away for more than 20 years. Although I am somewhat sad that I have not been able to change this result by being born again, it is not unacceptable.

Now the question is how to live the rest of the day. Is it really true that if you don't make changes, you still live like that? It's impossible, since you've been reborn, you have to live a little different. Otherwise, it will be very boring to think about it twice on the same day.