Chapter 296: Swing! Half-hearted guilt!
After meeting Cheng Xingtao that time, Cheng Xingtao unabashedly launched a fierce pursuit of him, asking him to dinner, asking him to go to self-study, asking him to play ball, and asking him to go to the book fair......
are all very serious invitations, and it can be seen from her behavior pattern that she simply wants to stay with him for a while, even if it is to sit quietly.
For him, who already has a girlfriend, every time he sees Cheng Xingtao's invitation to send him a text message, he feels that such a date is like a child's house, and it is a little scary.
At that time, he loved Xiang Zhenzhen and never thought of empathy, or mental or physical cheating, so every time Cheng Xingtao sent him a message to ask him, he transferred the message to Qiao Yue intact and asked Qiao Yue to go to the appointment.
At that time, he felt that Qiao Yue was impeccable in terms of character and appearance, and as long as Cheng Xingtao saw Qiao Yue a few more times, he would definitely like Qiao Yue, and then he could successfully get out and no longer involve Qiao Yue and Cheng Xingtao.
However, every time he thought that Cheng Xingtao should be happily dating Qiao Yue, Cheng Xingtao would jump out and appear in front of him, asking him why he didn't reply to her and why he ignored her.
Most of the time, he saw Qiao Yue hanging his head and following behind him with a discouraged expression.
Every now and then, there is an inexplicable pleasure in his heart.
After that, most of the time, it was the three of them who acted together, but Cheng Xingtao could only see him in his eyes.
That kind of focus, that kind of affection.
Before he knew it, he found himself trapped in it, unable to extricate himself.
It doesn't matter if he was moved by Cheng Xingtao, or that he wanted to find a sense of superiority from Qiao Yue's frustration.
He liked the feeling of three people together, he felt very happy, Cheng Xingtao's thinking was always very jumpy, with her, she could always bring him a lot of strange things, wonderful ideas and opinions.
And the happier he and Cheng Xingtao are, the more disappointed Qiao Yue will be.
And this sense of superiority played a great balancing role in the general election of the student union, when he and Qiao Yue were seriously unbalanced due to the vote difference.
That time at the beach, he hugged Cheng Xingtao tightly in front of Qiao Yue, at that time, he originally wanted to dispel Qiao Yue's arrogance, but when he held Cheng Xingtao's weak body in his arms, he had a strange feeling in his heart.
He wanted to hold her all the time, and even wanted to kiss her.
Looking at Cheng Xingtao, who was no longer crying, laughing and scolding with everyone, he suddenly realized a possibility.
Once he realized the existence of this possibility, he was so frightened that he took a leave of absence that night and took a train for several hours to go to Xiang Zhenzhen's school to find Xiang Zhenzhen.
He needs to see Xiang Zhenzhen, he needs to remind himself with his love for Xiang Zhenzhen, what he loves is Xiang Zhenzhen, and this relationship will not change, and it cannot change.
Xiang Zhenzhen knew that he had come to see her overnight, and he was very happy, and after a long distance, he pounced on him like a happy bird.
He opened his hands and happily held Xiang Zhenzhen in his arms, he was happy to see Xiang Zhenzhen, holding her, he felt stable and satisfied.
He warned himself that maybe every girl felt the same when she picked it up, which is why he had that delusion.
They found a place outside and spent a passionate and crazy night together.
But when the sun rose the next day, he woke up in the morning light, looking at Xiang Zhenzhen in his arms, he suddenly had a feeling of loss, and even for a moment, he thought what it would be like if the person in his arms was holding Cheng Xingtao.
He got up, got dressed, and sat quietly in front of the bed for a long time.
He finally had to admit that while he was in love with Xiang Zhenzhen, he fell in love with Cheng Xingtao.
After returning from the beach, Qiao Yue was depressed for a few days, and he didn't dare to see Cheng Xingtao again.
The moment he knew that he liked Cheng Xingtao, he was overwhelmed by the guilt of Xiang Zhen.
He and Xiang Zhenzhen were together in their first year of high school, and they originally discussed that the two of them would go to the same university, but Xiang Zhenzhen failed to be admitted to the university he was admitted to in the college entrance examination, and he himself did not play well, although he went to the university he wanted to go to, his major was transferred to the animation major that he had never heard of.
Xiang Zhenzhen originally wanted him to go to college in this province, but he didn't want to waste his college entrance examination score to go to a much worse university, so he still insisted on going to university in other places.
He firmly believes that distance will not affect his feelings for Xiang Zhenzhen.
Even now, he still feels that he loves Xiang Zhenzhen, and this relationship has not changed with time and distance, but Cheng Xingtao's appearance was an accident.
He has less and less contact with Xiang Zhenzhen, on the one hand, Xiang Zhenzhen is busy with the affairs of the community, busy all day long, and on the other hand, he is vacillating between refusing and not rejecting Cheng Xingtao.
Every time he contacted Xiang Zhenzhen, he tried not to talk as much as possible, so as not to leak his mouth, and Xiang Zhenzhen only talked about some things in the community, and sometimes hung up the phone without saying a word.
Later, for a long time, he found that he and Xiang Zhenzhen did not call, occasionally sent messages, and just a simple sentence of missing you, both of them were the same.
The relationship with Cheng Xingtao is still the same, and there are even many times when there are only opportunities for him and Cheng Xingtao to be alone.
Qiao Yue has been completely abandoned.
He gradually felt that he and Cheng Xingtao should be like this, and Qiao Yue was the superfluous one.
So much so that later, when he saw that Cheng Xingtao was thinking about him in his heart, but in fact he was always with Qiao Yue, his heart was very sour.
Especially when climbing the mountain, Cheng Xingtao kept chasing Qiao Yue's footsteps, and when he was with Qiao Yue, he looked excited and unhappy, and when he was with him, he always looked absent-minded and impatient.
"You go first. He said with some anger.
"Huh?" Cheng Xingtao was blindsided for a moment, then squeaked, and said, "Then I'll go first." ”
With that, she flew to the front.
He was just angry, and she was really gone!
Do you want to be with him so much, so desperate to get to him?
His heart was very irritable, and he threw the luggage of the other girls on his back to them, and said angrily: "Carry it yourself!"
He deliberately carried luggage for other girls, originally wanting Cheng Xingtao to be jealous, and then handed her backpack over, and coquettishly asked him to help her carry it, but Cheng Xingtao showed no signs of jealousy, and he didn't want him to help her carry the bag at all.
Later, he saw her bag in Qiao Yue's hand.
She didn't let him help her get it, but she asked Qiao Yue to help her get it!
He was very angry, and even had a feeling in his heart that he had been betrayed by Cheng Xingtao.
She obviously likes him, why, but now she has been with Qiao Yue? Could it be that she already likes Qiao Yue? Obviously shows that she only has him in her heart, but now she is in love with Qiao Yue?
Qiao Yue's voice came from the top of the mountain, and then, he heard Cheng Xingtao's voice.
He heard her calling his name, but he wasn't happy at all!
Cheng Xingtao, didn't you deliberately tell me that you and Qiao Yue, the lonely man and the widow, were the first to reach the top of the mountain?
In the mountains and forests where there are only the two of you, will Qiao Yue do anything?
Confessions, kisses, and even ...... 2510