Chapter 465: I Want to Open Up! I Can't Keep It! (Merry Christmas~)

In the room, Qin Fanghui walked to Cheng Xingtao's hospital bed, Cheng Xingtao knew that it was Qin Fang who came back, but she still didn't want to speak.

"Brother Fang Hui, you go, I want to be alone and quiet. Cheng Xingtao closed her eyes and drove people away.

"Taotao, don't you even want to see your brother?, do you blame your brother for giving you such an idea, that's why it happened?" Qin Fanghui sat down on the stool, holding Cheng Xingtao's thin hand and asked.

Cheng Xingtao kept shaking her head, tears rolling down, "No, brother, I don't blame you, I only blame myself, this must be retribution! It must be that the child thinks that I actually used his life as a bargaining chip, so he simply doesn't want to be born! Brother! This is retribution! Retribution to me!"

Qin Fanghui picked up Cheng Xingtao, held her in his arms, wiped the tears on Cheng Xingtao's face, and said, "Taotao, it's not your fault, don't blame yourself." If the child is gone, it just means that it has ended its fate with you, and you have to believe that the child knows that you love it, even if it is only for a few months, it will not regret becoming your child. ”

"Brother, I can't convince myself. It's all my fault that killed the child. When I close my eyes now, my mind is full of blood, endless blood......"

Cheng Xingtao buried her head in Qin Fanghui's arms, she also wanted to comfort herself and persuade herself, but she couldn't do it, she couldn't do anything, she couldn't do anything except fall into endless self-blame and regret.

"Momo, don't do this. The more you blame yourself, the more sad your brother will be. If you think your fault is 100 percent, then your brother's fault is 200 percent. Taotao, don't you want to be like this, okay?"

Cheng Xingtao shook his head in Qin Fanghui's arms, "Brother, even if you don't mention it, sooner or later I will think of it myself." ”

Cheng Xingtao cried even more sadly.

"It's because I know this that I feel even more sad. Brother, everything that happened today, no matter how I think about it, is bound to happen. This child will eventually leave me. ”

"Taotao, since you know that you can't keep it, why don't you just send the child away happily, the child doesn't want you to be so sad because of it, right?"

"Brother, I think, but I can't. ”

Qin Fanghui stroked Cheng Xingtao's hair, thought for a while, and then said in a low voice: "Taotao, there is something I have to tell you." ”

Cheng Xingtao kept crying and didn't speak.

"Your child can't be born in the first place. ”

Cheng Xingtao stopped crying and said, "Brother Fang Hui, what did you say?"

"Remember your prenatal check-up some time ago, when the result was that your baby could not survive in your womb, and the doctor's recommendation was to terminate the pregnancy. ”

Cheng Xingtao's whole expression stiffened, and while shaking his head, he said, "I don't understand what you're saying, Brother Fang Hui, are you lying to me? In order to make me feel at ease, did you lie to me?"

"No, Taotao, your body is too weak, so the child does not develop well in your body, and from the point of view of eugenics, the doctor recommends terminating the pregnancy. Qin Fanghui looked straight at Cheng Xingtao, hoping that Cheng Xingtao could see from his eyes that he was not lying.

Cheng Xingtao couldn't believe it at all, and asked, "Then why are you hiding it from me?" Brother Fang Hui, why are you hiding it from me?"

"Taotao, didn't you ask me if I have been entangled in hatred all the time, and I have to pretend to smile and be grateful in front of the enemy, is it particularly hard? I can tell you now, it's really hard. Tao Tao, you made me give up my hatred for Uncle Cheng, but my biggest enemy is not Uncle Cheng, but Old Qin. ”

"Taotao, I took advantage of you, I apologize to you. I don't ask you to forgive me, I just hope you can come out of the pain of losing your child. ”

"Brother Fang Hui...... Let me be quiet, okay?"

Qin Fang let go of Cheng Xingtao, got up, and walked a few steps, Qin Fang replied: "Taotao, Xiao Yue is outside the door, do you want to see him?"

Cheng Xingtao shook his head silently and said, "I don't want to see anyone." Brother, I just want to be alone. ”

After Qin Fang returned to the ward, Cheng's father and Cheng's mother looked at him expectantly, Qin Fang shook his head and said, "You can't be in a hurry, Tao Tao will figure it out slowly." ”

After speaking, Qin Fanghui turned his gaze to Qiao Yue on the side and said, "Xiao Yue, you come with me." ”

Qiao Yue thought that Cheng Xingtao had something to transfer to him, so he happily followed Qin Fang back.

After walking a few steps, Qin Fang replied: "Xiao Yue, Tao Tao doesn't want to see you now, it's useless for you to stay here, you have more important things to do now." Whether it is the Qin family or the company, you are indispensable. ”

"Brother Fang Hui......" Qiao Yue's last bit of hope was shattered, and he suddenly felt that what was he living for?

"Xiao Yue, when Tao Tao sees you now, she will only think of pain, why do you want to make her more miserable at this time? What's more, when you have completely solved the problem between the company and the Qin family, and can provide Tao Tao with a safe life at that time, wouldn't it be better to ask for her forgiveness? Otherwise, even if you ask for forgiveness now, it will only bring pain to Tao Tao. ”

Qin Fanghui gave Qiao Yue a clear and coherent analysis of the current situation.

Cheng Xingtao didn't know how long she had been lying in the ward, she didn't want to go anywhere, she didn't want to see anyone, and she didn't want to say anything.

She just wanted to be alone.

Yi Xiaoxin, who was filming the exterior scenes, heard that Cheng Xingtao's child was gone, and he couldn't take care of Ning Zhi, so he hurriedly took a plane back to the imperial capital.

Seeing Yi Xiaoxin, Cheng Xingtao just said hello and didn't want to talk anymore.

When Yi Xiaoxin saw Cheng Xingtao's depressed appearance, he was immediately distressed, and said, "You said that you, what kind of immortal did you provoke, and you have to suffer so many crimes." God doesn't treat you well, you don't treat yourself well. The children are gone, what's the use of you torturing yourself?"

Cheng Xingtao glared at Yi Xiaoxin, she had never seen anything that didn't hurt or itch, but she had never seen Yi Xiaoxin deliberately sprinkle salt on her wounds.

"Why are you staring at me? I'm not right! You can come back by torturing your own child like this? It's better for you to take care of your body and conceive another one. Yi Xiaoxin rolled her eyes.

Cheng Xingtao thought about it, what Yi Xiaoxin said was quite right.

She got up from the bed and said, "Xiaoxin, shouldn't I hurry up and take care of my body and prepare to conceive another one, maybe it's too late, and the child can be reincarnated as my child." ”

"Who knows. Yi Xiaoxin replied, "Let me tell you, don't you think less about something, can't you be kind to yourself?

Cheng Xingtao lay down again and said, "Xiao Xin, I'm uncomfortable." ”

"Don't lie down every day, can you not feel uncomfortable? Hurry up and go out for a walk, you can now walk around the country while you don't have to work. Yi Xiaoxin pulled Cheng Xingtao who was lying on the bed.