Nangong Douling was unwilling to admit his mistake, "What kind of way I treat spirit beasts has nothing to do with Master, you don't care if I can do it!" She felt irritable in her heart, feeling that his verbosity was annoying, always old-fashioned, and not a little new. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Nangong Cassia was furious, "What did you say? Say it again." ”

"No, yes, whatever, me. Nangong Douling squeezed out all his spare strength to stare at him, extremely rebellious.

Nangong Cassia nodded, "It's very powerful, the wings are stiff, the master can't even teach you two sentences, warn you, you won't get any benefit from confronting me; ”

"My own life, I make my own decisions, I can deal with it as I want, I will bear whatever the consequences, you have no right to interfere. ”

She was obviously angry with Nangong Cassia Ming, in fact, she was very sorry for the life she gave away, she knew that it was very valuable, and it was indeed a bit stupid to give the spirit beast for free;

I don't know why, in front of Nangong Cassia Ming, she just doesn't want to be soft, let alone admit her mistakes, her self-esteem at this moment is tougher than ever, and her speech is extremely arrogant.

"I really don't understand what you're thinking, what is the effect of you being tough on me? Not admitting your mistakes is your biggest shortcoming; if I interfere with you, it means that I still care about you, and when Master really doesn't take you to heart, you should know how to write a typo!"

"Whatever, I don't force it. ”

"In vain, I saw that you were lonely, without a father or mother, and adopted you with a kind heart, taught you spells, and hoped that you would become successful one day, inheriting the spirit of our soul-attracting sect to subdue demons and eliminate demons, and so on the day when the teacher kicked his legs, you could also pass on the spells for me, but you went against me everywhere, and there were more and more unruly words in words and deeds, I asked you to go east, you went west, you didn't listen to anything, and you always talked back, do you look down on the master?"

Nangong Douling's eyes were red, "What does it matter to me that you are so good? I used a knife to force you to go to an orphanage to adopt me? You yourself have passed an addiction to being a good person, you are doing good deeds on the surface, but in fact you are just satisfying your heart, you haven't considered my feelings, you think I want to be a soul attraction mage?"

A tear slid down her face, and she reached out to wipe it away, "To be honest, I wish I was an ordinary person, so I didn't have to be ridiculed since I was a child! You should know how much I was ostracized in school, in the eyes of the teacher, I was a child with mental problems, and my classmates used me as a laughing stock, if it weren't for my psychological endurance being stronger than ordinary people, otherwise I wouldn't have survived today, and I would have committed suicide a long time ago." ”

"It's because you have to be open-mouthed, it's true that you have yin and yang eyes, but when you see ghosts in your daily life, no one asks you to say it, so you can't treat it as if you didn't see anything? ”

"It's obvious that others are bullying me, but you blame me for it, you are so unreasonable! I don't dare to say the truth when I see the truth, I can't do it like this, I have one to say, never distort the facts, and I won't bow my head to the people who bully me, this is the principle of my Nangong Douling in the world, but not bowing my head does not mean that I am not tired, I have worked hard to cheer myself up, in order to survive the cold eyes of others, I don't expect you to comfort me with meaty words, all I want is that when you hear others laugh at me, you can stand on my side once, support my approach, and say that I did the right thing, even once, but you don't, you will only blame me for talking too much every timeIsn't it a coward to say what I see and hear in front of others? Are you satisfied that I have become a coward and blindly obey the public?"

Nangong Cassia was speechless for a while.

Nangong Douling has been resentful for a long time, anyway, the fuse has been ignited, so simply let all the truth explode, and forbearance of grievances will only be more uncomfortable.

"I just want to have a normal family, grow up normally, and then fall in love normally, and then do a normal job! I don't want to be pure at all, and as for spells, I'm not even interested in cultivating! I've thought many times, how good it would be if I just adopted an ordinary person, I just want to be a vulgar mortal, I don't want to only practice the Fa all the time, and eventually cultivate into a person with no desires, no feelings, A mage who is no different from a dead man, other girls have already had boyfriends at my age, love triangles, quadrangular loves, and pentagonal lovers, and their love lives are colorful, I don't know how enviable, but I? I don't even have a suitor, I live like a nun. In my last life, I offended someone to give you adoption!"

"I want to fall in love at every turn! You Sichun is not such a way of thinking! You know what nonsense you were talking about just now? What kind of love triangle and quadrangular love?"

"No matter what kind of love, I just want to be a girl who doesn't have to deliberately restrain her feelings! For the person you like, you can desperately confess and fight, instead of just hiding in your heart, marrying and having children with your beloved, for the mage of the Soul Attraction School, this simple wish cannot be realized in a lifetime. ”

"Wait until you have a beloved to complain about this! What are you angry with Master and me now? Just because you can't fall in love, you even treat Master's nurturing feelings with a resentful heart?"

"How do you know I don't have a loved one? ”

"Even if you have, you have to forget that your mission is to cultivate, not to mess up some messy things. ”

"Hmph, I knew you would say this, you forced me to give me a life I didn't want, and I wasn't allowed to be resentful? When you took me as an apprentice, you didn't tell me at all how much sacrifice you have to make to enter the Soul Attracting Sect, in my eyes, cultivating spells is called chaos, having children, husbands and children is a serious matter, and it is one of the ways to achieve happiness, I can be sure that cultivating the Fa will not make me happy. What does it mean that the Fa has caused me to sacrifice my right to pursue love and procreation, and that I will never be able to build a complete and warm family in the future, and I can only die alone?"

"You have so many Shikijin with you, will you still be lonely?"

"Master, you have more gods than me, do you dare to say that you are not lonely now?" Nangong Douling looked at him arrogantly, "At your age, you haven't loved someone, isn't it sad?"

Nangong Cassia looked like the most painful acupuncture point in the sting, the whole person couldn't stop trembling, his breathing accelerated, he exhaled out of the trachea roughly, and a pair of eyes bulged angrily in the sockets, like a tiger that stepped on his tail.

"You also declared that you were not interested in puppy love. He said through gritted teeth.

"I didn't claim that, what I said was that I wasn't interested in the boys at school, but now ......," she said meaningfully, looking at Lee, "it's different now." ”