Two Nine Nine Cloud Locks Across Wu Mountain
The days of separation have finally come to an end, and both of them can relax. When Qi Yu sent Su Junge and their mother and son to the car, his dry expression couldn't tell that it was cloudy and rainy, and he didn't react much to the goodbye given to him by the children with a wooden face.
Bai Lin was already crying with snot and tears, crying with tears, and by the way, she kept telling the child to be obedient, and Su Junge to take care of the child and himself.
"Grandma, don't cry, Su Su has been made cry by you, we will be able to meet in the United States in a few days, and Su Su will keep all the delicious food for grandma. Zino kissed Bai Lin several times on the cheek.
Qi He has always been very calm, very Su Junge's demeanor, in the face of everyone's reluctance, he is also working hard to support, and he can always see the unusual old age at a young age.
Standing face to face with Qi Yu, standing with his hands in his hands, he was also gloomy, but in the eyes of adults, he looked at it with the emotions that were about to explode, showing his innocence and innocence, and it was a little unbearable. It's a pity that at such a time, it can be regarded as a separation of flesh and blood, and no one is in the mood to joke.
Su Junge held back her tears and told Bai Lin to reassure her that she would solve everything, but she thought in her heart that it would be better than a precarious life here.
When they were all ready to get into the car, Zino was the first to get in the car, and Qi He also followed, Su Junge was just about to follow the last one to get in the car, but Qi He retreated, and turned sideways, Qi He rushed to Qi Yu, "Dad, hug me." ”
His whole body was lying on Qi Yu's body, just like a paste between the two of them, Qi Yu was just a natural reaction, when Qi He rushed to him, he just hugged his son so tightly, and when he reacted, he found that he and the child had already hugged each other tightly.
"Goodbye, Dad. Qi He slid off Qi Yu's body again, and then got into the car, and it was only a matter of minutes.
In Qi Yu's heart, it was like a few years, the child asked him to hug it, and then the child jumped off his body, knowing that the car was leaving, his mind also followed along.
Su Junge didn't expect Qi He to behave like this at all, his calmness at the beginning and his amazing behavior later, which made Su Junge understand the important position of his father in the hearts of his children.
There was only Zi Nuo's muffled cry in the car, he and Qi He were silent, such a calmness made Su Junge suddenly feel how she was so selfish, although her starting point was for the good of the child, but she forgot the children's feelings for Qi Yu, after all, it was her own flesh and blood, it was her father, and no one wanted to erase the feelings of blood thicker than water.
How can I remedy being so wrong?
Thinking of Qi Yu's actions the night before, Su Junge was angry at the time, and now he seems to be relieved. Sister-in-law Yun has stopped sleeping with the children since she was injured, and Su Junge naturally stays in the children's rooms every night, so as to better avoid Qi Yu, and she feels closer to the children.
But I don't know what time it is at night, Qi Yu suddenly pressed on his body, and the voice that almost screamed in the dark was also tightly covered by him. Even so, the smell of wine that rushed to the nose still made people's brains hurt, Su Junge shook his head, all with a begging attitude, but Qi Yu's eyes were shining in the dark, and he didn't care what she said to you meant to change places. Until Su Junge's tears flowed, she was controlled by others, not only because of Qi Yu's domineering, but also because of the sleeping children on the side, in front of them, she could give in to anything.
Stretched out his hand to wrap his hand around Qi Yu's neck, only at this time did he let go of himself, and was carried back to the master bedroom of the two people, and the queen was at his mercy, and his clothes were unraveled, thinking about it, and then it was a baptism like a storm, but Su Junge suddenly felt light, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Qi Yu sitting with his head on the side, and he couldn't see his entire face at all, but in such a posture, he knew how painful it was at that time, just like a person who had always had an old disease, endured the pain, and endured it alone without saying a word to the verge of collapse, he was too far from the situation he expected。
Su Junge put on his shirt and sat up, just side by side with him, silent, and all fell into darkness, as if they were wrapped in heavy spiritual shackles, bound, and breathless.
"Don't go, okay?" Qi Yu suddenly spoke.
"No, I can't. Su Junge replied.
Pressed to the bed again, he grabbed the prey like an eagle falcon, and looked at Su Junge condescendingly, but the seemingly successful winner, at this time, the eyes facing the prey were full of pity and pleading, and there was no posture that a winner should have.
"Don't blame me......" Qi Yu put down the cruel words, and punished her without scruples, with despair and hatred, as well as punishment.
"......" Su Junge didn't speak, and let him do anything wrong with him, the kind of indulgent desolation and pain, in fact, the two of them still hurt together.
It hurt to the deepest, Su Junge's tears still flowed, and she couldn't stop crying, Qi Yu kissed her closed eyes, "Have you ever loved me......?"
"Can I choose not to answer?" Su Junge faced Qi Yu's kiss, that warm feeling, a feeling of déjà vu, his smell, she had already answered if she didn't answer.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Qi Yu's apology to Su Junge was sincere and sad, how stupid he asked, they were all willing to do for each other, which point is not a sign of love?
Because of love, mutual hurt and forgiveness are repeated and unforgettable......
When they don't have children, they can have no scruples, but now, nothing is more important than children, before they had an accident, Su Junge only occasionally felt guilty, but the child really had an accident, at that time she was completely broken, every day to look for the child, eager to find death and life instead of the children to be tied up, really when she was in trouble but couldn't find the child, she had no way to save herself, in fact, she felt that she might be chaste and ashamed of the child and Qi Yu, the helplessness at that time, difficult, who can understand?
Between them, there are many times not only misunderstandings, but also many times, the kind of feelings that cannot be said clearly, and not every time they can understand it.
There was no turning back from the bow, Su Junge just let the car drive forward, only choosing to separate, not to break up, this is the most correct.