Lin Yan knew that Su Junge had come to the United States again, and she was the first to visit, she asked the nanny to take Xiao Linsheng to play with the twins, and she negotiated with Su Junge with the same attitude as Xingshi asking for guilt, because she heard Xiao Cunqin say how Qi Yu was in a bad mood since Su Junge left, and after listening carefully to the reason, she also took a loss for Qi Yu, but she didn't expect Xiao Cunqin and Qi Yu's friendship as classmates, and also ignored the righteous knot between herself and Su Junge.

"Sister, what's wrong with you, how did you make yourself like this?" Lin Yan saw Su Junge and immediately changed from asking for guilt to greeting with concern.

Su Junge unconsciously touched his hand to his cheek, his eyes alerted to his low state, "Yes, I look very haggard?"

"It's not just haggard, it's just a different person, you have only been in Shanghai for about a year, how can you toss yourself like this, I look uncomfortable. I heard that you still had a miscarriage, how are you recovering now?What are you going to do next?" Lin Yan's series of self-expressions and continuous inquiries called Su Junge really didn't know which question to answer appropriately.

"It's okay, I think it's all pretty good. Su Junge was able to deal with such an ambiguous answer.

"Alas, in fact, I think the young marshal is really a little wronged this time, but looking at your appearance again, I can't bear it, he should really pay some responsibility for the sins you suffered in Shanghai, if it rests on me, I will also cut off Xiao Cunqin. But in other words, he doesn't want you to suffer such a crime, who knew that Liu Ruxiang's woman could be so crazy, and it was true that the young marshal was all to blame......"

Lin Yan really couldn't say anything about it, and if she said more, it was like pouring salt on Su Junge's wounds, and she was really a little lacking in morality.

Su Junge stopped talking, looked up at the joy of the three children playing together outside the floor-to-ceiling window, the late autumn season, the tall sycamore yellow leaves have fallen, the autumn mood spread all over the ground, deep and light yellow, the small shoes stepped on to make a crisp sound, accompanied by the three children's giggling laughter, shouldn't their lives be so relaxed and comfortable?

It's not that she doesn't know Qi Yu's grievances, but he is a man after all, and he should have the ability to withstand all kinds of pressure, but children are different, their lives have just begun, kidnapping, killing,...... These are too heavy for them, and her means of protecting the children are very extreme, but in troubled times, she can't think of any better way, such a way, simply put, she can't afford to hide.

A few days ago, Su Chunyan and Fu Hanqiu also persuaded her from the side, she came to the United States to hide, why bother to make a knife and two so unkind, after all, the two children are still Qi Yu, and the family affection is there, so it can't be cruel.

Su Chunyan said to Su Junge in a dumb voice, "You said that you hate it in your heart, but didn't you still leave the key to the basement with Qi Yu? ”

"I'm afraid, even if I go to the United States with my children, no one will let us go, I'm not afraid of being offended, I'm afraid that my children will be offended with me, and if I don't have children, I don't know how I should live...... It's so painful......"

Su Junge was stunned, yes, she really still loves him, worried about his safety, seeing the battle between the revolutionary army and the Northeast Army, she is afraid that one day he will be the same as Zhang Yanzhi, and it is inevitable that he will have a fierce battle, just like in Chengde that year.

At that time, she thought that no one could take him away unless he lived or died. But now she can't freely switch between the two identities of mother and wife, and it is he who sacrifices in the end.

I thought about many things back and forth many times, and Su Junge's mind had so many pictures like a thick book, ripping back and forth, reading it over and over again, but I still enjoyed it. All kinds of memories, ups and downs......

Fu Hanqiu said that she was too willful, and Qi Yu originally planned to come to the United States after leaving office, but she stubbornly wanted to return to Shanghai, and returned to Shanghai with the hope of rehabilitating the Beiyang Army.

Su Junge remembered her own words, which she had told him personally, that she wanted to go back to Shanghai and to return to him...... But now everything is gone. People say that she broke her word and gained weight, but why did she get thinner and thinner?

This is the first time, Fu Hanqiu has a heart-to-heart conversation after the misunderstanding between them is cleared, so there is no emotion to talk about, saying that she is stubborn, saying that she is willful, saying that she is not close to people, Su Junge did not refute it, she admitted that what Fu Hanqiu said was right, she once swore to Qi Yu, but now she doesn't count, and she hurts him completely.

"Junge, you said that you are for the children, but you also think about how it feels for the children to be without their fathers, and Qi Yu is not that he doesn't love them, so you cut off the relationship so hard, it's still very cruel. Everything is easy to discuss, there is no need to be so ruthless. I really can't be partial to you in this matter, so ...... As an elder, I can only say that about you, it doesn't sound good, but I'm right. Fu Hanqiu's rhetoric of helping his relatives and not helping his relatives was blunt, leaving Su Junge speechless.

Su Junge was silent, blinking her eyes to prevent tears from falling.

"You calm down and think about it, otherwise you will regret it sooner or later, if Qi Yu comes to the United States and gives him a chance, he is not wrong, why make everyone sad like this?" Fu Hanqiu spoke earnestly and reasonably.

Su Junge looked up at Fu Hanqiu, presumably there should be some kind of agreement between her and Bai Lin, Qi Yu will come to the United States?

It's really chaotic, when did she become the culprit who disturbed a pool of spring water, and her neighbors were disturbed by the chaos. Su Junge admitted that she was wrong, what could she do, she didn't go back to the beginning, she had just entered the door of the Qi family that year, and she didn't care about everything, even Qi Yu and Jian Fengyi's affairs were not within her scope of worry, but now, she was so stubborn, and she was so stubborn, and she was so stubborn, but everyone who had something to do with her also jumped up and down and couldn't live in peace.

Whether he has changed, or whether this world has forced him to change, Su Junge has no way to study in detail, anyway, he has come to this day step by step, and it seems that everything is irretrievable.

The two children don't know what's wrong, they never mention anything about their father, and they never say anything about their grandmother, Su Junge feels particularly heartbroken, the two children know how to understand their feelings, and she, what she is doing now is not even as good as the two children.