Shadow's body stiffened, and he couldn't take a step anymore.

He never thought that this heartless, stupid Concubine Li would actually see through the events of the year.

Even Cheng Qing himself didn't know that he went to Guozijian to take classes instead of him.

"Mother, don't laugh. I don't understand what you're saying, go back and raise your baby with peace of mind, the most important thing for you now is your belly........"

"Why don't you dare to admit it until now? Why do you deny your existence? You are Cheng Qing's younger brother, you are the bloodline of the Cheng family! Why do you treat yourself like this!"

"Mother's ........"

"Cheng Qing will never experience your pain in this life, just like he can't understand my pain. He doesn't have a heart. He doesn't want hearts. But Shadow, you can still redeem it! You still have a chance to redeem yourself!"

Concubine Li tugged at Ying's clothes tightly, and her whole body trembled when she spoke, even her voice trembled.

"You....Niangniang, you are the emperor's concubine, just those words, I should have never heard of it, today, you also think I have never been here, and I hope you can raise the fetus with peace of mind, now the messy situation will get better soon......."

The shadow turned his back to Concubine Li, he didn't dare to use force, he was afraid of hurting Concubine Li, but he couldn't stay here for a long time, causing misunderstanding would only make it more troublesome, not to mention, the person who would misunderstand him was a guy who loved to be suspicious.

"Raise your baby with peace of mind, do you think things will really be so easy...... Do you think that if I deserve this life, I can really save my father? You don't want to think about who the guy who wants my father's life is. In this life, I regret two things, one is that I have never listened to my father and family, and the other is that I went to Guozijian and met Cheng Qing. ”

Concubine Li saw that Ying looked like she had to go, and knew that she couldn't keep him, so the hand that grabbed his sleeve slowly let go, "Ying, your brother, I have known him since childhood. I can guess what he thinks, what he does. Even now when someone tells me that he killed my father, I think it's normal. Because it's him, it's something he's going to do. From the moment he handed me the gold medal before the banquet, I guessed that today would definitely not be a normal palace banquet...... Perhaps, everything was wrong in the first place, and I single-handedly contributed to the current mistake. ”

As she spoke, she slowly stroked her already slightly bulging lower abdomen.

Here, a little life is now being bred, a small life with her and Cheng Qing's bloodline.

If everything hadn't happened today, she might still feel relieved, happy, and able to give birth to the next generation for the man she loves the most. However, all the good things were shattered by his own hands.

She already regretted it. She regretted all her decisions.

Whether she knew him, or begged her father to let her marry him. It all made her regret it.

If she could do it all over again, she would choose not to know him, not to fall in love with him.

In this way, she may be able to be ruthless, and perhaps, her father will not be in the same situation as today.

The Yang family up and down, her father and mother, have done everything for her and for her, and to this day, they even have to lose their lives.

She can't escape all this.

Because she married him, her father had to tie his hands and feet no matter what he did, and he had to leave a silver lining.

If so, she did not marry him, and if so, she did not conceive his child.

Today, the people in the prison may not be the King Rui and the Queen Mother.

"No matter what you think, you are already his concubine, this is a fact, so please don't think too much about it. Peace of mind, just be a good concubine. ”

The shadow couldn't bear to turn around.

He didn't want to see a woman with tears all over her face.

He couldn't bear it, and he didn't want to.

He didn't want to admit it even more, since he went to Guozijian for Cheng Qing to take classes that day and met this woman, he liked her.

That feeling of love at first sight, that feeling of wanting to keep her in my heart all the time.

He didn't want to admit it.

So much so that on the day she married Cheng Qing, he drank all night alone in the back garden, and was found drunk in the flowers the next day, all because of her.

He would often sneak in to see her.

Use his identity to quietly watch her usual moves.

watched her go from being stupid to ask other concubines for advice on how to compete for favor, watching her slowly smooth out the edges and corners of her body, watching her slowly accept the fact that Cheng Qing didn't love her, and watching her become a person who knows how to read words and looks, and her mood is invisible.

He felt sorry for her.

But he can only be a character who watches her silently behind her.

Because he is always a person who should not exist.

In this world, there is no place for him, and no one will admit his existence.

He's a filthy being.

He was a stain on the lives of his father and mother, a child who represented ominous.

His master told him to be an excellent person who could assist the emperor.

He's been trying to do that, he's been trying to make himself a good pawn.

His master told him that if he wants to be an excellent chess piece, the first thing to do is to abandon all useless emotions.

Love is the most useless emotion.

It's something he must give up.

At that time, he didn't think that his fate with her would be so deep.

He thought they might never see each other again in their lifetime.

But this woman became his sister-in-law.

Fate, sometimes it's ridiculous.

He and her should have been two parallel lines, but because of Cheng Qing, they intersected, but in the end, because of Cheng Qing, all possibilities were broken.

"Concubine Li..... hehe..... Concubine Li....It's really a good name..... this name imprisoned the first half of my life and ruined the second half of my life. In my life, I may have fought back against this name, and when I first got it, I was left out in the cold, and if it weren't for the power of my mother's family, it would be difficult to move forward in this palace. Now, because of this name, I am going to personally cut off the lives of my father and me....... and even let my children lose the name of their mother ....... in this life, what does it want to bring me........"

The more Concubine Li spoke, the more her steps retreated, and her little face, which was becoming more and more pointed, slowly turned pale, and even her lips were slowly turning white.

"It's my fault..... everything is my fault....I shouldn't! I shouldn't! I shouldn't! I shouldn't fall in love with that affectionate man! I shouldn't dream that I can marry him! Let him become a nightmare for our Yang family!"

Her voice was so faint that she couldn't hear it clearly.

"Hey, what's wrong with you!"

Ying suddenly reacted and turned around suddenly, Concubine Li was already kneeling on the ground,

"Are you alright?"

"Let's go, Cheng Qing is here......."