I turned my head slowly, and she barely changed. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

It's just a few sizes bigger than before I left, and of course I'm not the same person I used to be.

She was wearing a floral dress that made my eyes shine.

I remember her saying many years ago that she probably wouldn't wear a dress again.

But now, she may have changed.

Before I could speak, she sat down slowly on the bench.

It was like the first time we met.

I think back to twenty years ago.

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What summer twenty years ago

Park Road in Jingdezhen, which is famous for a large park.

It is in this park that there is an abandoned area.

The abandoned one is because more than 100 children died on the spring outing because of the fire here.

With such a legend, it has also become one of the few places where boys practice their courage.

It was such a place that became the yearning of my youth and ignorance.

I was in the six-year-old class that year, and I didn't know that I had heard the words of the child in kindergarten and ran here.

I saw the benches, the kind of benches that are very common in the park.

But what is not common is that there is a girl sitting on that chair.

I walked around, looking around the bench.

When the Nth time she went back and forth, she spoke: "What are you doing, why have you been in front of me just now." Walking around?"

I remember she got up from the bench with her bag and told me very upset.

"I'm just coming to see. I said nervously.

Walked over to her side and sat down.

She pushed me very unhappily and said, "I found this here, and you are not allowed to sit." ”

"Why, this is also what I discovered, my secret base. "These conversations I will never forget in my life.

"Looks like I came before you, right?" she said with a smile.

I stood up and looked into her eyes, unable to say a word.

She was like my mother, and I remember her smiling and saying, "Then your secret base was discovered by me, and it's no longer a secret." ”

I pointed my little finger at her and said, "You've discovered my secret base, so you have only two options." ”

I don't know where I got the courage back then.

She sat back on the stool, shook her legs, looked at me, and said curiously, "Which two choices?"

I gestured my fist and said, "One is to get out of here and forget about here." The second is to join my secret base and be my 。。。。。 ”

She smiled bitterly and said, "What are you doing? ”

I said, "Be my bride。。。。。。 ”

Just a few seconds later I saw that she was very angry, and her face changed.

I was scared away.

I ran away, looking behind me from time to time.

I saw her on the bench looking at me viciously, and to be honest I was scared.

However, I didn't go far that day and made a big detour.

Hiding behind the stool.

I stole her and I saw her sitting on the bench in a daze.

My face has turned so red.

It's like~ just like an apple, it makes me feel like I can't put it into words.

Yes, just like she is now.

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I watched her sit down on the bench, and I slowly moved over.

sat down beside her.

She said lightly, "What's the matter?

"Clothes. "I looked at my clothes and readjusted the collar with my hands.

"What? became a pilot? So now you dress like a successful person? Is it really a successful person?" she continued, still as open-mouthed as before.

"I didn't become a pilot, when I was on the crew for the first time. I found out that I was afraid of heights, so I gave up. And what about you? My flight attendant. I said with a wry smile.

"Are you only allowed to be afraid of heights and not allowed to be airsick?" she said with a slight frown.

"And what are you doing?" I asked, puzzled.

"You speak first. She said.

"I work as a tailor now, making custom suits in my shop in Beijing. A set of 70,000 yuan, I take one-third of the commission. I smiled and patted my clothes.

"Come on, who's going to wear 70,000 sets. Business is definitely not good, look at you thin. She pinched my arm as soon as she said that.

"Beijing is no faster than here, and life is fast-paced. The per capita economy is high, and there are a lot of people who order a suit of 70,000 yuan. If you can't get hungry for me, don't worry. I shook my head and glanced at the sky.

There aren't many neon-lit cities, just plain streetlights and yellowing billboards in the distance.

The stars in the sky appeared numerous and bright, and the half-moon hung on them.

"You look lean, didn't you think it still had some meat to the touch?" she smiled and grabbed my arm.

I smiled wryly and said, "What about you, what are you doing now?"

"The flower arranger in the flower shop. She looked at me and said.

I rubbed my temples and remembered ten years ago.

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The day after we first met, we were on a bench in the corner of the park.

I arrived early today at my so-called secret base.

Because last time I walked to this place, it took a lot of time.

And today I found the bench all at once.

I was in kindergarten at the time.

My mother is no longer there, and my father is a professor at a nearby university.

I was very busy and late to get home every day, and I rarely had time to spend with me on weekends.

So it's usually before 5 p.m., no matter where you go to play.

Nothing will happen.

I sat on the bench, and it wasn't her that came to mind.

It's the mom I haven't seen before, the mom who only left a picture on the bedside table.

"What the hell is mom like?" I said to myself in a daze, and I fell asleep in a daydream.

I remember sleeping soundly.

"Hey, why are you here again?"

A loud sound came from the dream fragrance, which shook the earth.

I opened my eyes in a daze, looked in front of me and said, "Why am I asleep?"

She smiled when she saw me.

I proudly said to her, "Today, here is where I discovered it first." ”

With that, I sat up and patted the bench vigorously.

She put her bag on the bench and sat next to me.

He pushed me hard and said, "Yes, I found out first today, how do you say that?"

I was pushed to the ground, and my six-year-old me was half a head shorter than her nine-year-old.

The power is not as great as hers.

I saw that I was already sitting on the floor, and I used my greatest nirvana when I was five years old: crying.

Every time I want a toy.

I'll cry, and I'll be able to do it again and again.

Watching me sit on the ground crying loudly and not wanting to get up.

She seemed to waver, and looked at me with an anxious expression.

I knew at a glance that it was half the battle, and the rest was just time.

She looked at me for a long time and squeezed out a voice similar to a mosquito cry and said, "Are you okay?" ”

I replied in a sobbing voice, "I can't hear what you're saying." ”

It's outrageously thick-skinned, and I couldn't have imagined that I would have such attainments at such a young age.

She looked at me and pulled me up from the ground.

And I continued to sit on the bench and sob.

She searched through her bag, took out a handkerchief and said, "This is my favorite handkerchief, I always carry it, let's use it for you first." ”

Without hesitation, I took the handkerchief with my little hand and wiped my snot indiscriminately.

The handkerchief is super easy to use.

Looking at my actions, her heart was not ordinary distress.

She had no choice but to change the subject and slowly spoke, "What's your name?"

I said it as if I was named by a teacher when I went to kindergarten: "My name is Luqiao, and I am five years old." ”

I gave the handkerchief back to the girl and said, "What's your name?"

She thought for a long time and said, "Why should I tell you, I'm older than you. You will call me sister in the future, this is polite. ”

"Sister?" I pronounced.

"Well, my brother is good. She said with a smile.

After that we didn't say a word, I stupidly took the handkerchief from her hand and wiped my nose before putting it back.

Just pull it out and wipe it and put it back, pull it out and wipe it back again.

It has been repeated a dozen times all the time.

Seeing that her face changed, she didn't stop.

After that time, the roots of our hearts have fallen.

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Thinking of this, I took out the handkerchief from the jacket pocket of my suit.

She looked at me and said, "Do you still have this thing with you?"

I nodded my head and said, "I don't dare to throw away the things you give." ”

"Luqiao, do you know how long you've been walking?" she said.

I lowered my head and said in a voice like a mosquito, "Eight years or nine years." ”

She pointed to the tower in the distance and said, "Remember that? The day you left eight years ago, the clock on it broke. It was always displayed at 5:20 p.m. and was never fixed. ”

I glanced at her hand and realized that the time had not changed.

Then I nodded my head and said, "Remember, you lied to me that you lived there. Then I actually went to look for you, and the owner there had a Pitbull. At that time, they chased me and bitten, and I can't forget it. ”

"I've lied to you a lot, but you've lied to me a lot. She grabbed my hand and lifted it.

Glancing at my hands, observing the calluses on my hands.

"Are you really a tailor?" she said again.

I lifted the cuff of my right hand, and the little "L" logo appeared in front of her eyes.

I nodded my head and said, "Really." This L represents the road of the road and bridge, and also represents the road of my life. ”

She got up and took a few steps forward and said, "Remember why we were separated?"

"Yes, of course I do. "I just wanted to say something.

She took a few steps forward and said, "It's getting dark, are you going home?"

"I don't have a home anymore, I'm going to find a hotel. Are you going to work tomorrow? Shall we meet at this place tomorrow?" I said.

She took my hand and said, "Let's go, you pay for the room." ”

I was stunned and said, "Do you want to be together?"

"I'm off tomorrow and I don't want to go home. I've finally seen you again, can I let it go?" she said.

"You won't, come here every day. Just to wait for me?" I said with a wry smile.

She didn't answer me, and pulled me as fast as I could.

When I got to the hotel, I didn't speak.

She stretched out her hand and said, "ID card." ”

I subconsciously took it out of my wallet and brought three hundred dollars with me by the way.

She opened up a room with a large bed in front of her, which I could never have imagined.

Entered the room, no words.

She pounced on her for a kiss and then had a good time.

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