For a long time, until now, Xu Guo often felt sad in his heart, as if his heart was covered with a layer of frost, cold, very hard, very cold. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Xu Guo couldn't tell what the specific reason was, but he would have such a feeling in his heart, maybe it was the lack of joy in his life, he often had no money in his pocket, and the pressure of survival was like a shadow. In order to eat, he often has to find some work, and after working for a while, he changes jobs, and he often can't get a lot of wages. For many years, he has been in such a state of wandering, if he had been down-to-earth and willing to save money from the beginning, he would at least have a small amount of savings now, and he would not be like now, the eldest is not small, and he is as poor as a three-year-old child.

Xu Guo often feels that those who can bring value to society are excellent, can repair planes, cars, subways, mobile phones, etc., can do creative work, and can serve others, such people deserve to get an income.

Xu Guo's friend Lu Cun is a success in the literary and art world, and there are a large number of people who have the same hobbies as Lu Cun, but they are all failures. However, they believe that failure is temporary and that success will always come.

Xu Guo told Lu Cun that the writing work carried out by Lu Village was a retreat work. This kind of work, a bit illusory, can't be seen or touched, hard work for a week, as if nothing was done, such hard work, it is not easy to see, not like moving a bunch of bricks, moving from here to there, obvious.

Of course, there are differences between people, some people love to fly planes, some people love to fly, some people love to cook, some people love to eat, it seems that all the industries in the world are engaged in people who love that industry. In fact, according to Xu Guo's understanding, the vast majority of people, their state of existence, is suppressed, that is, they can't do other work, so they have to do what they can do first. A person who plays basketball may not play well if he is asked to play football. The person who sells baked cakes for a living, tells him to dance, and maybe she will starve to death. Industries are different from industries, and once these industries are chosen, people will rely on this industry for a long time.

Xu Guo has a deep understanding, what does he have a deep understanding of? That is, people's dependence on the industry. The topic can go back to filling in the college entrance examination volunteers, filling in the volunteers, which means volunteering to do something in the future. Once you choose a certain major, you will devote yourself to this professional field for many years in the future, and you will work hard in this industry. Some industries have a superior environment, and some industries have a less favorable environment.

After choosing an industry, as people deepen their skills in this industry, people begin to rely on this industry, and the industry he is engaged in is becoming more and more familiar, which produces dependence, and it is difficult to survive without this industry.

Xu Guo didn't take a straight road at first, his road was a little bumpy. Although I studied chemistry in college, after graduating from university, I did not go to school to teach, nor did I do chemistry-related work. Instead, I did work that had nothing to do with chemistry. Later, he went on a trip alone, and the trip took up a lot of his time. Until now, looking back on the past, I only have the impression of wandering around the world alone, and I have no memory of working in a company.

When Xu Guo is alone, he will feel lost, he will think, other people, when they were in their adolescence, chose an industry field, as they grew older, they slowly became familiar in this industry, and at the same time, they also had quite a lot of savings, and their lives were getting better day by day.

And Xu Guo agreed with Lucun's travel theory at that time, and Xu Guo was interested in the topics of tourism, travel, and wandering. Xu Guo discussed a lot of things about travel with Lu Village, and at that time, he strongly agreed with many of Lu Village's statements. Immediately after, Xu Guo also began to travel, he has been enjoying the scenery on the road, and as his travel experience increases, he is more and more different from many others. Most of the people have accumulated rich experience in their positions, and their work is getting better and better, but Xu Guo is a little disappointed, because travel is not a job, travel is play, that is, go around, go around, go around, look here, look there, look there. Time, that's it.

Xu Guo is now renting in the World Truth Academy, and he really feels like a homeless person at the moment, either he thinks it, yes, he has already defined himself as a homeless person.

Xu Guo's inner sadness may be related to the fact that he does not have a stable life now, and he has not settled down, mainly because he has no money and no money to obtain a stable life. This kind of desolation often swells in his heart.

When chatting with Lu Village, Xu Guo also said extremely chic words, he said that he was home all over the world. This is really called a chic, the four seas are home, there is no fixed place, there is no home everywhere, and there is no home everywhere, so free and easy to survive.

Recently, however, Xu Guo has become more and more like a stray dog. Xu Guo saw stray dogs on the street, their coat color was not good-looking, running around, looking for food everywhere, and often couldn't find food. There are many cars on the road, cars whizz by every day, and stray dogs are running in a hurry on the street, getting so embarrassed. Xu Guo felt in his heart that his state was no different from those stray dogs.

Xu Guo sometimes buys some wine, liquor, beer, buys, drinks, and gets drunk, as if he is a happy person, because there is wine to drink, although there is no meat to eat, but there is wine to drink.

But after waking up, he will see the world around him more clearly, busy figures, and the busyness of others has nothing to do with Xu Guo. Xu Guo drank with Shanzi in his room last night, and after Xu Guo got drunk, he said that he was a person who only starved to death, but he didn't starve to death, so he survived. Shanzi wanted to give Xu Guo a sum of money last night, but Xu Guo didn't ask for it, Xu Guo is this kind of character, he shouldn't ask for it, he just doesn't want it, he can't ask for anything.

Shanzi's daughter is about to celebrate her birthday, and Xu Guo has no gifts for his daughter. On the way to travel, Xu Guo would often take out a book to read. The books Xu Guo finished reading generally looked shabby. Xu Guo took out a book and gave it to Shanzi, saying that it was a birthday gift for his daughter.

Xu Guo is now sitting alone in the room, he has seen many things in the world, because of travel, so he has seen a lot, all the things in the world have entered his heart, he knows that he is already an experienced person.

Xu Guo suddenly discovered that people are hypocritical animals, and the kindness that is often talked about in the mouth is a distant goal, because they are not so kind, so they have to pursue kindness, just like if they have no money, they have to rush to earn money. Those who say that they want to pursue truth, goodness and beauty, in fact, their state is not so true, goodness and beauty, so they will set truth, goodness and beauty as a goal, whether it can be achieved or not, this is hard to say.

In Xu Guo's house, there was a bag of millet, millet was so small, when he bought it, Xu Guo was surprised, this millet was really smaller than rice. Then a grain, a golden rice, is nutritious. In the morning, he grabs a handful or two of millet, catches water at the tap, and washes the rice with his hand in the pot. After pouring out the water, take in some more water and you can boil. Millet is so small, there are many of them, and when they are gathered, they become pale yellow millet porridge.

Lu Cun came to Xu Guo's room and watched a documentary with Xu Guo, the documentary is about ancient aliens, saying that some of the gods described in the epic may be the misjudgment of aliens by the ancestors of human beings, they saw the aliens who visited the earth and regarded the aliens as gods. This documentary about aliens aroused Xu Guo's strong interest, and he longed to go to university to study astrobiology, study aliens, and immerse himself in the mysterious scientific atmosphere every day.

Lu Cun not only watched a documentary with Xu Guo in his room, but also drank the millet porridge cooked by Xu Guo, and Lu Cun said that the yellow little millet porridge was delicious.

Regarding extraterrestrial life, Xu Guo has already developed a strong interest. Interestingly, in the past, Lu Cun loved traveling, Xu Guo also followed Lu Cun to learn about travel, and Xu Guo also loved travel. Now, Lu Cun loves the exploration of extraterrestrial life, and Xu Guo temporarily gave up his love for travel and joined the exploration of extraterrestrial life. Xu Guoke is really a follower, it seems that whatever Lu Cun loves, he loves.

Lu Cun has some understanding of alien life, cults, etc., and these godlike things are really attractive, because people have such and such questions in their hearts, and they are eager to know the answers, and when there is a person who claims to be able to provide the answer, many people will believe it.

In Xu Guo's room, Lu Cun no longer exchanged knowledge and experience with Xu Guo in terms of travel as before, and today he told Xu Guo all about extraterrestrial life, and this topic also aroused Xu Guo's strong interest. Xu Guo has a doubt, I don't understand, he said that aliens really exist?

Lu Cun couldn't give Xu Guo a definite answer. This circle is very mysterious, and Lu Cun also wants to know the answers to those questions, but many times, there are no answers, so people need to explore.

Lu Cun took out some paper from the document bag, there were strange patterns on the paper, Xu Guo looked at the picture on the paper, was it a globe or a cake? Xu Guo was very puzzled, he didn't understand what the pattern on the paper Lu Cun took out.

The materials taken out by Lu Cun are all about extraterrestrial life, and several of them are the latest research results, which are very fresh knowledge.

Xu Guo was introduced by Lu Village and had a general understanding of the content of the information. These materials are quite valuable, Xu Guo can feel that Lu Cun has regarded him as a professional friend, but Xu Guo is not a professional, his major is not an alien life, and Lu Cun's major is not either. But these two non-professional amateurs, together, are like two people engaged in professional research. In fact, it doesn't matter if you are professional or not, as long as you are interested, you can study anything.